Ive a splitting headache and I'm gna explode anytime despite resting just now.
Headache plus fever. Shit man. Hopes fever goes down by tmr. Crucial game and WE knw we can do it. Loves to team.

and FYI, I've given up totally on my PI hohoho. And aft talking to Ps, I realised I've really grown up and matured, in terms of handling those probs that we faced. So well that they no longer become a problem of mine, all kept as memories in my head. Fond memories (:

I mean since there's no way we can force things to change, let's just go for other alternatives.And if we shld be friends, let's go for the best we can be (:

We'll always have to exchange in order to get other stuffs. So cute lil P, if you really want S to be happy, and so much that it doesn't matter if you're sad or not, then just let go ba. It's inevitable to be sad, and I knw it's gna be heartwrenching, torturing, but there's no other ways to make S happy other than exchanging your happiness for hers. You're gna be sad, and you might wna hang on. Others may tell you not to, but I tell you to continue be in this way. Hang on and be sad for however long you want to, until you've reached your max and you felt really tired and prepared, then you let go. It'll bring you to a level of happiness that others wont feel. My snr told me that, and I guessed I finally understood what she meant. I knw and am sure you'll feel that way sooner or later too (:
Don't stop thinking while being sad, and think intellectually, never procrastinate. You'll sooner or later find yourself brought to a higher level of maturity, high enough that you'll be able to deal better with further probs like this in time to come. I love you alright (: