hahaha. caught night at the museum ytd at suntec. then we came out and bought tix for curse of the golden flower. hahah. two continuous movies. lol. super cold. hahaha. then went to meet my mummy in the evening. hmmm.

its raining lightly now. haha. it was so heavy just nw. ok. i better go get changed and go out soon. hahahaha. byebye!

hahaha. happy birthday to sia weijia. or should i say happy christmas eve? lol.

hmmm. boring day. rotteda t home the whole day. and finally figured out the ans for the heymath qn. hahahahha. im like so super dead. cause before i went to thailand. i was slacking ad only did like 6 qns of heymath. then now i have like dozens and dozens of qns left to do. FAINT. luckily i did two chem wkshts before that alr. hahhaha.

hmmm. alrights. shan't blog any further. im lazy hahaha. byebye!

hahaha. back from lime flea market. it was tiring la. but fun. hahahah. it rained and stoppped and rained and stopped. irritating. then i was drenched. then it finally stopped raining. and business continued. wells. business was.. errrr... considered good la. yepp. and jeremy came. we didnt expect that. we were joking when we told him in bangkok to come be our model. ok not model. i mean just stand there and attract the female customers. hahaha. but he was kind of useless there la. only entertained us by talking to us. hahahah. ooh. and when he came. may actually ran away -.- wth.ok. he came down because he was free and he wanted to wait for his friend to end work -.-

lol. ended at about 7 la. then went to food court. had dinner. hahaha. lisze = siao ga nana. maysze = hyiao ga nana. me = ou ga nana. (it stands for black in teochew). we were trying to think one for peisze. then i say tall. but lisze said that is jeremy. then we kept thinking and suddenly both of us said, "shoulders broad ga nana!" hahaha. then we started laughing hard. how could we actually say this kind of ridiculous things at the same time. lol. then we played the flip-flop wishing thing.(cause we said the same thing) hahhaa. made a wish but we both said FLOP. boo. means the wish wont come true. cause it's supposed to be one flip and one flop. think its just CHEMISTRY. ahahhahahaha.

hmmm. my uncle came and fetched us home. lisze went crazy in the car. and she kept singing the christmas carol. lol. im resting at home while lisze,may and their parents are going on cruise tmr. omg. aren't they tired! thailand, flea market then cruise -.- madness. oh wells. i shoul just take a rest. ahhahaha. ok. enough. byebye!

just came back from bangkok.hahhaa.

day1-
hahaha. its one hour earlier than singapore. so we reached there about 11 plus THAI time la. so by the time we reach bangkok twin tower hotel. we were so tired we just slept.

day2-
woke up at 6+ thai time la. super tired. went pattaya. long coach ride. played cards with may, lisze and jeremy. -.- uncle kitti was soo funny. hahahhaa. nothing much la. just some praying at the temples and sight-seeing. and a lil' shopping. nth much. hmmm. ooh. we stayed at all seasons hotel. the hotels in thailand are nice (:

day3-
still at pattaya. took a speedboat and went para-sailing. hahahha. it feels great to be on a parachute while the speedboat drives me round. yay. then we took the speedboat and went coral island. hahah. feels great to sit in the front of the boat. bumpy! haha. my mummy was screaming like mad. and it was then we realised there was a sign saying those above 40, or with heart attack, or pregnant.etc. cant sit in front. hahahhahah!. my mum thought it was scary but fun. reached coral island. took a banana boat ride. my cousin wore her bikini and i wore my sports bra. ( cause we knew we would be wet) the person asked if we wanted sharp turns. and we said no. cause we didnt wanted to get wet. ya. so off we went. and when we were turning back. he dropped us all into the sea -.- so rubbish. then we strolled at the beach and took pics. hahah. then went back and yepp. that's about it.

day4-
back in bangkok. its daidee and bridge for me, may, lisze and jeremy (sometimes my mummy) whenever we were on the bus. hahaha. uncle kitti would whack us. lol. went dreamworld. hahaha. took the cable car and then we had lunch at the restaurant. then off we go. hahaha. we thought that the hanging coaster and the indoor one would be scary. but it was disappointing laaaa. wells. the interesting one was a ride the goes round and up and down. hahahaha. we slide on the seats. took lots of pics. some were. errrr.. spastic. hahaha. praying at temples after that. yepp.

day5-
free and easy!!!!! we went Pathum Wan for shopping. went siam paragon. my mummy bought clothes for my bro. then we went mango. hahahhaa. as usual. we spent lots of time choosing the clothes. and i bought a brown top. hahaha. then we went siam centre. hahaha. billabong wasnt on sales ): so we went roxy. and ta-daaa! 30% off many many clothes. but i bought only two tops and a wallet. hahah. wanted a jacket but wells. my cousin took it. yepp. i spent about 1000++ bahts there.my two cousins. spent a total of 15000+ bahts there -.- i think la. hahaha then we went shopping. saw the classic adidas shop. boo. the jacket i liked wasnt there. wells. had pizza hut for lunch. and we went shopping at siam square.lisze and i were tired. but our parents and may were energetic. cause there were cheap HEELS. its a NO-NO for me. we went MBK centre and ate FUJI jap food for dinner. super nice :D:D:D:D:D hahah. then shopped again. hahaha.

day6-
woke up a lil' later today. but still went back to siam centre to shop. yepp. and some arguments about me buying a jacket. boo. i wanted the roxy one but my mummy said she knew that i would rather want the adidas jacket. so she said i don wan the roxy one. then we went back to look at the jackets in roxy, nike, classic adidas, ripcurl, billabong, etc. hahhaa. and i chose a nike jacket. oooh. and i bought a new sports bra too. hahahha. then bought some ice cream. hmm. and i realised we had ice cream almost EVERYDAY. oops. hahah. then off to the airport. we were playing cards again. lol. then we checked in and had lunch. then off and back to singapore.

hahaha. i couldnt rmb which day we went to the tiger zoo. hahaha. we carried a baby tiger cub. heeeee. oh wells. it was a nice trip although i was kind of reluctant to go at first . hahaha.

HAHAHAH. im going off to bangkok. miss me ppl! byebye. heh.

it aint a good day for me i swear.

woke up at 8plus. and went back to slp. supposed to wake up early to go wake peisze up then go to sy's hse. but but but. i woke up at 10plus. so i chionged to sy's hse first. hahaha.took cab to budget terminal. ate hans with sy, peisze and xiaomei. then sy departed and we went off. took 53 at terminal 1? went ahma's hse then went heartland mall to meet jx. then went to my aunt's hse. went bugis then suntec with maysze, lisze, steph and peisze. so we shared like a bowl of ramen and dumplings and cheese fries. yep. that's it.

walked to mrt alone. took train and came back aljunied. didnt wan to come home so early. so sat at 108. watched teng they all played ball. told her my stuffs and yep. came home at bout 10plus? hahahha. bathed and rotted. alrights. i shouldnt be posting too much. oh wells.

anw. bball chalet was fun fun fun (:(:(:(:(:

thanks for the necklace. i really love it. it's saddening to see you leave but i knw you had to. i finish reading the book alr. and i felt so stupid to cry on the bus while reading it. and somemore in front of peisze -.-
and i think you'll knw that youre so missed by me.
imu ):):): wan (:
happy 6th month. ;D

ytd!
went cineleisure to hand in the registration fee for the lime flea market on the 23rd. hahahhaa. seems like im publicising. lol. hmmmm. mrt-ed to tamp..gym-ed with peisze ytd. hahahahha. feels great to sweat. :D:D:D:D

hmmmm. then ate lunch and mrt-ed to paya lebar. went to watch match at blk 5. left at bout 7plus. took bus back to aljunied and went macs to buy food. ooh. and bubble tea. hahahah. so yepp. peisze and i were laughing like mad over the stupid tv program. hahahahha.

today.
hmmm. nth much. hahahah. was watching star awards. and i realised jacelyn tay wasnt in for the top ten. oh my. i thought she was one of the hot favourties. oh wells. hahahahhaa.

its kind of a boring day. spent half the day playing neopets. lol.hahahahaha. im still trying to figure out how to get a high score for zurro ball -.-

alrights. i shall stop blogging. heh. bye!

p.s. im looking forward to the chalet! heeeeee :D:D:D:D:D

hahahhaha. blog. im lazy to blog nowadays. i don knw why. dont ask me. hmmm.

hahhaha. a boring day. okay. not really boring. erm. i don knw how to explain. i mean im bored because i was rotting at home the whole day. but on the other hand, it wasn't really boring cause it was just full of ups and downs though there was only chit-chatting on the phone. hahahahha. alrights. shan't elaborate.

hmmm. alright. got my pay for the two-day work i did. hahahha. wasnt much but wells. im satisfied. hahahha. okay la. enough alr. lazy to blog. blog another day then. hahaha.

blog. feels weird to blog since i havent been touching my comp for like a few days? hahahha. boo.

friendly agnst queensway. won 61-55. hahaha. so tyco i knw. wells. nice match though. hmmm. after that. went to eat with grace sam weijia at pp mos. weijia went home and me grace sam went downtown to book chalet. wells. we took such a long bus ride. that we talked so much and we fell aslp. and in the end. we cant book the chalet. cause sam's not above 18.and neither are we haha. so me and grace decided not to waste the trip and we took bus to tamp. went cs to watch HAPPY FEET :D:D:D:D so cute :D hahah. sam joined us to watch the movie la. hahaha. PENGUINS :D

hmmmm. we smuggled lots of food in. and also bubble tea. so we ended up eating the food before the show starts. and when the show just started for a while. all the food's gone. SAM'S A BIG GLUTTON TODAY. hahahahhaha. no more jx. its sam's turn to be a glutton. heh. the show ended and we all chiong to the toilet. hahahahha. it was really super cold. esp. after walking in the heavy heavy rain when we were at downtown walking to the bus stop. brrrrrr.

so yepp. took mrt home and i didnt bath immediately when i came home. i knw it smells. but who cares. hmmm. then took a bath and watched tv. chatted on the phone with jx and sam at night till 12? yepp. now i realised im not the only one who thinks that way. hahaha. i always thought that i was the only one who have those thoughts in my brain. but it turns out that sometimes they were having the exact same thoughts as me. hahahah. alrights. i guess this is a long long post. im so lazy to blog. and im super tired after today's friendly. boo. im going to slp. byebye! nights everyone. hahahha.

oooooh. and i have like injuries on both knee caps after trying to fight for the ball today. and jx thinks it blue-black -.-

met up at sp's macs early in the morning. didnt have much appetite. so i ate half a sausage mcmuffin with egg. hmmm.wasnt really feeling well when we were on the way to mss for friendly. i vomited the half burger out just before the second quater.haaa. nice feeling.3quaters of game with us leading 39-25. wanted to play longer. but we had indoors fitness. it was tough at first(esp the stairs!). but was fun in the end la. hahaha. TRUST TRUST TRUST :D:D heh.

hahaa. went sp to eat. but me and grace were too addicted to cards and we started playing all sorts of games. heh. im still pro-er than her! hahaha. =P hmm. went expo for adidas warehouse sales. i was aching all the while. had a few rests. hmmm. didnt bother to really shop for stuffs. but we were there for a long long time.. hahaha. headed home then. and wells. i still have not grab a bite ever since that half burger which i puked out. hahaa. came home and went to court to shoot and play 2on2 with teng, her brother and ivan. went home and bath. so shiok. cooked noodles to eat. heh. and and and i had carrot cake. i feel like a glutton. i was so bloated la. hahahhaa. slacking at home currently.

boo. i realised ive got lots and lots of things that i want to buy. hahaha. and and and and and! i have not started revision. OH NO OH NO OH NO. =/

hahah. btw.. class chalet was fun and dramatic! hahahah :D:D

heh. wan :D

heh. back to post. today's full of ups and downs.but everything's back to normal again. and IM SO GLAD :D:D:D
heeee. now im so addicted to A1's 'heaven by your side'. i knw the song is kind of old. but its NICE :D:D:D

"Heaven By Your Side" - A1
you and i, cannot hide
the love we feel inside
the words we need to say.
i feel that i
have always walked alone.
but now that you're here with me
there'll always be a place that i can go.
suddenly our destiny has started to unfold.
when you're next to me, i can see
the greatest story love has ever told.
now my life is blessed with the love of an angel.
how can it be true.
somebody to keep the dream alive,
the dream i found in you.
i always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me.
but when we touch,
i realise,
that i found a place in heaven by your side.

i could fly,
when you smile.
i'd walk a thousand miles,
to hear you call my name.
now that i have finally found the one
who will be there for me, eternally,
my everlasting sun.
suddenly our destiny has started to unfold.
when you're next to me, i can see
the greatest story love has ever told.
now my life is blessed with the love of angel.
how can it be true.
somebody to keep the dream alive,
the dream i found in you.
i always thought love would be the strangest thing to me.
but when we touch,
i realise,
that i found a place in heaven by your side.

heaven by your side.
heaven by your side.
heaven by your side.
when you're next to me, i can see
the greatest story love has ever told.
now my life is blessed with the love of an angel.
how can it be true.
somebody to keep the dream alive,
the dream i found in you.
i always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me.
but when we touch,
i realise,
that i found my place in heaven by your side.
now my life is blessed with the love of an angel,
heaven by your side.
somebody to keep the dream alive,
the dream i found in you.
i always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me.
but when we touch,
i realise,
that i found a place in heaven by your side.

hahaha. im seriously addicted. heh.
i cried so much today.but i bet you aren't feeling any better than me. i understand how tired you are, so i wont blame you for losing your temper. both of us were at fault. so we cant blame each other.jx is right. its all about giving and taking. whtevr it is, we need to sort out things tgt. we'll overcome any obstacle that stands in our way. hand in hand :D:D:D wan. mwahs :D

hehheh. back to post. kind of lazy to blog la. didnt even check my tagbaord. haha. just came online for like less than an hour then went offline. hee. just seemed like there's nothing much on the net la. haa.

hmmm. i am like super tired. and i seriously don knw why. not like today's training's very tough. quite slack la.hhahaa. maybe i have the mentality that its last day of extended studies. 3weeks passed so quickly. hahahhaa. its been tiring. but fun bridging in class. heh.and i have the thinking that its time for a break. hahahha. i don knw why la. though mrs lim said that shouldnt be the case. but WHO CARES. make me come back for 3weeks and still don let me rest a while during the hols? hello im like human la. human needs REST. even machines need to rest la. BOOO. i was so super agitated when mrs lim made that speech early in the morning. SPOIL MY DAY. idiot.

hahahhaa. training was slack slack slack. jus that i need to practise more on that move. hahah. JIAYOU TK :D:D:D

hmmmm. phone died on me la! LOW BATT LOW BATT LOW BATT.. then after training. LOW BATT LOW BATT LOW BATT..NO BATT. hurrrrr. wth. i hate that. boo. came home and charged my phone. finally. hahahhaha. bought food and watched tv. slack at home. feel like slping hahahaha. so damn bloody tired. ooh. my aunt called me and ask if i wan to work for my uncle. for ehhhh. 3days. in december.hahahahahha. i said im not sure. wells. easy but not easy job. sometimes just sit in the car while he delivers the things. sometimes i deliver it. to some high high office buildings. HURRRR. I DON LIKE. hahahha. tried it many times before. but still scared. hahahaha .=/

alrights. going to rest alr. hahaha. bye!

hahaha. alrights back to blogging. heh. i was just wondering if i have gone mad. i actually accidentally hit my head against something for more than 10+ times. am i mad or am i mad? hurhur. then ehhh. ohhhhh. hahah. my phone. or rather my brother's phone. rolled down half the staircase. hahahah.told you i am insane. ahhahaha/

alright. more to say im careless. and i don knw how to take care of my belongings and that i am clumsy to actually have my head bumped against something for 10++ times. heh. so today's lesson was BORING. its cards cards cards all day long. bridge bridge bridge. daidee daidee daidee. hahahaha. more than half of 3e8 are now officially professional CARD PLAYERS.but wait. is PROFESSIONAL CARD PLAYERS. not HABITUAL GAMBLERS. see the difference? yepp. so people, stop saying as if we are HABITUAL GAMBLERS. we just PLAY CARDS. we don GAMBLE. yayy. hahahhaaa. so stop saying our class opened a gambling den. its just a place to play cards while we wait for lesson times to pass at a faster rate. LOL.

hahahhaha. so played cards after schh. then was chased out of our classroom and me and jx went to lunch at the coffee shop opp. our sch. BUT we were so irritated by the BEES. yuck! went day and night and then i took a bus home. yay home sweet home. alright.

hmmm. i smell. cause i have not bath. hahahhaha. probably going vivo later. not sure if teng's going. hahahahaha. if not i shall stay at home and rot rot rot. HEEEE.

i seriously think i am insane. HAAA.

ilu :D:D
how i wish i can stop the time whenever i please.
then everyday will just be like yesterday :D
happy moments together :D:D

hahahaha. i so wonder what am i thinking right now. countless thoughts in my brain. so disorganised. and i seriously don knw what im thinking about. everything just comes in and out of my brain.hahhaa. now my mind is blank. maybe it has gone haywire? hahaha

i don knw how to describe. like suddenly i think of this, then the next second i think of that. and before i knw it, there's another thing in my brain. i almost went mad. then too many things floating around in my brain and in a split second, everything's gone and my mind is blank. and for some time, i couldnt rmb what i was thinking about a moment ago. hahahha. you knw. STM LAAAAAA.yep.and someone dont believe that i cant rmb a single thing.

HMM. ALRIGHT. i shall stop blogging. my mother, who made me so gan jiong and paraniod over my phone msges, is now SCREAMING at me to go eat some stupid watermelon. WTH. and she's asking me who am i talking to. YA. IM TALKING TO MY BLOG. -.- paraniod mum's scared that im talking to ahem. whatever.

wth. i just got a scare. i thought my mum wanted to read my msges when she told me i've got a msg.then i hurry up chiong in the rm. and realise the msg was from huimin. SCARE THE HELL OUT OF ME. i think ive got a phobia alr. piang,

alright. cant blog much. hahahaha. byebye. PAO BU-ING TMR!

haha. back to post eh. hmmm. bad bad suay suay day today. hai.felt so embarrassed to break down in front of them. thought i could hold back my tears. boo.
hmmm. had physics spa practical. it SUCKED BIG TIME. i totally couldnt concentrate and i think ive misread the question. oh WELL DONE CLARA. boo.

hmmm. recess-ed with a sulky face and no appetite. but i managed to finish a plate of beehoon. hmm. then chem and amath lessons. began to realise that if i sulk, i would be affecting the ppl around me. so i decided to put a smile on my face.though its a bit fake.

heh. changed after sch and slack a while before walking to geylang serai cc for trng. wasnt rly tough except the first part. wonder how many did we do in total. hahaha. then nice trng! hahaha. no suicides at all. yay. haha. hmmm. yep. that's it.

went to eat with jx and sam. hah.took bus home. and yep talked on the phone. hahaha. my mummy's driving me crazy.... BOOO.

i don knw. i thought i could hold back. but when you called me this morning, i cried. ON THE BUS. bleah. i went to sch. and thought i could hold back my tears too.. so i had to play ball to stop myself from thinking. but still, i started crying super badly when i sat down and you pals asked me what happened. i rly don knw what should i do.sinyi youre right, i must be strong.there's no more tears for me anymore. its time i pick myself up and try to face the prob. crying doesnt help. it will just affect the people around me. so i shld just put a smile on my face. it might be very fake. but who cares.as long as it doesnt affect the ppl around me, it doesnt matter.i just don wan to give up now. sigh. whtevr it is,my feelings for you would not change. wan.

had lit and watched macbeth! hahaha. lady macbeth was so horny in the movie. =P then amath then recess.. after that was forcing myself to listen in chinese class.managed to survive until the end. then operation cleanup. then went for olvl chinese briefing. sian. make me so scared. scared i cant get a1. boo. hmm. then we went to the court and set up the things for interclass bball sec2.played ball. then eh refereed. cai miao was so gay. though she shot in a few 3pointers. haha. sometimes she went over the line though, hmmm. then played ball with team and coach. went videoworld and makan and came home.

boo. i don knw why im really so tired. hahahahaha. nvm. no holiday mood at all. only extended studies mood and olvl chinese mood. hahahaha.i don knw why. but yep. booooo. soo tired. hahahah. had a great time discussing bout death note just now. heh.

alrights. enough of blogging. haha.

ilu :D:D:D

back to blog. hahahha. rot at home today. hmmm. think got to go buy something later on. hahah. feel like going to run with jx, but srgoon stadium,. not sure if my mummy would allow. kind of far la. uh.

hmmm. played neopets and replied testimonials. nth else. so bored. and some bastard called me and put down. NUMEROUS TIMES. spoil my mood only. URGH. i think im on a rollercoaster. my mood is going up and down. DIE DIE DIE.

hur. wells just felt like bloggin today. haha. probably too bored at home i guess.

woke up at 9 today. i don knw why. just felt like slping more but couldnt get back to slp anw. hmm. went to the hairdresser with teng, ruby, huisan and jingya. wells. i did nth but sat there looking at ruby. ok. at first jingya cut her hair. then after that. we all sat there and watched ruby dye her hair.half an hour. hahha. then erm. went to macs and packed food home. teng came and watched tv for a while. she fell aslp though. so like im the only one at home. boo. i also wan to slp.

hmmm. felt so bored and decided to come online to blog. hahahah.well, i knw my blog has been dead. yes. but haha. i don care. my results are KNS. guess i need to spend some time thinking bout what should i do. hehe.

wanted to go running at tamp stadium this morning. asked teng to accompany me but she rejected me immediately and scolded me siao. WTH! hah.just felt like running but i don wan to go alone. a bit zi bi. haa. but i still didnt go running in the end. LOL. yes, i ended up slacking at home. so bored.
PSI value dropped though. yay. haaa.

alright. enough of blogging. dont feel like blogging anymore. kind of lost interest alr. HMMHMM.

ilu :D and imu badly ):

rotting at home. not actually. jus talked to chicken shit online. heh. finally found someone to hear me out.after keeping that thing for sucha long time in my heart. lol

can you believe it? i actually didnt cry over my screwed results. but i cried over that problem. probably i cherish the bond more than my results. haa. and now, i really wonder how long is it going to take for the problem to be realised and solved. and i wonder how long will it be for the bond to be build up naturally once again?

and she's actually going to take her nap now -.- calling it her beauty slp. CHICKEN SHIT.

hmmm. i guess it really takes time. but i reckon we all don have much time left anymore ):

back to post. i really cant be bothered by the tags. you can spam all you wan yarh. i mean i wouldnt be so free to even bother to reply your tags. if you think that it is fun and that you are so free to disturb ppl, well, i cant stop you from coming here. but please. think before you act. how you might hurt ppl's feelings directly/indirectly. oh wells. ive said enough. hur.

ahahhaha. im not affected by the tags and im still happy with my life. i cant stop anyone from disliking me anw right. hahaha. went to sbc to watch match just now. hahahaha. it's the 15th :D:D:D

heh. bye :D

hahaha. we've been through another 15th. 4th mth alr :D time's passing fast.
thanks for your gifts :D i love them :D:D
but i love you(and zhuzhu) even more:D:D:D
`22

hahaha. alright. why am i typing that when i aint even laughing. HURHUR.

supposedly a happy day for me. but i ended up being DISAPPOINTED and probably.. sad? hur. don knw la. oh wells. no mood to blog. BYEBYE.

hmmm. hahaha. i cooked today. hahahahaha.

went sy's hse today. slacked the whole day :D

happy birthday dear! :D
heehee.

booo. went shopping at tm just now. hahahahah. saw weejingfeng. xia si wo. kan dao gui. then ehhh. bought things la. hahahaha. shop until like siao. then teng called marianne down a while. then somemore use my phone call chiu wen come down. siao one la. lol. hahahahhaha. and i started laughing like mad when she started to sing "buttons" and start dancing. gosh.hahahahaha. then i don knw why marianne come down i laugh even harder. hahahahhaahhaa.

then went metro shop shop. LOL. then eh. chiu wen came down. hahahahha. then after a while marianne left, so we three went to 450. so sian cann. waited for teng's friend. played ball a while. sian. no mood to playu. don even wan to jump. hahahaha. play alr go back tm. shop shop and bought things to eat. hahahahaha. around 8plus came home alr. hmmmm. nothing much also. hahahahahahahaha..


OOOH past 12midnight alr. =DDDDDD
okay. gtg. byebye =D

happy birthday dear! hahahahha.
iloveyou! mwahs :D

went to watch rob-b-hood today! matthew's super duper ADORABLE!heehee. =DD

so slack. supposed to study for geog paper1 tmr. but oh wells. hahah. screwed physics and higher chinese today. aiyah.. practically screwed up all the papers. so oh wells. cant be bothered la. hahahaha. anw. tmr's the last paper. geog paper1. YAYY. celebrate! hahahhaa. going out tmr.heeheee. ive got big plans on wahahahah. xD

alrights. think i shall at least go and revise a bit og geog. hahaha. k. byebye =DDD

hmm. dear's birthday coming le! hahahha.
ilu. mwahs :D

hmmm. back to post. exams will officially end on wed =D hahahha. so happy. really not enough slp during this exam period. boo la. oh wells im gonna like enjoy myself for the whole day on wed with teng. hahahaha.i booked appointment with her. lol. she say she give priority to me sia. IDIOT. she think she doc ah. still make appointment. LOL.hahhaha.

today slack again. later gonna study. hahahahah. hmmm. k larh. nth to blog about also. so bored. and slppy. hahahha. alrights. gtg. bye =D

someone's birthday on thurs hur. =DDD
hahhaa. woaini =D mwahs.

hmmm. heh back to post after so many days. didnt have the time to come online to slack la. the most come online a while then offline. just listen to songs and start to mug mug mug =/

hahahha. hmmm. oh wells. 2subj papers down. 7more to go.. hmmm,. JIAYOU =DDD

hmmmm. went macs to mug today. hmmm. then came home about 8plus. hmm. used comp. mugging later again. hahahaha. alrights. i go listen to 'jing tian ni yao jia gei wo' =D hahahah. addicted. all SUPER SPAS JNR'S FAULT. hahaha =x

hmm. alrights. gtg. bye =D

im sorry. didnt mean to make you cry just now.
dui bu qi :((
woaini :D

hmmm. back to post. ahhh. tried to mug today. BUT AGAIN. NTH WENT INTO MY HEAD.. hmmm. try to mug again i think. i cant stay at home in the afternoon to mug, i will be wasting my time la! hais. forget it. okay. forget it. short post this shall be. bye =D

wan =DD

alright. 2nd post for today alrd. went macs at 5 to mug for ss? NTH WENT IN AT ALL. and i started writing elsewhere again. crying in macs alone, ain't i silly.
HAH. came home at 7plus.
ppl might just think im a lunatic crying all the way home

i don knw what the hell im doing. oh wells. im not concentrating while mugging. im just staring into blank space. listening to my mp3. kept staring at my phone. it rang, but everytime i was disappointed.
hahaha. im just a loser who cant even stop my thoughts from running wild la. yes the right word for me - LOSER.
now im back at home. using the comp. maybe i'll try to study again later uh. i have to concentrate. like i cant afford to fail my eoys ya.hmmm waiting for teng to call me.in fact, im waiting for your call too..but there's nth at all..
haha. alrights. think i shall go rest. BYE. hais.now i wonder, am i a burden to you afterall =((

it's a bad bad bad day for me. i really dont knw what the fuck is wrong with me. frustration, anguish, lost, upset..everything. i dont knw. PMS-ing? i dont knw. it's just a bad weird feeling. like something's happening. i dont knw. URGH.whatsoever.BYE.

mugged the whole day at macs alone. dined with mummy and came home. mummy just went out. and im talking to db online. just thought of the things.
am i very selfish to hold back? i didnt wan to.. it's really the memories that makes me feel reluctant to quit. it's not that im seeking for attention.in fact i don need any.. i cant tell anyone. cause they cant feel what i am feeling right at this moment. everyone's just happy with their lifes. im supposed to feel contented with everything. just except for this.. im just. i don knw..
argh. i cried agn. ahhaha. ain't i just a crybaby? ahahaha. but im crying over stuffs that is really saddening.AH WHATEVER.

no mood to blog anymore. gtg. bye .
100days le =D wan mwahs.

i nt chou dan clara..wo shi da hao ren szeying..haha..-.-help chou dan blog then she help me blog.. ((: -her emotion- wahaha..copy..=p -

2day chou dan nv go sch!! cox 2day mornin sick..a bit cough n fever until yao si liao..=p aftn went 2mac n study..ATE FRIES N COKE ONLY!!! then i went 2mac at 6+ 2meet chou dan..aft a while she pei me waited 8o..2'full' bus went off..then i took the 3rd bus..ahaha..she reached home then cal da hao ren = wo..=p

ate duno wad..nv tel me..but sure didnt eat full full 1..haha..k la..duno wad 2blog le..weird weird de..=x bye..

99days..
stil gt 1hr 26mins..=] woaini..henjiu..

hahhahaha. sch was okay la. came home after sch with teng. bath and went macs to study. then ehh. ya. nth went in my head anw. ya. then some idiot came and disturb. HAHAH. just kiddin. hmmm. ya studied but still nth went intomy head. so ya. equals to today nv study. hahhahaha. hmmm. shared nuggets with teng hahaha. then ya. hmm. oooh. stay there until 7 plus? then walked to the bus stop with that idiot. =P hmmm. waited for her bus FOR SO LONG. hahha. then IDIOT LA. BULLY ME THERE! hahaha. went home after she got onto the bus. lalala. eh no...hahha. saw my uncle, aunt and my little cousin. went to ntuc with them. then bought food back to share. hahaha. ate yellow watermelon =DD (hahaha.someone nv eat before =x) hmmm. now slacking. muggin hard tmr. clara.. jiayou bah!! C=

ilu dear =DD
hahah. must motivate me to study okay!
mwahs =D

ahhahahaha. hmmm. came home after sch. no lunch for me. eh no. i ATE. one slice of pineapple. hahhaa. hmmm. then went to macs to study with teng. then yarh. along came gilbert. hahahaha. mug ss today./ =DDDDD SOMEONE bullied me just now. keep throwing paper aeroplanes at me. nono. SOME PIG. hahahaha.teng and gilbert left. eh. cause they quarrel i think. then ivan also left to go play ball. cause i didnt want to go. hahaha. so left me and that BULLY. ya. lol. finish mugging ss then went off. went home larh. THAT PIG bully me again. AHEM. hahahah. came up and use comp. hahah. relax a while then off to mug again =D maybe mug science and amath. dont knw la. hahhaha. see my mood=P

hmmmm. im in a GOOD MOOD =DDDDD i dont knw why but just yarh. hahahahahahahahaha. im mad im mad im mad im mad im mad. maybe study until mad lo. stupid ivan curse me. SHIT HIM.. hahahahhaa. my wound on my knee is hurting lik hell =(( dont think its still bleeding la.. but yarh. PAIN AHHH. hahaha. didnt knw it bled so much in the morning after i fell. i thought no bleeding la. oh wells. don care lah. hahahhaa.

alrights. gtg. hmmm. go blog hopping. then i am off MUGGING =DDD

stupid bully.. hahaha.deardear WAN =DD

rotting at home. mugging chem. but hardly anything got in. kinda bothered by something la. hahhaa. until teng came and tried to motivate me to study hahah. she accompanied me the whole day. studying chem. talked a lot and ate a lot too. hahahaha. oh wells. glad to have her as a pal =DD

geee. she left at bout 8. so i continued to mug chem. hahaha. but seriously. nth gets into my brain la. my brain was half-dead today. cause. haiya.my mind is occupied. FULLY OCCUPIED. urgh.but still. i made some progress in my chem revision./ hahaha. gonna mug further more. and ooh. for amath and geog too. im determined to get my studies right =D

hahahaha. okay. i shall not go on further bout things. alrights. gtg. bye =D
i know i am putting on a brave front now. telling myself that everything will be fine. telling myself that you wont be thinking bout those things anymore. telling myself that you will trust me. trust my love for you. but am i wrong? knowing i cant meet you, i just want to hear your voice. hoping i will hear a happy voice. but ytd night and today, all i get is a bored and cant be bothered voice. or is it my imagination? i tried telling myself that you are probably just tired. but its just seems to me that.. i don knw. if my feeling really gonna fade that easily, then why should i be doing so much to protect our relationship? why should i always worry bout us and the things that might happen? it's kind of hurting to knw that you probably dont trust me that much. it pains me ):

yayy =DD internet at home. hahahahha . glad to have my internet back la =D

kind of ehh. worried. though i have not gotten back my progress report. but i roughly know my results la. as expected la. didnt really work very hard this term. as in. i TRIED TO la. but yarh. just too stressed up. then slackened. hahahahha. eoys is really really near.. really afraid. didnt revise much though. just started on a bit of each subjs. oh wells. i need motivation to keep me moving. hahahhaa.

seriously, lots of things changed. i didnt mean from the past years. but from the start of this year till now. hahahhaa. realised ive really changed. sometimes i find no common topic to talk about anymore. kind of quietened down for the past months. didnt really want to talk much. actually not i dont want to talk. just that i just dont knw what to say. afraid to say something wrong. thought a lot these few months. hahaha. so i thought if i don want to say something wrong. then might as well shut my mouth. so as time passes, topics gets lesser and lesser. so yepp. no more communication. hahahhaha. and i thought since i don want to talk so much. i might as well put more effort into my studies. get my chem and amath right. since im interested in these subjs. hhahaha. my mole concept, redox and eh. binomial theorem. hahahaha. okay. alrights enough about studies anw.

been thinking about one particular question for a long long time. didnt really dare to tell anyone. cause seriously, i don knw who i can really count on now. maybe i shld just stop relying on anyone. hahaha =D i miss the past, but i do hope for the future (: nvr will i give up on myself. =D

hahahhaa. alrights. lazy to post any further. hahha. next time perhaps. =D bye.

its tmr =DDD
wan (:

last day of holidays, so sad. ): how i wish holidays were longer and exams are coming, so stressed. oh wells, getting prepared for exams, having the exam mood now. alrights, gtg, anw its a happy day. ((: wan=D

back to post la.hmmm. damn tired now. now at my cousin's hse. staying over here. hahhaa. ooh. went century sq with peisze and chou zhu to get my phone back today. hahahhaa. i so miss my phone.hhahahaha. then shop around a while. then ya. came back to my ahma's hse lo. ate and then watched tv and now use comp. damn irritated la. don knw why it kept losing connection. very frustrating lehh!!!! ma de. forget it.

hmmm. damn tired. bought jx's present alr. hahahaha.. oh my i feel so tired.hahahaha. don knw whether tmr shld go and play ball or not la. didnt really study much can.. damn scared la. i don wanna flunk my eoy la. urgh.

okay la. i really very lazy to blog alr. boring hols la. sch's reopening. stress again! urgh. bye.

we wont be able to meet up so much anymore. sch's reopening, exams are near, everything. but still, you are always in my heart. im gonna miss you so much, dear. things just quietened down by a bit recently. i don wan something else to happen to us again. i knw we will be able to overcome obstacles hand in hand, but im really afraid that one day.. one day we will be too tired of every single thing and we will go separate ways. i knw we'll part one day but i just don wan it to come so soon. it's really uncomfortable to have that feeling inside me. the feeling that we're parting soon. i really hope it's just me, thinking too much. maybe because too many things happened, that's why i'm probably feeling insecure.. yes. im feeling insecure inside me.
whtevr it is, i still love you as much as before.. never ever did my feelings fade away. woaini (:

heh. back to post. hahaha. going back to my own home very very soon. happpy and sad. lol. like finally i can slp in my own bed. but sad that cant use comp anymore. and ehhh. hahaha. not as much freedom le lo. hahaha. oh wells. just glad that my mummy is back hahahha. missed her.. lol.

hmmm. post a bit first. hahahah. hmmm.was back early today. everyone like quite surprised la. wth lo. i very guai one can.hahaha. just now peisze say jervin ask me if freee go down kovan meet her -.- say very long nv see me. then just now she call me. say wan to slap me. SHIT HER LA. hahahhaa.

now leaving soon i guess. LOL. my cousin is singing the elmo's song. hahahah.so cute la. he only know the la la la and the "elmo's song!" hahahahha. then was damn funny la. he's damn cute la. hahahahha. =DDD

hmmm. alrights. i gtg alrd. going to leave my ahma's hse le. byebye ppl =DDDDD

hahahaha. 2nd post (:

hmmm. lessons as usual. hahaha. disappointed. failed physics paper. cause had no time to finish the last page. got 17.5/40 only. HAIS! why i always no time to finish paper one. then everytime because of that will fail! must practise more le. learn how to save time. if not i will die la. keep failing. hmmm. then got back emath paper. disappointed again! 24/40. could have done better if not for carelessness. ALWAYS CARELESSNESS AND NO AMPLE TIME TO DO LA! eeeeeyer! hahahaha. but lucky. i scored for chem formative.. 13/15. yayy(: hahahhaa.. effort paid off (: gee. though i still fail overall chem. but oh wells. im satisfied with my mole concept formative test. hahahhaaha. hmmm.

oh wells. had geog remedial after sch. hahahaha. then hmmm. went for rec team trng. hahahhahaa. thinking of things. then become a bit zi bi laa. started shooting dozens of balls la. hahahaha. hmm. can practise at the same time la. hahahaha. then ya. didnt do much la. lol. then went videoworld. slacked a bit. then went 7 eleven. slack. then took 76 home alone. then eh. wanted to change 62. lol. some stupid idiot don wan to take bus home and alighted at the bus stop i was at. wait until pek chek. then walked back. lol. walk a bit. 62 come le. hahaha. continue to walk back. took like half an hour la. hahaha. slow walk. i ZI BI again. lol. cant blame me. some baichi walk so slowly behind me. hahahhaa. reached my ah ma's hse. called my mum to report. hahahaa. hmmmm. so tired now. havent touch my work yet. die die die. i wan to score well for my emath spring this thurs! then i can get a B. wanted to aim A. but now. forget it. hahahaha.

hmmm. alrites. nth much to blog abt le. gtg le. byebye (: wan (:

lol. first post here. didnt intend to tell too many ppl bout my blog la. incase it gets hacked again loh. hahhahahaa. hmmmm. changed username and password. hahahahahaha. changed everything. yayy. hmmm. new start perhaps? many things happened. stresses me out la. everything's stressing me out. but im gonna hang on. hang on until the day when i really cant. but still. i wont give up. hahaha.

haven bath since morning. ohmy. so smelly. shall bath after this. then go conferencing later hahahahaha. i just hope things will die down. and my life can go on as per normal. PEACEFULLY. and sometimes i am just so disappointed when ppl like my mother. actually did not want to believe me la! hahahahha forget it. she will. one day. i believe, LOL.

HMMM. alrights. video-conferencing la. but stupid internet goes on and off. HATE THIS. urgh.. alrites. gtg. bye ppl (((: heh. wan.