Lol, I felt so free aft making a decision. And I'll stand by my decision firmly.
And all I do now, is slacking. Hahaha.
I was so bored just now till suddenly so many ppl talked to me online. And I end up bitching online, and editing some letter thing for Sy.

3on3 here I come!

Risk this ship for all I care, really.

2nd day of quarrels. She can nv stop.
Nv stop being unreasonable.

But I'm sick of it alr.
She just need someone to scream at, and vent her frustrations on. Yes, that's me.
I've had enough, I just kept quiet and watched tv.
Tired of arguing back.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL! LOVES (:

May all of you have a wonderful xmas alright! Hahaha.
And can you believe it? I actually spent the first min of XMAS'08 bathing in my toilet -.-

Anw, I'm so looking forward to tmr's celebration! Haha and I had fun with my usual gayest gays at Ama's hse, and also steamboat! Hehehe, with the ManTous and peanut butter. hehe!
Alrightey, gdnight and once agn, merry xmas loves (:

Gd day today! Haha, okay at least I feel gd abt today, abt myself.
Spoke to Eunice ( bro's gf ), and somehow she just felt the same way as I did. Yes! haha, just need a talk with my dearestestest love KHOOMAYMAY, and my bff TanAhQi, and perhaps, you! But I knw I'm a step nearer to making my decision alr.

But so far, I knw I need to thank Pris for that long talk that day (:
And, Wee too, who tried helping me make a decision that day, but I lacked courage.
But at least I knw, there are my dearests who are always out there helping me with my decision-making, purely just with intentions of helping me find the right path for my future.

What more can I say?
Except, thank you dears!

Not forgetting Wong, who heard me rant that day though she was busy with her christmas cards (: Love you gay!
Currently looking forward to 24th! (:

Okay, this is like 2nd post alr!
someone's 17, like finally!

Hello 温暖！LOVE :D
ONCE AGN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRISCILLA ZENG!

OMG I'm sure WongJingYing passed her toothache to me! Die la, it hurts when I bite.
AND my ankle still hurts when I rotate it ):
Rahh, ugh this sucks. Cos I can't go for trng, neither can I go running! My stamina is gna drop like shit. Nvm, I'll work doubly hard when it recovers I promise!

My bro wna cook spag for me, but end up I taught him how to. tsk.
okay la, I gtg. kinda tired. bye!

The Gays are love (:
Caught 'Bolt' with all except Ama ytd night.
Quite a funny movie actually. The hamster is soooo fat and cute! :D
Train-ed home with Tan SiQi and talked abt how we regretted taking the JC route.




My bestestest love! BFFs (:
I wondered how it wld be if I didn't sit beside her when we were sec 1.
I cannot imagine life w/o her, seriously :D
<3

HI! (:

Slacked, cooked, watched forensic heroes2 with Peisze at home :D
Then my bro came home and we left for PS to look for presents. My bro's super troublesome! I was his consultant for the past few times k! Vomit blood. Tsk.

Then finally got his present and 3 of us left for Vivo, super hard to find parking lots. Tsk. Well he's supposed to look for some Art Craft thing but I ended up buying while he's gna go back there agn cos he don't have the photos today. Yay, I'm gna start soon! :D EXCITEDDDDD.

Back to buy dinner home then. And watching tv now! My mum's back from KL and didn't get much stuff back cos she said there isn't much to buy. Oh well. Anw! I didn't go back to the sinseh cos I unbandaged my ankle and finger myself. Swell subsided a lot (:


I've a decision to make urgently.
It's time for a coffeebean session agn. Come along if you take a neutral stand, can understand, and be of help to me, in terms of listening and giving gd advices like May does. If not, leave me alone there.

Hmmm, slacked at home for the whole day! Chiong-ed my forensic heroes2! Still not done though but its super nice! Hahah till Wee talked to me and then received a msg to meet at Bugis Mrt at 7.15pm. Haji Lane! (:

Just did some shopping. Wong bought a dress and Wee bought a jeans. I got nth! Tsk. Only got glances from ppl at my ankle. Was wearing black dress, black belt, black bottoms, black shoes, but my bandage was white! TSK. Super attention seeking. Sian-ded. It was still hurting but nvm la, nv see them for quite some time alr. Doesn't matter la (:

Mirror reflection (:

Sorry this was super unglam! Hahaha.

Sat down at some cafe. Got strawberry smoothie, frappe and choc bliss cake (: Sat down and caught up. They talked, I listened (:

Haha, okay la. My loves (:

Somehow, my mind drifted to somewhere else.

Alright, gtg. Blog agn la. Picnic tmr morning! :D

BYE!

Okay! My mum is off to KL this aftn alr! Hmm, Pris came over to my hse in the aftn then met Teng and we went to pack lunch home. Watched Forensic heroes2! Then cab down to Tj with Pris. They trained while we studied ):

It's damn sian to watch ppl play yet I can't. There were too many mosquitoes so we decided to move to the gallery area for a comfy spot. Hmmm then left at abt 15mins to 7, then Pris and I didn't join them for dinner. We walked and walked and decided to go back to the bus stop and took a long time to decide whether we shld go my hse, or we shld go KLP to look for Teng. And Pris called Weichang and talked rubbish agn. Haha as usual, I was laughing behind. Haha. Then we decided to go KLP!

Fine, I knw I'm chao da. Can't really see me, but I swear this pic is bcos of the lighting. CONFIRMED.

My 2 crazy but lovely friends that I love very much (:

Slacked and waited for Teng to go home. So here I am, slacking at home while she's bathing. back to watching my forensic heroes! (:

Ahhh, we're like melting from all the sweetness! :D

Hahaha okay okay, I shall go watch now! BYEEEEEE :D

Okay this baby is one that I saw when studying at Pasta that day! Super cute. I can't take my eyes off her (:


These 2 women opp JY and I. Hahaha. and look at the 3 of them emo-ing. LOL.

Okay! So this is my bandaged finger and ankle. Rahhh, I shall not wna complain agn here. Did all the complaining over at Lj alr. But still, I wna scold that stupid sinseh/practitioner! OMG That LAO TAI PO!!! Treat me so chorlor-ly.

Nvm, I shall go take my med and rest soon. Hahahaha. BYE.

Suay enough, sprained ankle. TMD.

and this = Cannot train, cannot run, cannot go KLP, cannot do a lot of things! ):
Wah, I wna cry! Pig trotter.
Somehow I'm really upset.

Nvm! Chomp chomp and mahjong with my dearests make me happy! Saw quite a few not bad looking ppl while dining. Haha and one alr has a baby though he looks quite young? Hahah and then all of us started discussing. HAHA, esp the 2 women sitting opp me and jy. tsktsk. hehe. Talking abt guys who dotes on babies and also their wives. Haha we're like people watching thruout the whole time there!

I shall watch my forensic heroes 2 to make me even happier!
OMG I'm hooked onto the showwwwwwwww. Sam is like super sweet and nice to Dingding can! Dotes on her like ZOMG. But too bad Dingding died early ): I want mine to be like Sam!! :DDDDDDD
Tsk like who don't want. Haha both of them so sweet to each other! AHHH I'm gg crazy!
bet jy they all will think they very sweet also. esp aft watching forensic heroes today tgt! HAHA (:

Haha okay okay dont think you all wna listen to all these alr. I go enjoy it myself!
BYE :D

I feel like dying from all the coughing. tiredness.

Trng in the morning. Then off to BK for lunch and library then homed! Bath and slacked for a while before gg to KLP. Sam, Roxann and her bf joined me shortly. Followed by Pris. Revised till Pris told me to reply Teng. zzz. I did not receive any msg at all! My phone is crazy cos I didn't receive any msg from anyone since last night except for Pris I think?

Hahaha. Then Sam and Pris "interrogated" me with all the nonsense. They only want their assumption to be true which isn't. haha. Then off to 108. sat there and kena suan-ed like crazy. Thanks ah I knw I'm super chao da la! zzz. Was coughing for the whole night as if I contracted TB.

Trng tmr morning agnnnnnnn! Gna turn tanner agn. Sia la. Oh yes, I think I am like super vulgar today! Hahaha. Cough until too pek chek alr. KNS. Okay I need to go rest like soon! BYE!

Everyone's telling me, " wa, why you suddenly so tanned/black/chaoda!"
Piang, thanks ah!

I need to study, productive revision pls.
I ain't getting any at the moment.

Rongrong thinks I look prettier aft getting my fringe cut. Then I told her ppl say I look like small girl. And Xueling and her said," YA!"
totally sianded -.-
But she said like that still look prettier. HAHA. LOL laugh die me.

Okay, I'm aching all over. ZZZ.
Cough getting better though.
Okay I wna go rest alr. BYE!

Tell me," I love you."

I wna go singing at Kbox/Topone/Teoheng/Dynasty/whtevr la!
Desperately need a singing session though I'm still coughing badly.
Seen doc today. This is so dumb. She just gave me a stronger cough medicine and phlegm tablets to get those stucked phlegm out.

Wth, and apparently the medicine is not working yet cos I'm still coughing as though I've contracted lung cancer. TSK.
damn it.

Hahaha and I'm so happy! Cherm, Ama and May is coming back like soon! I'm counting down down down! (:
Can't wait to see them all (:

Okay gtg slp. Got trng tmr morning. Bye la!
And damn it, I gave Derrick's bday celebration at Kbox tonight a miss ):
I bet they are still singing since it's only 1am. ))))))):
Sadness.

I'm CHAO DA now. Haha.
Studied at KLP today. for a while. Then over to Pastamania to look for Teng and Pris. and the whole period of time there, I WANT TO VOMIT BLOOD. These 2 combined forces against me! Chemistry getting better ah pris and teng. And the phone call made was ZZZ! I wanted to kill pris. I thought she was just kidding. WALAO.

Waited for Teng to knock off and homed. Worn out alr. So I guess I'm gg to slp now. Prob gg to see doc tmr. Cough still not getting better. Sianzzzzz.

Okay bye la.
Btw, I'm feeling better alr, though I miss Cambodia trip and the company a lot a lot! Like seriously a lot. Hahaha. bye!

Definitely felt better today. Somehow miraculously (:

Trng in the morning. Hahaha Shanmin and Huisan LS-ed, Ruby sprained ankle, my nose bled. How cool. And somehow, it still hurts when I cough/laugh, but better when I breathe alr. Sprained finger from playing ball the other day still hasn't healed also. Knee hurts like shit!

Over to TM and lunch-ed. Walked arnd and caught 'Beverly Hill's Chihuahua'. I think it's a rather nice comedy! Okay, at least it got me laughing non-stop (like finally!) Next up, though I havent watch Madagascar2, but I guess it's okay. I wna watch Bolt, Bedtime Stories, Four Christmases, TWILIGHT,etc! Many many nice movies coming up!

You knw what? I find this contradicting and hilarious. When we were in Cambodia, how we wished time passed faster and we can come back to S'pore. Yet when we are back here, we missed the times there and for some reason or another, want to go back! Okay probably not everyone, but at least.. I do.

Times spent there were wonderful and relaxing. There's nth to worry abt at all. Singing (JayChou's songs, Way Back Into Love, etc) and playing like there's no tomorrow. That is just..
pure enjoyment and happiness. Simple pleasure that people longed for.. or at least I do.

was told abt tnet 3on3 today aftn. Lol, whoever needs ppl in the team then ask me. If not, I'm rly lazy to go round asking.

Aiyah, I'm blogging here for the sake of updating only. I wna upload the cambodia pics here but rly too many la. hundreds and hundreds of pics (: Go facebook for pics if you want.

Okay, bye la.

真的，我有想哭的感觉.

Feeling like totally crappy now. Not gna post here and spoil everyone's mood.

On a brighter note (if there's any), I am gg to slp alr! Lol. finally.
Bye la.

FYI, I still havent catch my MADAGASCAR2 and BEVERLY HILL'S CHIHUAHUA.
TMD. even crappier now.

hello I'm back from cambodia! :D
uploaded my pics alr but I've yet to get any from the rest so I'll just wait till I can get them lo.

im not gna upload any pics today. I've only got 200+ and I heard shara wong has 500+. woah, ultimate camwhorer. Well highlights of this cambodia trip, is neither places like angkor wat nor the prison or anything, but the company and the things we did tgt! Not forgetting the orphanage :D

Siem Reap and Phnom Penh, this trip is unforgettable. Hahaha, the snrs and their bitching sessions, sek and her bridge games everywhere, the ktv session, gossiping times, watching random shows in hotel rooms tgt, playing and crapping times. Best is still the j1s gathering in one of the guys room to play polarbear, slapjack, heart attack, idiot game, landlord, etc every night till dawn. Not forgetting the times that we confide in each other.

A rather good bonding trip this time I would say. At least it brought a lot of us closer andyep, guess I had lotsa fun! :D
Alrightey that's all for now. I slept for only 1.5hrs last night, and came home and slept for abt 2 hrs. now, I NEED SLP FOR GDNESS SAKE.

OH YES, not forgetting all the"oh, so sek!" moments.
Haha, okay! Gdnight all :D

Bangs did make my face look even rounder -.-

WOAHHHHHHHHHH.
CAMBODIA TRIP WITH TEAM TMR :DDDDDDD
Looking forward! Okay, miss me ppl! :D
back soon!

But suay la, sore throat, cough and headache today. I dont wna die thereeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
aiyer, okay. Dont miss me TOO MUCH k? I dont wna die from sneezing too much over there. HAhaha.

Ta-ta! (:

love,
clara (:

Okay, chalet ytd was wayyyyyyyyyyy fun :D

except that I was pretty suay. Some woman fell while roller blading on the slope and she dno how to stand up. Had to avoid her but my stupid brakes are freaking retarded so I crashed and havis broke ): My fav havis ):

Then when I was double biking with sia, yiying called to ask us back early cos they are scared and also they wanted us to borrow kettle -.- ya, so sia wasnt cycling behind and I cldn't control the double bike well with only one hand, PLUS Samantha was riding right in front, so yes crashed into sam's bicycle but she's fine. When we are abt to fall, stupid sia ran out of the bike, leaving me there. Didnt fall (almost!) but ended up laughing on the floor. and my phone just dropped and slided on the track. Walao, XIN TONGGGGGGGGGG. Then the chain came out, so had to fix it back, and bloody hell, my hands were totally blackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. Had to wash like 3times to get rid of most of the stains.

Then! there was the stupid money problem, and then got some unhappy thing that got me a li'l agitated and started scolding. HAhaha Sia quite suay also. Fell into a bush and got small cuts that itch. Hahaha, okay whtevr.

despite all these, it was quite fun la. hah. okay okay blog agn with pics k! bye ppl.

Okay! So to start off, here's a smileeeeeey :D
Hahaha, made from the cappuccino and raw sugar at pastamania. Hahaha.

Then last friday I think, went to crash TP's lect. Sat with Sam and Roxann.

So here's Roxann! HAhaha.

Actually I stil dont understand why Sam says psychology lect is boring. I think its damn fun and interesting! :DDDDD I LIKE! HEHE.

ok, so here's sam and I :D

Then we went over to her hse and hmmm, she got so frustrated with her comp. HAhahahah.

SammySamSam.

US!

ME!

then went home and waited for Gay to come my hse. And we ate and slacked and chatted and watched tv. Hahahaha. Tsk, got so much to tell her lor pls.

Okay, then sunday we had CG outing! Hahaha, so I met michelle in the morning at aljunied mrt. then we headed over to Vivo first.

And what you're gna see next, is.... just me and michelle. Hahahaha.






See! told you! Hahaha. And next, it's still michelle. who went crazy and bit phoebe's hulahoop. Hahaha.

Okay, ignore Michelle and focus on the backdrop. HAHAHA, I WNA WATCH MADAGASCAR2! OMGGGGGGGG SO CUTE!

then we shopped arnd F21, Pull&Bear, Topshop. But there's nth much so we look for Mavis who somehow got lost. Hahah, then came Gf and Grace! So we shopped at Vivomart. and ThongKiat and Daryl and Amanda joined us!

So here's Thongkiat and Daryl the small boy. haha.

Here's MICHELLE (yes, agn.) and PhoebeGF.

Gf, Me, Grace, Amanda and Mavis. Okay and half of Thongzz.

Hulahoop-ed Gf, me michelle and grace!

Then we headed to the 3rd lvl and proceeded to buy lunch, so most of us went to carls Jnr. Gf and I shared.. Beef Chilli Cheese Fries, heavenly!

Then somehow due to some miscommunications, we had 2 cakes instead of one. so yep!

Then camwhoring time! Mavis!

Grace!

Phoebe GF!

Gf and Grace!

Okay and me.

Amanda Chacha !

michelle (yes, agn!) and mavis and chacha! haha.

Gf and I :D

Now with Michelle.

Okay the merlion family with michelle and mavis.

Okay, Grace and I! Hmm.. Somehow this pic looks..wrong. HAHA!

Michelle and Mavis! cos they wanted to compare the size of the face.. so there you go. The funniest thing is, my camera has face detection and it only detected Michelle's face! HAHA.

Mavis and I :D

Grace and I (okay, yes I knw, us agn.)

So we finally gt the tix and went to Sentosa! Wanted to go Palawan Beach, but ended up in siloso cos we walked the wrong way. So we walked all the way to palawan, found a nice spot and laid the mat and food and bags. Hahaha.Then we gave Thongzzz his present, super sexy. HAHAHA. a thong and a BBQ tongs.LOL!

So there were cakes for the November babies. Here's a cake from breadtalk and a cake from Awfully chocolate. Ohgosh, all chocolate. So imagine the amt of choc each of us had cos we had to have one slice of each cake! *faints*

Daryl's fav cake. HAHA.

AWFULLY CHOC!! :D

So as you can see here. Thongz, Gf and Alicia! the nov babies :D

SORRY I knw its us agn. Haha. ( and a bit of gf's head and michelle's arm)

cutting the cake! :D

Michelle and I agnnnnn, with phoebe's bu shuang face! HAHAHA

HAHAHA.

Okay, so they took my shades and tried on. zzz.
Here's chacha and Grace with my shades..

still chacha and grace but now chacha with my shades. (and michelle's unglam shot behind!)

GF <333333

She cant stand strg I realised. Hahaha.

Mavis took my shades and tried on and she look like a housefly -.-

So the guys played and threw sand bombs at us and all. went down to swim and play water. hahaha. Gf and I cannot tahan our shirt floating in the water, so we took it off in the water and swam with our sb. Lol, okay I think its quite common but the others just stared at us Hahaha.

then the merlion family and kenneth left halfway ):

Okay so Gf and I refused to leave the water cos we like it. Hahaha, the guys and the rest of the girls started burying Thongkiat with the funny looking boobs, one big one small. hahaha. So played with the orange ball and oh ya! We saw a woman, who seriously look like some tranny! and she's wearing a sundress I supposed. Yea, and she was doing all sorts of poses in the sea, and some photographer just kept taking her pics. I wonder for what! Omg, not like she's gd-looking, or has hot body. And she just stood there for diff poses for hours! (sometimes you see her lifting her dress up to show her leg, yucks!) and seriously, I wonder if she's a tranny. She does have the looks of one though. Hahahahahhahaha.

Okay, so we washed up and packed up and left the beach. Then on our way to the southernmost point of asia, we saw this peacock. super pretty and it kept walking arnd to show off. Haha, but I want to see the pretty feathers! ):

yep, here's the place! palawan :D

Hehe, nice sunset right! Credits to MEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

Yep, here's the place we went to!

the shaky bridge!

The girls!

I made chacha turn arnd! haha.

and the girls! Haha, okay there were a lot of ppl crossing this narrow bridge so it feels like a nv ending road. And there were lots of human traffic jam, and ppl kept rocking the bridge till Grace's motion sickness acted up.

Another pretty picture of sunset! BY MEEEEEEEEEEE :D

fine fine, I knw it's dark, esp cannot see me right! thanks i knw.

All of us :D

The guys who went to the opp tower. zzz.

and the girls at the opp side! (:

So aft sometime, we decided that we shld leave for Vivo's Marche!!! :D
And Gf and I agn. Haha.

My Girlfriend! :D

Nice right! I take one! hhahahaa.

and michelle. hahaha.

Then we met Linda on the tram! Tsk this person say she cannot come cos she promised her friends that she's gg out with them. In the end, ended up in Sentosa and she was praying so hard not to see us. ahaha, we didnt meet cos they were at Siloso and we were at palawan. But still, it's fate la Laoda. Hahaha somemore wear the Li'l Miss Lucky shirt. Tsktsk, so suay.

So she came with us to Marche for dinner. Omg nice christmas tree on the 3rd level! :D

At marche, with thongz, junliang and linda.

Then Gf and I popped in! HAHA.

So Michelle and I shared food. see our rosti with chicken snail?:D

Then the heart-shaped (idk why too! :) chicken breast!

Last grp photo!

Then trained home with the rest. And on my way home, I saw this malay wedding under the void deck. damn pretty. pink and black :D

Then ended up in my bro's room watchin tv! and guess who took these pics. hahaha.
okay sorry, I tried very hard not to laugh, so I look a lil constipated here.

This is still dumb, and I look fat here. shit.

Okay ytd went to watch HSM3 with gf. shall blog abt these later with the photos! gtg now.

TA-TA!

P.s. I love 13/08! :D