haha. back to post eh. hmmm. bad bad suay suay day today. hai.felt so embarrassed to break down in front of them. thought i could hold back my tears. boo.
hmmm. had physics spa practical. it SUCKED BIG TIME. i totally couldnt concentrate and i think ive misread the question. oh WELL DONE CLARA. boo.

hmmm. recess-ed with a sulky face and no appetite. but i managed to finish a plate of beehoon. hmm. then chem and amath lessons. began to realise that if i sulk, i would be affecting the ppl around me. so i decided to put a smile on my face.though its a bit fake.

heh. changed after sch and slack a while before walking to geylang serai cc for trng. wasnt rly tough except the first part. wonder how many did we do in total. hahaha. then nice trng! hahaha. no suicides at all. yay. haha. hmmm. yep. that's it.

went to eat with jx and sam. hah.took bus home. and yep talked on the phone. hahaha. my mummy's driving me crazy.... BOOO.

i don knw. i thought i could hold back. but when you called me this morning, i cried. ON THE BUS. bleah. i went to sch. and thought i could hold back my tears too.. so i had to play ball to stop myself from thinking. but still, i started crying super badly when i sat down and you pals asked me what happened. i rly don knw what should i do.sinyi youre right, i must be strong.there's no more tears for me anymore. its time i pick myself up and try to face the prob. crying doesnt help. it will just affect the people around me. so i shld just put a smile on my face. it might be very fake. but who cares.as long as it doesnt affect the ppl around me, it doesnt matter.i just don wan to give up now. sigh. whtevr it is,my feelings for you would not change. wan.