mugged the whole day at macs alone. dined with mummy and came home. mummy just went out. and im talking to db online. just thought of the things.
am i very selfish to hold back? i didnt wan to.. it's really the memories that makes me feel reluctant to quit. it's not that im seeking for attention.in fact i don need any.. i cant tell anyone. cause they cant feel what i am feeling right at this moment. everyone's just happy with their lifes. im supposed to feel contented with everything. just except for this.. im just. i don knw..
argh. i cried agn. ahhaha. ain't i just a crybaby? ahahaha. but im crying over stuffs that is really saddening.AH WHATEVER.

no mood to blog anymore. gtg. bye .
100days le =D wan mwahs.