rotting at home. mugging chem. but hardly anything got in. kinda bothered by something la. hahhaa. until teng came and tried to motivate me to study hahah. she accompanied me the whole day. studying chem. talked a lot and ate a lot too. hahahaha. oh wells. glad to have her as a pal =DD

geee. she left at bout 8. so i continued to mug chem. hahaha. but seriously. nth gets into my brain la. my brain was half-dead today. cause. haiya.my mind is occupied. FULLY OCCUPIED. urgh.but still. i made some progress in my chem revision./ hahaha. gonna mug further more. and ooh. for amath and geog too. im determined to get my studies right =D

hahahaha. okay. i shall not go on further bout things. alrights. gtg. bye =D
i know i am putting on a brave front now. telling myself that everything will be fine. telling myself that you wont be thinking bout those things anymore. telling myself that you will trust me. trust my love for you. but am i wrong? knowing i cant meet you, i just want to hear your voice. hoping i will hear a happy voice. but ytd night and today, all i get is a bored and cant be bothered voice. or is it my imagination? i tried telling myself that you are probably just tired. but its just seems to me that.. i don knw. if my feeling really gonna fade that easily, then why should i be doing so much to protect our relationship? why should i always worry bout us and the things that might happen? it's kind of hurting to knw that you probably dont trust me that much. it pains me ):