YES FIRSTLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERMY! (: YOU TURNED 17 SO QUICKLY. BUT IT'S GNA BE MINE SOON (: HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAY OVER THERE OK (: GAYS LOVE YOU! DROP US AN EMAIL OR CHAT ON MSN! :D

RAHHHH school officially starts tmr with the new timetable. alright, my class is fine. 13/08 well it's kind of a cool class. hahaha and i supposed i'll get to love them soon.

Anw, went out to meet maysze at Marina Square. She helped me with my chemistry and we watched The Leap Years and it freaking hell made us cried.and then I wondered, how long has it been since I last cried in the cinema. Well, basically I think the show is HEARTBREAKING yet TOUCHING. Ok and I heard all the sniffs and saw all the ppl wiping their tears away. two girls beside may were crying just like us and the girl beside me was crying and hugging her bf while her bf comforted her. Hahahaha. RECOMMENDED! though my mum thinks it's an YI SHU PIAN. like what the! hahaha.

Wells, talked abt our lifes and ate jap ice cream. I knw you meant well Maysze, but I guess I need time to figure out what I really really want and need alright? I knw there are always consequences for my actions but I'm willing to accept them. Say I'm stubborn, say I'm stupid but I really need some time.

and well for the time being, I really need to concentrate on my chem! hahaha cos chem lecture test is coming up and I really suck at chem cos I missed out on one whole chunk of work since I didnt take it for the first intake. I've got like one of term of work to catch up seriously.
Lemme see.
Monday trng,
Tuesday P.E and trng,
Wed FREEEEEE,
Thurs P.E and trng,
Friday FREEEEE,
Sat friendly with Chatsworth International,. suck right? but it's not the end yet! Though it's march hols. but aft sat's frenly,
Sun- Tues I HAVE BBALL INTENSIVE TRNG CAMP. what the shit. Then I dno if there'll be trng but Fri friendly with UWC,
Sat T-net trng.

How much extra time can i have to study except during the intensive trng camp cos they set aside 3hrs every night aft trng to study which i don't really think i will. RAHHHHH. I guess these are all for me to loose all the flabs. Yay i'll be real skinny by then HAHAHA. plus my appetite not very gd. omgggggggggggggg. It's kind of scary to think of the trng camp aft what sek and Zh told me.

Well, I realised I really miss alot alot of ppl, esp the GAYS. Cherm and Ama are in Melbourne now and my lousy phone cannot video call. Jy, Wee, Siqi and Jia! Always organise on some days when I cant meet. Rahhhhh. Foursome too, though Jo is in the same sch HAHA. Siqi and Janice both in Mjc.
and and and my wonderful cousins/friends Ps! I wonder what's gg on in her life now, I mean bcos of my busy schedule I hardly get to see her too. It's like a miracle that I got to meet up with May today.Shucks Jc life is terrible. I feel so NO LIFE. Luckily I've got ppl in TJ to acc me. and my teammates too. HAHA so life isnt that terrible afterall cos my snrs quite dote on jnrs. haha.

Well I have a packed schedule but it's not as if i'm spending them with ppl i dont like, so i guess it's fine with me really.
Sigh, I dont wna rush things but neither wld i wna be an emo kid and emo whole day long. No, I'm not gna do that. I'm gna look on the bright side of life and hope for things to be better. Cos i knw it will. Say I'm stubborn but I strongly believe in my own stand.