It's a great day out with cousins and mum!
photos next time i guess. i'll have a lot of photos to upload then! hehe.
I guess it can be kinda irritating at times when you just fell, yet others are being so lovey. I guess it's all part of being envy. Note it's envy, not jealous. Hahahah.

I quite like my life now, esp how much I'm able to catch up with the people I love, so, I guess taking a break like this is worthwhile afterall. But inevitably, I miss the life I used to have, the lovely times spent. Right now, I'm forced to have only one choice. How I wish things can start all over agn! And I swear, I'll have a mixture of both, promise to nv neglect any of it. But I guess I should just stop having these kind of foolish thoughts cos we cannot turn back time, so things cannot start all over agn. Things can only start afresh. A new start where things can just be perfect for me, where I can make sure I'll nv make the same foolish mistakes agn.

And the only one who can give me this start, is you (:
Say I'm dreaming, say I'm stupid for having this teeny weeny hope in me, I really don't care.It's my decision, my choice. It's always good to not let go totally, at least it allows me to spend some time thinking abt things. And you allowed me to build this little confidence in myself, knowing what I really want and all.
To choose to continue liking you, is more like having a lil' crush like a sweet innocent child trying to understand what is love (: