I need slp really. Whoever stops me from slping, I'll kok their heads and kill them pls. Esp that idiot who calls me Maria and wants me to take care of her if her leg breaks and doesn't wna let me slp cos I say I will burn her blanket if she wants me to put on the blanket for her at night. Then she say she don't wna let me slp alr. ya then we came up with the 3 li'l pigs story. San Ruby and I are the 3 pigs and the wolf is their coach. HAHAHA. she calls their coach the colourful wolf :D

It's almost 2.30am andI'm still not aslp cos I realised I need to complete and hand in my geog by 6pm tmr(fri). sia la I haven't even done anything so had to start. Just started on it and realised got a lot to do so I'm wondering how to finish. And lek is right ah, he said I'm outgoing cos I'm out every single day w/o fail since last weekend. Shit, and he scared the shit out of me just nw.

Sigh I am really tired I need my beauty slp it's essential. I don't wna turn into an old woman who lacked slp. Later no one wants me how?! ): I cannot sacrifice my slp for stupid things you know. Now I realised how come some ppl like to slp and tend to fall aslp when they are tired even when they are doing things or talking on the phone. Cos they are smart, dont wna sacrifice their slp time for other things. And if you're used to slping early, then suddenly you ton or slp late, it will harm your body, making you tired and lethargic and unhealthy and can even fall sick! That's why must have regular slp if can. But ppl like me ah, tsktsk, fall sick suan le la. I can nv have regular slping times and hours.

Speaking of slping, I'm falling aslp alr but I need to keep myself awake. Gosh, slp is essential leh!

I miss you a lot, really. 100th day since you left. Hope you're doing fine up there, I knw you are watching over us, the whole family. I believe everyone misses you as much as I do. Still, agn and agn, I wna thank you for playin a great role in my life, in our lives. Childhood memories will always be cherished and deep in my heart. The scenes kept replaying in my head and they'll nv be erased. You'll nv be forgotten. Most of us prayed to you this morning, and I know you're just somewhere near us, protecting us and hearing what we've all gotta say to you. You've been the best, and once agn, thank you. I love you, Grandpa (:

Fine, he might not understand what I'm saying in english now but whatever, he knws how we all feel and that's enough. I can translate to chinese or teochew for him if he wants :P
I've learnt to let go on my own. Smth no one can ever teach me to do. I've matured and grown. His passing away actually brought the family of close to 50members closer. Considering this as losing smth, gaining smth? I dno but I knw he is peaceful and ain't suffering no more (:

AHHH close to 250am now. shit I shld go slp and wake up super early tmr to complete my geog and hand in tmr yea. Ah shit, block nose and cough still. Almost recovered from being sick since last tues. More than a week seh.Okay la, gdnight ppl I don't wna turn into an old woman and then people desert me. Tata (: