JCTs ARE OVERRRRRRRRR. DONT NEED TO SURVIVE ON COFFEE EVERYDAY ALR

IM GLAD. WHY? COS:

1) I CAN FINALLY TAKE A BREAK AND REST REALLY WELL W/O STUDYING

2) I DO NOT HAVE TO SLP AT LIKE WHAT?! 2AM, 3AM, 4AM! AND WAKE UP AT 6AM. BLOODY HELL.

3) I CAN DO MORE CATCHING UP WITH BFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF(s) :D

4) I CAN FINALLY EXERCISE.

5) I DO NOT HAVE TO CONTINUE SUFFERING FROM FREQUENT SERIOUS HEADACHES AND GIDDY SPELLS. BLOODY HELL I ALMOST FAINTED AT HOME THAT DAY. EVEN THE DOC SAY I VERY JIALAT COS NOT EVEN ALVLS. THANKS MAN.

6) I CAN FINALLY HAVE MORE TIME FOR MYSELF.

7) I CAN FINALLY SORT OUT MY THOUGHTS, LIKE ZIBI AT COFFEEBEAN AND DO SOME THINKING SOME DAY. OK EITHER ZIBI OR GET PPL LIKE BFFFFFFFFF OR WHACKY OR WHOEVER CLOSE, TOO BAD MAY'S GG AWAY ):

8) I CAN FINALLY PLAY BALLLLLLLLL, LIKE MAD SERIOUSLY. IM ADDICTED I DNO WHY HAHAHA.

9) I CAN HAVE MORE ENTERTAINMENT TIME LIKE WATCH MOVIES, GO SING K, GO SHOPPING ESP NOW IT'S SALES EVERYWHERE PPL. MANGO HAVG SALES, ZARA HAVG SALES, IT'S EVERYWHERE OMG IT'S MAKING ME GRIN LIKE REAL WIDELY, AND YET IT'S MAKING A BIG HOLE IN MY POCKET. NVM I DON'T CARE.

10) I DON'T HAVE TO FEEL STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS UNTIL PROMOS EOYS DAMN.

Well, ytd was really fulfilling. Woke up, went for math exam to fail it TMD. Then went back to TKGS and met Wee to collect Olvl cert and SGC, not bad quite nice. And trip back to TK was great really. Met Teng and Priscilla, bused to tamp for gym 4km run and cycled 11km. Then they wna leave cos gg to play ball so didnt do much else. cooled down and met junyi and took 27 to sengkang since priscilla stayed there so we went SKCC to ball. Then rushed home and bath and met Teng, Huisan, Ruby then Priscilla and Junyi joined us later and went orchard to shop and get that Zara dress for my cousin. Went home abt 11plus.

Woke up early and reached airport at 7plus. Gave May the huge card and the zara dress. Send her off.. gg Perth for studies. Won't get to see her in the near future I guess. My K-ing kaki, my confidant. AHHH pls take care over there alright! Relatives were there too, and you see my mum, my aunts, my grandma, cousins crying. haha all the women. ok, and me. I teared a li'l bit and Maymay was crying. I miss her alr ): Please don't go there and gain weight ok! You have to fit into that Zara dress! AndI'm waiting to see your angmoh bf!

I'm feelin a li'l sad and I dno la. I miss Maymay alr. And that princess's whininggggggggg.

Being 17 hasn't been that gd so far, except for friends.

pls let me have a better time for the next half yr. I hate the feeling of losing someone you care and love for. I've been losing ppl one by one. Pls stop, please.Sorry I'm getting bloody emo, depressed now. Lost confidants one by one. Enough for me alr. I shld stop before it gets worse uh.

On a lighter note, I'm meeting Whacky soon (:

and GAYS tmr at Sentosa, shit man I think you all cant see me at night aft Sunday aftn.

Nvm, I sacrifice for them (:

And, Foursome pls.I miss my bfffffffffffff.

Damn, need to enjoy before I start fretting over PW and sch work soon.

Damn, both knees are hurting like mad I want to chop them off. Maybe I really shldnt further aggravate my condition uh.

Damn, muscles are aching like shit.

Damn damn damn.

I don't need your pity, neither do I need you to feel sorry for hurting me.

Cos it's time I learn to pick myself up, and be strong.

All I need is time, I'm sure I'm a fast learner.

My dearestest Maymay.