intensed. stressed. DEAD.

I dont knw but I'm feeling real scared now. like OMG. olvl's in less than 20days I supposed? but it's really pressurising to countdown and not study you see. I dont see much progress in my mugging. cos I havent really been mugging HARD ENOUGH. I feel so dead, I feel so dead. I'm gna screw it up omg.

guess I'm really feeling too stressed up, that I'm actually blabbering nonsense on my blog now. HA. well, PPL( ref to MANY) usually get the impression that I'm usually relaxed and not stressed and ok, not even mugging for O's but HEY! I beg to differ you see. IT'S THE BIG O'S K. I'm not that nonchalent afterall.I have my aims too, SO to those who despise me, I'll show, or rather, PROVE to you that you're wrong. Trust me, I'm gna start mugging real hard.(though i said that a few days ago) but hey, I knw how to practise self-discipline okay! Trust me, I'VE SAID IT, I'LL DO IT YEA.

haha the big Os hasn't even started but yet I'm thinking of the Sec4 farewell and the activities after Os. haha ok I shall stop daydreaming and 'HELLO CLARA, BACK DOWN TO EARTH!'

YEA BACK TO REALITY (though I really disliked it very much) ok, I strive to achieve to the maximum I could. AND I WILL :D