LIKE FINALLY WENT OUT WITH THEM (:
jocina, janice, siqi (: buddies (:

hahah. though it was pretty short, but it was awesome. cant wait for further dates with them. hahaha.
bought shoes for jx and myself. hahaha.

uh. it's gna be a pretty boring day tmr. SIGH.
alrights. gtg. BYEBYE (:

caught pirates (:

yay. the monkey was cute and funny. hehehe.
alrights. i actually zibi-ed for one whole hour at the playgrnd today. but it felt really great to be alone at times.a whole hour to think abt recent things(:

guess it's good to be alone at times. hahah. :D

hehehe some photos to upload for fun (:


look like me right? hehehe that's peisze.


the escargots we ate (:


the huge hotelroom key used for payment at the restaurant.


part of my presents (:


my birthday 'cake' (:


the bottle/present that broke ):


daddy(:


he's trying not to look at the cam. haha.


the wine we drank (:


yay i love her! (:


my birthday muffin from aisyah (:


spiderman sweets from aisyah too! loves (:


pretty brick for birthday present. haha.

hahaha. just felt like uploading since im like so bored. hehe. oh wells. guess im gg out to my ahma's hse soon (: zzz. im like wearing skirt. hehe shall bring shorts to change la. hahaha. a bit uncomfortable to wear skirt there. hahaha.june holidays soon. mug and mug and mug. boo.

alrights. bye! (:

trng over at ccab. STAMINA = ZERO.

hahah. went to eat after that. haha. just felt like vomiting. dno why. zz. packed food home for mummy. haha and she complained and complained that she's very very hungry. zzzz.

hahaha.k la. lazy to post alr. BYEBYE (:(:

hmmm. sch was.. rather ok. haha netball for pe was fun lah. then ss was boring and i fell aslp hahah. but she only noticed those behind. not in front so its ok. HEHE.

hmmm went to hougang sports hall with jasmine to watch A div netball matches.hahaha.then she left to rush home. haha went to hougang mall and had long johns for lunch. super full. zzz.

zzz. tired tired. gna take med later. haha eating my fav agar agar now (:(:

hmm. BORING DAY!

alrights got back HCL, SS AND CHEM.

wells. scored 72/110 for HCL paper2. but damn badly for paper1. 36/70 and 12/20. LOUSY EH. scored 16/25 for SS SEQ and 21/25 for SS SBQ. so overall was quite ok but i knw my lit's gna pull me down down down. boo. failed chem la. hahah 43.5/100.ALRIGHTS I KNW ITS LOUSY.

gna get back GEOG, LITELEC and AMATH tmr. gosh. SO NERVOUS :/
hahahhaha guess it wont be a happy day tmr. OH OH there's tuition tmr after sch =/

hmmm. came home and ate lunch and took med. the med that the doc prescribed doesnt seemed to work that much leh :/ im still coughing like shit. just that its on/off everytime. sometimes i cough until i feel so faint. sometimes i just dont make a sound at all. zzzz.

contacted janice at abt 4plus and decided to go tm. shopped and i bought fbt to satisfy my moody day. bought friendship band, each one (: hmmm. and then janice suggested customizing a shirt just for the four of us. since she wanted to design her own oversized shirt. haahha. STICKMAN! :D

BORING BORING BORING. im just gna die tmr. how i wish i can stop coughing. sigh.

hmm. so many things happened all of a sudden. i knw you're trying very hard to return to how it was like in the past. maybe its possible, maybe its impossible, no one knws the outcome. i just wna say thanks for everything(: no matter what happens or what's the outcome, just accept it (:

haha got my havaianas from ps (: thanks girl.

hmmm. shopped in orchard for the whole day (: hahaha nice day lah!

yay no sch tmr.

HEHE happy sweet sixteen to me (:

hahahha. had many presents today. and had a fruitful day. though the present lynn and sharm gave me broke. IM SORRY SHARM AND LYNN. i knw you all prepared my present since gd friday. sigh. sorry yea?

hmmm. FRUITFUL DAY (: caught spiderman3 hahaha was quite ok.
oh wells. thanks ppl! (:

hahaha

its sweet sixteen tmr! (:
hehe. im starting to look forward. ahha weird uh?
hehe. ps is gna pay for my havianas (:
HEHEHE.

oh man. hahaha checking of scripts tmr.

ANW! THANKS MAY AND LISZE FOR THE WALLET AS PRESENT! ((:
LOVES :D:D
HAHAH and ive really gotta thank my mum and roger for the presents and angbao! :D

REGRETTED.

maybe you think its nonsensical. or maybe you think im faking it. it's up to your imagination. but what ive said ytd on my blog was just everything deep down in my heart. believe it or not, up to you.

I DONT CARE ANYMORE.

OH CRAP.bitch

time flies.
MIDYRS are over. felt relaxed.but i was sad cos i screwed up my math paper2.
things weren't gd this morning. and i dont knw what went wrong.felt weird and out of place.
was it bcos we all didnt really have a gd talk for a long time? or is it bcos i was asked there for some humility? i dont knw. i seriously hope it isnt the latter. but im not surprised if i was there as the joke of the day or whatsoever (since it had been like that for quite some time in the past and im probably used to it)

hahaha it wasnt anger. i admit that i was rather pissed off to be asked there and felt out of place. i mean its partially my fault, cos i didnt make the effort to start a conversation or so(plus i didnt knw what to say).
it was SADNESS rather.recalled the past and felt that we were much happier then. bits and pieces. i really missed those times. how i wish we can be bonded all once agn, just like in the past. can we? though i doubt so, since its hard to forget everything that happened, but how i wish everyone wld try. try to bring the team back tgt.

i dno how everyone feels. its probably wishful thinking on my part. but recalling the tough trngs we endured thru tgt, the games we fought hardly for, no matter lost or won, we still stood as one.comparing the past and present, the broken bonds and friendships amongst us are undeniably obvious.

to sinyi: i probably missed the times when we strived so hard to get into the team. RMB beat SAC no6?ha i dont knw whether you'll rmb, or whether you even get to read this. but still i wna say thanks for being such gd fren and the so-called counsellor in the past (: i really appreciated those times when we encouraged and helped one another. those letters and bball times ((:

to grace: same. i dno if you get to read this but still. you were the one who sort of helped me and sinyi get into the team. classmates since sec1 and you were really great. fooling arnd, joking arnd. the silent laughter of yours.though things aren't the same anymore, but still thanks for being such a great fren ((:

to weijia: haha same thing. i dno if you get to read this. but i do rmb the times when we went out tgt and started talking abt others. call that bitching? i dont think so. haha. and the breko meal at bugis for your bday present. and you and your stupid actions everytime, haha but it was really funny. now we're classmates but we probably dont talk as much as we did in the past. but still you were great ((:

to samantha: the crazy samantha. hahaa. but still, we really had great times in the past, talking abt others and so. hhaha.the self-claimed QUEEN SAM. and i used to call you SAI SAM instead. hahaha. we're not talking much recently. and hey, sorry for rejecting your invitation to sit with you all this morning yea? ahahaha. ((:

to jiaxin: awww i sorta missed the times when we chat on the phone and gossiped/bitched. there was a period of time when we often do that. and the times when we always go out tgt esp during cny to buy your new year clothes. hahah all the trips to topshop and esprit and stuffs. it was great. haha but realised we dont talk that much anymore though we do sometimes.wells, anw, thanks for being such a great friend and thankyou for trusting me and confiding in me then.((:

to weena: hello woman! hahaha sorta felt better when i told you everything then at bugis. hope you do too yea? haha and thanks for sort of trusting me too! hahaha.you knw how i feel abt things now and thanks for the long talks when we are out or when we're on the bus (: it was a great feeling that i could hardly find anymore. i just cldnt really find anyone to tell. woman! rmb our ikea date ok! faster plan. hahaha. and let's go buy things tgt alrights! loves mate (:

i dno hwo everyone feels abt it. probably bcos of MIDYRS, then everyone start mugging so we all hardly talk anymore? or probably bcos trng alr stopped, so we dont really come tgt,not even in the morning/recess anymore? or is there any other misunderstandings or whatsoever? i dno.but there are definitely many reasons and factors that contributed to the drift between all of us. so scattered and broken up.

one of my wishes this yr for my bday is that tk bball team will come tgt as one agn one day. don say trng, even just for chats and i believe everyone will be happy enough ((:

MANY MISSES TO THE TK BBALL TEAM )):

tsk tsk. lit elec's over. physics tmr, emath adn chinese paper2 next monday. then MIDYRS ARE FINALLY OVER. HAHAHA.

hmmm. 1week more before i turn 16. supposedly looking forward. but im not and i dno why.

wells. it's a once-a-yr thing. so yep. i better cherish it!