I feel that I've got too many things kept in the bottom of my heart, things that I need to say.

I've said them alr. Feeling kind of down.

But wells, had T-net trng in the morning and alot of ppl turned up :D
Coach doesn't believe I've injured my knee =/

Went home and bathed and RUSHED down to Simei. Met Janice Ang Pei Ying and Tan Si Qi! Bought food and walked to Jocina Tan Siu Min's house and I knw she was kinda pissed off at first. Ok it was my fault. Shan't elaborate. And yes! Foursome finally met up. Though it was short as Sq left first for church, I believe it was enough for us all. Exchanged xmas gifts and played with Milky! (Jo's dog)

At first we thought Milky was barking at Janice, then we realised she wasn't. Milky was barking at something else, behind Janice but there was nth behind Janice, only air. So it got kind of eerie ewwwww. We soon forgot abt it and wells, Mahjonged and it was hilarious cos Jan didn't knw how to play. HAHA. Didn't manage to take a group photo but Jan, Jo and I camwhored a lil still. Left Jo's hse at abt 530 and went East Pt for cheese fries HAHA. Went home after that.

Glad to have them with me throughout these 4yrs in TK. Girls, I LOVE YOU ALL :D Though we would end up in different JCs, but I'm sure we'll keep in contact yea? And rmb, even if we don't talk for a million yrs, I knw we'll all still knw each other inside out yes? This is a rare friendship that I cherish and treasure alot (:

Alright. I'm gna watch my tv now. Buh-Bye (:
As usual, Loves to all my loves (:

PS. OMG I THINK I THREW MY REMOTE CONTROL DOWN THE STUPID BIN ALR. SHUCKS HOW!

Gays met ytd. firstly w/o wee and wj. Played cards outside MOS and crapped and took photos with Santa and Reindeers :D

Wanted to have dinner at Aston yet it wasn't open. Ama left alr. Wj joined us. Then we decided to have steamboat! Yea, Bald AhQi left cos her mum was sick and alone at home.Wee came soon. Yea full like insert-your-own-description.Hahaha, went to this cafe and had mini choc fondue and italian soda, it's SHIOK :D and wj took the namecard and read the boss's name OUT LOUD. NIAO SHENG DAN. omg. nelson tang become bird lay egg. malu like shit. plus we were the last customers so yea.

Great day with them. so yea.

Out with Sam, Jx and Wj today. Orchard and Bugis. Pepper lunch and shopping. till my legs are tired and my knee hurts agn wth. Ok, I'm freaking pissed off right now, and trying to control before i explode and bang my head against the wall. though maybe it'll make my head smaller.

SUCKS

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL LOVES! :D

I'm looking forward to what's gg on today, yea such an interesting schedule i have -.-

Happy Christmas EVE to everyone i love! :D
and Happy Sweet Sixteen to SiaWeiJia! (finally).

So wells, Jx, Sy and Wee came my hse ytd after watching a game. Bought food over and watched this movie abt cooking which was superduper lame. Then we left my hse for another game over at SBC. It was pouring Tigers and Lions outside can! Haha, ok just to make it sound serious. So yes, Jx and Sy came over to my hse agn and continued the movie that we stopped watching halfway cos we had to rush down to watch the game.

Ok, that's what I've done ytd. Quite brief but yea don't wna waste my brain power to go think of what I did ytd just for blogging. Read MaySze's comment on Friendster, quite touched though. Well, I have to thank her for being there for me too, all these while. I realised I have great cousins, some my age, some older, some super young. :D

Haha, uncles and aunties like to call LiSze, MaySze and I 'S.H.E of the Chia Family', thinking of this makes me wna laugh and roll on the ground. Can you imagine that the three of us used to be Fatty BomBom-s when we were young?!
Then I have my greatest Basketball Partner in the family ChiaPeiSze :DD But I miss her now ok cos she's in Malaysia and will only be back on the 26th ): Haha, it's ok hopefully we can ball on the 28th tgt :D
Then I have Joey whose getting more and more gdlooking, Stephenie, Gera and we meet only a few times in a year? Well, I still love them for bringing so much joy to us.
The older ones are like TingTing, AhQingKor, MiaoLing, Ade (who jus gave birth), ShaoXianKor, LipingJie, AhBoonKor, BabyJie, AhCaiKor (who's not arnd anymore ): ), LouisKor, Not forgetting my one and only Brother Samuel Leong :D
Younger ones are PeiSin (always pulling a long face), Dixion/WeiHao and Travis/JunHao (didi).
Add up all of us and you get 21ppl :D
Not forgetting my nieces and nephews :D and 3uncles and 5aunties and my mummy :D and their spouses. and MY GRANDPARENTS :D Happy Big Family!

See? I've got super nice nice ppl in my family and I'm glad to have them.

Wells, hols ending real soon and back to sch. Just that it's a different environment totally, but I'm glad to have one of my bestestfriends with me in the arts stream,JOCINA TAN :DDDDD Haha, yea though many of my closefriends and bestestfriends are in diff schs but I'm sure we'll still keep in contact yea? And and I'm gna meet Janice, Jocina and SiQi soon for a Foursome Outing! This weekend on the 29th :D Omgomgomgomgomg I'm so excited. I missed them like anything in this world. Meeting Gays on the 26th too! YAY! and and and 2146outing on the 27th! OMGOMGOMGOMG. It's like FINALLY WE'RE ALL MEETINGUP. ohgreat. It's time to fret over clothes and moneyyyyyyyyy. I'm broke and have got not much kachinggggg left with me, Gosh and I've stopped working so it means that my pay is gna be so lil, like 200++++ but who cares since I've only worked for 6days. Haha. and I only get my pay at the end of the mth. This sucks.

Yea, I'm like freaking broke right now cos I've spent100++ on christmas presents, yet I haven't got PeiSze's present and one of Wee's present.Shoot me dead pls omgxzcxzxzzxzczxzc. and my Dad can only pass me some money on the 27th cos he's only coming back on latenight 26th. this sucks hell lot. omgggggg. SHUCKS, and I got myself a TankTop from Fox with Wee and a Tee that says 'Karaoke Queen' with my cousin.nv regretted getting those ofcos. Hahaha, I don't care I'm gg NewYear shopping with my mummy soon cos I don't have to pay for the clothes! And I'll get to wear nice nice NewYear clothes :D

Okkkkkk, this post is getting freaking long so I'd better stop here before my eyes gets tired or whatsoever. Alright Merry Christmas in Advance :D
Loves to everyone.

hahaha sorry but this is retarded. cos i didnt receive this pic yet may deleted this. so sorry for the RETARDED-NESS.

out with may for the whole day. not working anymore. my pay is gna be like damn little. ok this sucks, ive got like a lot to buy can. and i think i've spent 70++ oh man this sucks. but at least ive settled may's, wee's and siqi's presents :D

and we took many many pics and really had a heart-to-heart talk abt almost anything under the sky. hahah sometimes, i really feel so fortunate cos it's really hard to find someone who is willing to listen and undstds how i exactly feel. the chemistry and the bond are really special, the kinds that i can nv find elsewhere.. i knw her secrets and she knw mine. zip! ^^

wells, gg shopping for present tmr agn. IM BROKE ): ONE CHRISTMAS I SPEND SO MUCH. but wells, at least its a happy festival lah where we have christmas gifts exchange and all so i don really mind spending that much just that ive gta save alot.plus i havent got my pay, so yea.im not sure if jocina, janice, siqi and i are gna meet or exchange gifts. but i really really missed them! )): it's been a long time since the four of us met up ): boooo. Many misses to foursome. and valerie too! oh yes, and i really wonder when are we having our sec4 farewell! hahaa, but im glad we're meeting on the 27th in town for gaigai-ing (((: yay! Many misses to... 2146! :DD

hmmm. alrightey i shant blog longer. anw MY COUSIN'S BABY IS DAMN CUTE AND HE'S CALLED REYES! :DD shall post his pics up soon :DDD im a happy girl :DDDDDDD

hello ppl! :DD

havent been to work for these few days cos of my stupid injured knee from the T-net 3on3 on Sunday.)):
I don't knw why but can't really bend my knees. It hurts when I bend,but it's ok after that. It still hurts when I wna straighten it.So yea, I dno what the hell is wrong with it la, so sucky.

Not gg work tmr also, told W that i have to go Changi Hospital to check up for my knee. HAHAHA OK IM JUST USED TO NO-WORK DAYS LA. my pay is like super lil i swear! perhaps only 400? since i havent been working these few days. ah who cares man. i swear i don wna work anymore. HAHAHA

ok trying to get someone to help me tmr, but no one's offering help. OMG OMG OMG. DIE.aiyah ok la. gtg byebye :D:DDDDD

Yo people. I'm back to blog. Ok, super tiring from only 2days of work. Standing all day long, travelling from Hougang to Yishun and all. Ok, I'm back in Aljunied so I'll have to train there for at least 40mins?! Kill me pls.

Took off today to attend my cousin's wedding, so I have to go dress up, make up, hairdo and all later! Tea ceremony this morning was fun, haha filled with laughters lah. Everyone was in a really really happy mood I guess. Played with cookie(cousins' dog) which was running all arnd the hse. Bridged with cousins. I'm really tired cos I slept at 1plus last night after reaching home late and what made it worse was that I had to wake up at 7plus this morning for the tea ceremony. Shoot me dead pls.

Received my work schedule and all I can say was "WHAT!". Totally stunning. Supposed to work every single day from 8-25Dec except for a day off which is tmr, 11th. Haha, ok, could have earned 600+ if i followed the schedule. But I'm like super glad cos I have to take off on 10th(wedding), 16th(3on3) , 22nd(smth on), 25th(special christmas celebration!) ! HEHEHE THIS MEANS I ONLY HAVE TO WORK TILL 24TH. Haha, though I'll earn alot lesser but WHO CARES.

Weird but a fact, it isn't my legs that ache. It's my back that aches, probably due to an old injury but wells. I've got nice colleagues anw, ok maybe except W! Annhui, Melissa and Joe are nice ppl. Haven't really got to work with Evan before. Ok, pray that I don't die before I finish my work and get my pay at the end of the month man!

Hahah finally had time to blog and hop arnd on net. Alrights, photos next time i guess. BYE BYE :D

finally a date to the movies tmr! Hehe, my off day!

Hello ppl! Haha I'm back :D

Hmmm, matches have been postponed lah! So there's gna be one match today, another two on Monday and Tuesday instead.Boo, so boring. Currently rotting at home watching stupid tv programmes. Haha, waiting for my mummy to come home from her facial and have lunch with me. Then I'll go for my match while she go for her spa. Wells, she really knws how to enjoy herself.

Ok, I'm like falling aslp sooner or later. Haha, ok maybe I'll blog later or maybe tmr. Bye :D

Haha hello ppl! Ok, I shan't blog much cos I'm super tired alr, plus I injured my back (but it's alot better now!)

Woke up, bathed and went my ahma's hse to have lunch. Ps and I went to search for my keychain's photo before that cos she lost my photo while on her way to SBC the day before. Though chances of finding it back was 0.01%, BUT WE MANAGED TO FIND IT! AND I JUMPED FOR JOY :DD

So, Sy told me to go meet her at Punggol North CC cos she had to coach her sch's boys team. Ps and I took train there and yes, stupid Ps made me walk from her hse to Kovan MRT station with my injured back and it's freaking far! Watched match, and went Sy's hse cos she and Xiaomei wanted to bath before we go Siokyi's hse.Xiaomei took great effort before she reached home cos she was injured and Ps and I walked with her cos I was injured too. Sy chionged home to bath first.

Ok, went to Siokyi's hse and had dinner. Watched tv at first, while they mahjong-ed. Xiaomei then asked me to take over, but I let Ps played first which was super comical. Ks was watching tv all along and we could hear her laughing herself. Mj-ed till 12plus bcos Ps's daddy (my uncle) was worried so yep, we proceeded home.

Got a match on against Admiralty CSC tmr. Yet I dont have a single thing with me now, gta go back tmr morning to get all my stuffs. Hmm, there's someone with a dislocated arm from AJ, I injured my back, Ks sprained her ankle, Jx might/mightnot have recovered from her flu/cough(I don't knw what!). Ok, I wonder who else is down and cant really play that much tmr. I think I can manage, with more massage I hope. I'll just let it heal by itself I guess? Cos if I consult a doc as suggested by coach, and if my mum finds out, I'm gna be so so so dead la. I guess she will ban me from playing matches, ok from playing ball. That is the worse case scenario la.

Hmm, ok I said I wont be blogging much but I still did.Guess I just can't do anything abt it when I start blogging! Ok really, I should stop now! Nights ppl! :D

I'm a happy girl! :D

Ok, I'm like super bored now.

Went to sch to WATCH jnrs train with Ps, note the emphasis on the word WATCH. Haha. Balled at the end of all. It was quite fun catching up with them and all and Yiying, stop asking me to get a job at Topshop. Haha. Walked out with them and they started talking abt SMILEY FACES agn.Wth.

Took bus home and bathed and we trained to MS. Shopped for a while before buying tickets for The Game Plan. Had Jack's Place for lunch and Sy finally joined us from her mum's shop. Bought some popcorn and hotdogs before gg in for the movie. I wld say that the movie is NICE! It was kind of funny and the little girl is adorable. Shopped for a while for Ps's anklet and Sy's shirt before Ps decided to go Tm to buy her anklet, so we went along? All bought anklets and Ps had sudden craving for ZHA JIANG MIAN. It was super sudden? However, we managed to pull her out of it and went home after buying a lil' snack.

I realised I don't have any pics of us when we had chalet. Ok, even on other days, I didn't take much pictures. OHMAN I FEEL SO SAD. Nvm, i shall take more pics. Yay! I'm a happy girl. I might be meeting Sam and Vic tmr morning. Maybe not, who knws? I'm meeting Sq tmr for job interview. Ok, maybe Janice and Jocina will be there too, hopefully! :D Then, we'll have a foursome meeting and we can discuss abt the design! ^^

Ok, my mum is being ridiculous agn cos I refused to go to slp now? She asked what am I doing now, and what am I sending to others. I told her I'm blogging then she asked blog for what? She doesn't even knw anything abt comp stuffs yet she's so paranoid and all. It's just blogging la. She's just tired and all from work and keeps thinking that she's gna fall sick soon. So, she expects me to slp early too, cos she can't get to slp if I don't. Like erm, I just need 10more mins la!

Ok, I really don't knw what does she exactly wants. At the start of last yr, I cut my hair short. She agreed, but after that, she nags at me all the time (everyday!) until my hair grows long. This hols, she allowed me to dye my hair. BUTTTTTTTTT! She nagged everyday abt my hair colour getting lighter and all. She's always contradicting herself and always think she's right. I thought after that incident, she finally realised what I need and wld stop all her ridiculous nonsense. She did, but just for a period of time. After which, she's back to her old self. Sometimes, I seriously find no meaning in trying to talk to her nicely abt what I think. I tried to, in fact I did. Still, nothing good comes out of it. I smsed my daddy, telling him everything, and all he tells me to is either talk to her abt it (though he knew that it won't work!), or JUST IGNORE HER. Yea, if i ignore her, she'd think I'm being rude and don't respect her. Omg, can anyone just tell me what to do?!

Ok, fine, enough of complaining. Though I'm complaining, but I've calmed myself down, SO I'M STILL A HAPPY GIRL. Haha. Alrights, I seriously need to catch some sleep now cos I'm really tired after so many activities today. And I've gta prepare for tmr's activities! So, I need to slp now and Bye!

Goodnight everyone ^^

back from chalet, friggin tired.

I went to meet wj at aljunied bus stop before meeting cherm and jy at bedok interchange. They had lunch there then we went to Giant to shop for chalet stuffs.We bought a lot of food! HAHA and I accidentally dropped cherm's phone.Sorry cherm! Then, we went to Tanah Merah NSRCC. We waited to check in and sat by the pool's side to bridge. Jasmine, sq and ama came.Haha. After that, we went to unpack our stuffs and we went to SUNTAN! Haha, ok I know I'm dark enough but still, I applied suntanning oil, Hahaha.We jumped into the pool after suntanning. Can you imagine how tanned I am? Haha, surprisingly I didn't turn too black/chaota!

Bathed and went back to mahjong! :D Mahjonged until dinner time and we had STEAMBOAT! (: Shiok (: Wee came halfway thru steamboat as she had to work but she nv eat. Haha. Continued our mahjong game and ignored the movie that was playing.Sq left cos she was sick and had to Had mixed alcohol (heineken plus hooch plus jolly shandy plus vodka). Ama and wj went to bed first. Played till 5am and went up to the room and chatted till 6am and slept. Woke up at 7plus with wee, and a very kind uncle fetched us out to Bedok mrt station. Wee went to work while i cabbed to AJC for trng.

Went to Toa Payoh Hub's Pastamania for lunch with ks, steph, cindy and sy. Went home after that, bathed and rested before meeting wee at Bedok to buy food before gg back to chalet. Many classmates came to have BBQ and many commented on my hair -.- Lazy to elaborate but mahjonged and supper-ed and slept at abt 12plus. Oh no, is 1am cos jy,wee and I played the counting game HAHA. Woke up at abt 7.30am and went to school, Asked sq to help me bring hair spray in case my hair is too red. Haha. Had PAE briefing and all. Came home and bathed and I had to shampoo my hair soooo many times in order for the spray to wash off totally. Went to watch match at SBC and came home and rotted!

Wee said she'd call me to confirm tonight outing but she didn't. Sam said she'd call me to confirm the dinner with jx tonight but she didn't. Teng said she'd call me after her graduation ceremony but she didn't.I felt sooooo Pangseh-ed. Steamboat/team outing was cancelled cos many couldn't make it. I'm so sad cos 2146 couldn't meet. Hahah but I believe we could all meet agn. I missed gg out with the team ):

Alrights, I'm seriously decomposing now lah! Haha, neither jocina, sq nor janice is free tonight too ): I forgot to ask Peisze out cos I need to pass her her birthday present.Ayee, next time perhaps. I'm decomposing, I'm decomposing, I'm decomposing..

yo ppl!

hahaha, chalet tmr! and im looking forward :D

hehe.dyed my hair today. ok im like waiting at home, for my daddy to come to pass my some post exams activities fees :D hahaha, i feel bad just asking my dad for money, oops.

hmmm. ok no pics today, but still, i had a great day. hehe. ok blog agn. byexzxzxzxzxz ppl.

these are some pics la.the last one was RETARDED. TANLAYTENG TOOK IT.

ok, i really cant stand blogger.

hmmm, so was studying at SP with the trannys ytd. haha cos sy ask me go there compare head size with peizhen. -.-

oh, i saw my brother there! hahaha i didnt even knw he shouted for me until sy told me.

seriously, i felt abit extra at first. like what am i doing there when im not a tranny?! hahaha, but still, they're all friends :D so why not take this chance to knw more abt them yea? haha. ANW, my main motive there is to study with them what.so, i was alright after a while, hahaha bcos the atmosphere there was great. so lively and funny. hahaha.

ok, so I SAW TANLAYTENG AND MARIANNE!. HAHAH. shi tou mei mei and shi tou jie jie were there to study and have subway. so left subway at abt 6 and walked back to aljunied.ahaa, reminds me of the stupid incident while we crossed the road. the two stones were talking and chatting happily while crossing the road. and they were so happily talking that they didnt even realise that the traffic lights turned green and the cars were heading towards them. AND WHEN THEY REALISED, THEY SCREAMED AND RAN. HAHAHA.

so, had dinner at hawker, and went court, wanting to play ball. yea but ended up getting cursed by ivan. he asked me abt my O's and asked if i failed. DARN. i wna score ok, not fail. hahaha ok. so didnt really played much, and ended up playing with BABIES :D so cute, esp jiaxin. yea, then pics above are evidences that she was harassed by the other boy toddler. hahaha.

so shitoumeimei, shitoujiejie and shitouahyi were at the fitness corner,singing and shitou-ing(stoning) haha, went up at abt 930 and watched tv. tanlayteng that shitoujiejie came at abt 11plus and used comp.she went home at almost 2.and by then, i was tired and weary. went to bed and slept like a pig.

ok i think i shld be doing tys now and not slacking haha, but anw, tmr is the last day of O's for me!(and many others) yea,outing with GAYS tmr, so glad so glad. hmm maybe interview on tues and gg to dye hair on tues i guess. i feel uber tired now. I WNA SLP.BUT I CANT ):

alrights i shall blog some other days, MAYBE im gna change to livejournal soon. thinking hard for a name, and i suddenly thought of BIGHEADEDBUILDER. -.- although its so not true, my head is so small. HAHA.

alright i think i seriously need to go now haha. byebye!

really glad that O's are finishing real soon, im slacking now. things are starting all over agn.

06/11/07. the day i'll nv forget. tired and weary.

hahaha can see you my monster?! its darn cute and i love it :D
yay each of the seven of us has one! call it a symbol of our undying friendship? (so cliche) haha. but still. i love mine! hahah it has a lot of good friends too! hahah i love the rest of the six gays too :D

so i overslept and missed physics. partly bcos i slept too late last night and was lazy to wake up this morning.haha.ok in other words, I PONNED.
hmm. nv really mug these few days. GUILTY. OH WELLS.


some things that was nv wished to be made known was. i dont knw what to do/say now. sigh. i feel like a bitch now.

look at her unglamness
us at TJ :D
hahah NTH MORE TO SAY :D
balloon from the teachers :D cute yea?



things aren't gg right. i need a break, seriously. had fun sweating after jogging.studied a lil chem. gna start studying real hard later. IM GNA DO AND DO AND DO WS AND TYS. yay. HA. self consolation. but yea who cares. im really mugging hard.

oh yes. i need to thank TAN WEE NA for being a listener today. i knw it's a torture listening to my complaints and probs and all, but guess that's what friends/mates/gays are for yea? and hahah I LOVE YOU LA TAN WEE NA :D

everything took a drastic change. cooling-off period.

yea great day. it's been long since i played ball.was balling at tjc. and i totally don have the stamina now. haha and i missed NUMEROUS underbaskets. feel so ashamed. hahaha. but wells, its forgivable i hope? hehe.

last day of sch. wells, not exactly lah cos we have to go sch some days anw. but had fun exchanging presents and taking turns to say smth :D and i sure love you guys a lot yea :D you all made my day :D but graduation ceremony was SAD. it was pretty meaningful and full of GRATITUDE AND MISSES AND RELUCTANCE TO LEAVE THE CLASS.powerpoint presentations and speeches from each class made us all cried badly, esp when its all so touching and sad. memories and recollection of times we spent tgt these two years made everyone feel depressed. AND I CERTAINLY THANK 4E8'07 FOR BRINGING ME SO MUCH MEMORIES. ESP THIS WHOLE SEC4 LIFE WHICH MADE MY SEC SCH LIFE MEANINGFUL.

mrs kong sang a song which made us cry even more. we sang the sch song with extremely loud voices, PROUDLY :D wanted encore but time was running out. so we cheered the sch's cheers and that officially ended our ceremony i guess? haha received balloon from teacher too. its so darn cute :D

went home to bath and headed to tj. balled and went home with my cousin. played with her dog. which almost bit me at the end of the day. naughty dog. wells, fruitful day i guess.

to siqi, amanda, weijia, weena, cherm and jy : im glad that we spoke to one another. you guys made my sec4 life meaningful definitely.and i just wna say thanks for these times spent tgt and im soooo gna miss you ppl (very very much x 100000000). i love you ppl! :D and we'll all keep in contact yea?

to siqi, janice and jocina: I'm glad that i met you pals from the start of sec1. though we don't really talk much now. but still, we'll knw each other inside out even if we dont talk for a million years yea? and i truly thank God for letting me knw you guys and become super close friends. though we all lead our own lives, but im sure we'll still keep in contact yea? i really really love you ppl. CHEERS TO FOURSOME :D

to the sec4s of tk bball team: I'm glad that im in the team. knwing you ppl was one of the best things in my life. though we often have disagreements, but we always overcome it in the end yea? and i'll always rmb the times we endured the tough trng sessions tgt, joked during these sessions with coach and fooled arnd, sometimes trying to cheer coach up (as well as ourselves). the moments we all shared will be cherished. esp the times we strived so hard to achieve our goal for all the games and competitions, and also how we improved so much from the past. you guys made an impact in my life :D thank you. and i love you ppl alot. much misses.

alrights that's abt all for today, pics another day? :D

intensed. stressed. DEAD.

I dont knw but I'm feeling real scared now. like OMG. olvl's in less than 20days I supposed? but it's really pressurising to countdown and not study you see. I dont see much progress in my mugging. cos I havent really been mugging HARD ENOUGH. I feel so dead, I feel so dead. I'm gna screw it up omg.

guess I'm really feeling too stressed up, that I'm actually blabbering nonsense on my blog now. HA. well, PPL( ref to MANY) usually get the impression that I'm usually relaxed and not stressed and ok, not even mugging for O's but HEY! I beg to differ you see. IT'S THE BIG O'S K. I'm not that nonchalent afterall.I have my aims too, SO to those who despise me, I'll show, or rather, PROVE to you that you're wrong. Trust me, I'm gna start mugging real hard.(though i said that a few days ago) but hey, I knw how to practise self-discipline okay! Trust me, I'VE SAID IT, I'LL DO IT YEA.

haha the big Os hasn't even started but yet I'm thinking of the Sec4 farewell and the activities after Os. haha ok I shall stop daydreaming and 'HELLO CLARA, BACK DOWN TO EARTH!'

YEA BACK TO REALITY (though I really disliked it very much) ok, I strive to achieve to the maximum I could. AND I WILL :D

UH. ok. wee,sh, ks and sy ( four trannys) and THE SMALL- HEADED ME(hehe) went to study at the airport. yea didnt really do much lah. only a few qns of maths before we were all chased out by the macs manager. weird uh. we cant study there. sucky.

hahaha so we went to MS with soooo much guilt within me and wee. hur but we shopped like nobody's business. haha yea so me and wee tried to sneak into zara w/o letting them find out but failed. and poor ks was forced not to shop inside zara by sh and sy <<>

HMM. SO i really wonder if i shld stay at home tmr to study instead of gg to sch yea. hahaha. aiyer see first lah. headache now also. as in literally headache and dizziness. hur the hot and humid weather's driving me crazy. yea help me before i faint. omg.

i shall go slp now. its late you see. nights,

you knw what? i totally give up. no more questioning, no more getting upset over matters. i'll try to be as 'happy and nonchalent and unbothered and unconcerned and phlegmatic and indifferent as i can be' = BO CHAP or whatsoever.

freaking bored.

nth's gg right for me. esp studies. yea so what yes yes i failed chem, yea yea im so happy abt that huh. it really sucks. yea and bcos of my absence from geog paper2, i have to take other ppl's avg results, wtf. so mrs khoo said i cld have done so much better than that. and yea my fault that i fell sicka nd got a virus attack huh.so ya my prelims L1R5 are gna be way high.it SUCKS.

and my mum is a freaking idiot who nags at me, and dont allow me to argue back, YEA WTF, MY FAULT THAT MY HAIR DROPS SO MUCH,. FREAKING IDIOT, SUCKER, STUPID, WHTEVR.
LIKE WHOSE FREAKING HAIR DOESNT DROP. DOESNT MAKE SENSE YEA.

YA YA NO MATTER WHAT, IM ALWAYS AT FAULT, FOR EVERY SINGLE SITUATION, IM ALWAYS AT FAULT.
YEA SORRY FOR DROPPING HAIR AND ARGUING BACK COS YOU ACCUSED ME OF PLAYING WITH MY HAIR WHEN I DID NOT EVEN TOUCH IT A SINGLE BIT,
SORRY FOR BEING LAZY TO CLEAN UP MY OWN COMP TABLE,
SORRY FOR BEING YOUR PATHETIC DAUGHTER.
DAMN.
YEA SORRY TO MYSELF FOR HAVING SUCH A KIND OF UNREASONABLE MUM, WHOSE ONLY NICE TO ME WHEN SHE'S FEELING GOOD, AND FREAKINGLY ABUSE ME WHEN SHE'S TOTALLY FEELING DOWN OR QUARRELLED WITH HER FREAKING BOYFRIEND. HELL,
THANKS MUM.

alrights im done, believe me, things are gna change.

HEHEHE. im back to blog uh. prelims are over and im super glad abt that. so im gna slack this weekend then start next week. hahaha.. went town ytd. yes, shopped for some long long time before we found a place for a meal. and i really bow down to wong jing ying for being able to shop for so long (when all of us are dying) hahaha yes and JY'S PARAGON = PENTAGON. HAHAHAHA. alrights. some random photos. zany: ok so er.. OJX! :D LOVES. in class: friends are my love!

shopping! :

I LOVE TORTOISE MANSXZSXZSXZXS!

ESPRIT

ZARA!

RANDOM:

t-net @ geylang west

OH MY BELOVED!

HOTCAKES

MY BREAKFAST! :D

wells. quite relieved that those stressful days are over. problems and problems keep occurring continuously. stress from prelims, stress from every single thing arnd me. plus many many other problems which are all solved anw. hmmm. just hope life wld be better from now.
ALRIGHT, MY MUM WNA GO KBOX WITH ME TMR HAHAH!

bored. blogging in blogger seemed so boring. hahaha. my stomach feels weird. ):

it sucks to fall sick at this point of time. how i wish i can turn back time, and return to the past. like how it all used to be.

super tired today. i really dno why but ya. had racial harmony/national/carnival day today. it was fun. more like camwhoring day than national day celebration you see. hahaha. took lotsa pics and had lots of fun wearing ethnic. (: but the costumes really made us DRIP WATER. hahaha. the songs sang by the band were great. like seriously. and i find the lil' kallang wave we did super hilarious. then its more and more camwhoring. hahaha. oh yes. we did take care of the old folks ok! hahaha.

alrights. i shall put up some pics (:


haha i knw this has nth to do with today's celebration. but hey! it's my dream wedding cake ok! and i shall climb a ladder to the top of this 3m+ cake and cut it on my wedding day. ahhahaha!


nice? hehe was taken on my grandma's bday celebration. i love them all! cousins(:


ok i knw this is random. but it is really super cute can! (:


here comes the photo! hahah taken in the toilet with retarded wee(:


jocina and me (: loves!


see bonny siqi? haha. i love you ahqi! (:


omg. look at the BEAUTIFUL SHARM. hahaha she started the day by saying,"i really cant wear a skirt!" hahaha. retarded arent she?


it's tanweenana the tortoise/monkeyface/penguin and me agn! (: loves!


see pretty cherm? hahahah loves alrights! (dont think she'll get to see this anw!)

hehe went nike sales agn. cos jy wanted to go. i went there like 5times in total. ok to be exact, ive stepped in 6times! omg can. hahaha i think the person can recognise me la. hahaha and jy said ahjia want to go. hahah guess i brought lots of customers ok! (sounds wrong) wells, i can jolly well be their spokesperson (:


SEE? (: LOVELOVE!

hahahaha.OH AND JY NEEDS TO SURVIVE ON BREAD. COS SHE SPENT 100BUCKS THIS WEEK! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.

ok im like rotting at home now can. zzz. feels so LA nw. hahhaa. ok that's my secret to my piglet at home. hehehe. ok i think im gg crazy cos its realy super bored. OK. I THINK I WILL KNOCK OUT SUPER EARLY TODAY OMG. CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW TIRED I AM?ZZZ. OK NIGHTS PPL (: (its 2146 only.zzz)