blog. feels weird to blog since i havent been touching my comp for like a few days? hahahha. boo.

friendly agnst queensway. won 61-55. hahaha. so tyco i knw. wells. nice match though. hmmm. after that. went to eat with grace sam weijia at pp mos. weijia went home and me grace sam went downtown to book chalet. wells. we took such a long bus ride. that we talked so much and we fell aslp. and in the end. we cant book the chalet. cause sam's not above 18.and neither are we haha. so me and grace decided not to waste the trip and we took bus to tamp. went cs to watch HAPPY FEET :D:D:D:D so cute :D hahah. sam joined us to watch the movie la. hahaha. PENGUINS :D

hmmmm. we smuggled lots of food in. and also bubble tea. so we ended up eating the food before the show starts. and when the show just started for a while. all the food's gone. SAM'S A BIG GLUTTON TODAY. hahahahhaha. no more jx. its sam's turn to be a glutton. heh. the show ended and we all chiong to the toilet. hahahahha. it was really super cold. esp. after walking in the heavy heavy rain when we were at downtown walking to the bus stop. brrrrrr.

so yepp. took mrt home and i didnt bath immediately when i came home. i knw it smells. but who cares. hmmm. then took a bath and watched tv. chatted on the phone with jx and sam at night till 12? yepp. now i realised im not the only one who thinks that way. hahaha. i always thought that i was the only one who have those thoughts in my brain. but it turns out that sometimes they were having the exact same thoughts as me. hahahah. alrights. i guess this is a long long post. im so lazy to blog. and im super tired after today's friendly. boo. im going to slp. byebye! nights everyone. hahahha.

oooooh. and i have like injuries on both knee caps after trying to fight for the ball today. and jx thinks it blue-black -.-

met up at sp's macs early in the morning. didnt have much appetite. so i ate half a sausage mcmuffin with egg. hmmm.wasnt really feeling well when we were on the way to mss for friendly. i vomited the half burger out just before the second quater.haaa. nice feeling.3quaters of game with us leading 39-25. wanted to play longer. but we had indoors fitness. it was tough at first(esp the stairs!). but was fun in the end la. hahaha. TRUST TRUST TRUST :D:D heh.

hahaa. went sp to eat. but me and grace were too addicted to cards and we started playing all sorts of games. heh. im still pro-er than her! hahaha. =P hmm. went expo for adidas warehouse sales. i was aching all the while. had a few rests. hmmm. didnt bother to really shop for stuffs. but we were there for a long long time.. hahaha. headed home then. and wells. i still have not grab a bite ever since that half burger which i puked out. hahaa. came home and went to court to shoot and play 2on2 with teng, her brother and ivan. went home and bath. so shiok. cooked noodles to eat. heh. and and and i had carrot cake. i feel like a glutton. i was so bloated la. hahahhaa. slacking at home currently.

boo. i realised ive got lots and lots of things that i want to buy. hahaha. and and and and and! i have not started revision. OH NO OH NO OH NO. =/

hahah. btw.. class chalet was fun and dramatic! hahahah :D:D

heh. wan :D

heh. back to post. today's full of ups and downs.but everything's back to normal again. and IM SO GLAD :D:D:D
heeee. now im so addicted to A1's 'heaven by your side'. i knw the song is kind of old. but its NICE :D:D:D

"Heaven By Your Side" - A1
you and i, cannot hide
the love we feel inside
the words we need to say.
i feel that i
have always walked alone.
but now that you're here with me
there'll always be a place that i can go.
suddenly our destiny has started to unfold.
when you're next to me, i can see
the greatest story love has ever told.
now my life is blessed with the love of an angel.
how can it be true.
somebody to keep the dream alive,
the dream i found in you.
i always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me.
but when we touch,
i realise,
that i found a place in heaven by your side.

i could fly,
when you smile.
i'd walk a thousand miles,
to hear you call my name.
now that i have finally found the one
who will be there for me, eternally,
my everlasting sun.
suddenly our destiny has started to unfold.
when you're next to me, i can see
the greatest story love has ever told.
now my life is blessed with the love of angel.
how can it be true.
somebody to keep the dream alive,
the dream i found in you.
i always thought love would be the strangest thing to me.
but when we touch,
i realise,
that i found a place in heaven by your side.

heaven by your side.
heaven by your side.
heaven by your side.
when you're next to me, i can see
the greatest story love has ever told.
now my life is blessed with the love of an angel.
how can it be true.
somebody to keep the dream alive,
the dream i found in you.
i always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me.
but when we touch,
i realise,
that i found my place in heaven by your side.
now my life is blessed with the love of an angel,
heaven by your side.
somebody to keep the dream alive,
the dream i found in you.
i always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me.
but when we touch,
i realise,
that i found a place in heaven by your side.

hahaha. im seriously addicted. heh.
i cried so much today.but i bet you aren't feeling any better than me. i understand how tired you are, so i wont blame you for losing your temper. both of us were at fault. so we cant blame each other.jx is right. its all about giving and taking. whtevr it is, we need to sort out things tgt. we'll overcome any obstacle that stands in our way. hand in hand :D:D:D wan. mwahs :D

hehheh. back to post. kind of lazy to blog la. didnt even check my tagbaord. haha. just came online for like less than an hour then went offline. hee. just seemed like there's nothing much on the net la. haa.

hmmm. i am like super tired. and i seriously don knw why. not like today's training's very tough. quite slack la.hhahaa. maybe i have the mentality that its last day of extended studies. 3weeks passed so quickly. hahahhaa. its been tiring. but fun bridging in class. heh.and i have the thinking that its time for a break. hahahha. i don knw why la. though mrs lim said that shouldnt be the case. but WHO CARES. make me come back for 3weeks and still don let me rest a while during the hols? hello im like human la. human needs REST. even machines need to rest la. BOOO. i was so super agitated when mrs lim made that speech early in the morning. SPOIL MY DAY. idiot.

hahahhaa. training was slack slack slack. jus that i need to practise more on that move. hahah. JIAYOU TK :D:D:D

hmmmm. phone died on me la! LOW BATT LOW BATT LOW BATT.. then after training. LOW BATT LOW BATT LOW BATT..NO BATT. hurrrrr. wth. i hate that. boo. came home and charged my phone. finally. hahahhaha. bought food and watched tv. slack at home. feel like slping hahahaha. so damn bloody tired. ooh. my aunt called me and ask if i wan to work for my uncle. for ehhhh. 3days. in december.hahahahahha. i said im not sure. wells. easy but not easy job. sometimes just sit in the car while he delivers the things. sometimes i deliver it. to some high high office buildings. HURRRR. I DON LIKE. hahahha. tried it many times before. but still scared. hahahaha .=/

alrights. going to rest alr. hahaha. bye!

hahaha. alrights back to blogging. heh. i was just wondering if i have gone mad. i actually accidentally hit my head against something for more than 10+ times. am i mad or am i mad? hurhur. then ehhh. ohhhhh. hahah. my phone. or rather my brother's phone. rolled down half the staircase. hahahah.told you i am insane. ahhahaha/

alright. more to say im careless. and i don knw how to take care of my belongings and that i am clumsy to actually have my head bumped against something for 10++ times. heh. so today's lesson was BORING. its cards cards cards all day long. bridge bridge bridge. daidee daidee daidee. hahahaha. more than half of 3e8 are now officially professional CARD PLAYERS.but wait. is PROFESSIONAL CARD PLAYERS. not HABITUAL GAMBLERS. see the difference? yepp. so people, stop saying as if we are HABITUAL GAMBLERS. we just PLAY CARDS. we don GAMBLE. yayy. hahahhaaa. so stop saying our class opened a gambling den. its just a place to play cards while we wait for lesson times to pass at a faster rate. LOL.

hahahhaha. so played cards after schh. then was chased out of our classroom and me and jx went to lunch at the coffee shop opp. our sch. BUT we were so irritated by the BEES. yuck! went day and night and then i took a bus home. yay home sweet home. alright.

hmmm. i smell. cause i have not bath. hahahhaha. probably going vivo later. not sure if teng's going. hahahahaha. if not i shall stay at home and rot rot rot. HEEEE.

i seriously think i am insane. HAAA.

ilu :D:D
how i wish i can stop the time whenever i please.
then everyday will just be like yesterday :D
happy moments together :D:D

hahahaha. i so wonder what am i thinking right now. countless thoughts in my brain. so disorganised. and i seriously don knw what im thinking about. everything just comes in and out of my brain.hahhaa. now my mind is blank. maybe it has gone haywire? hahaha

i don knw how to describe. like suddenly i think of this, then the next second i think of that. and before i knw it, there's another thing in my brain. i almost went mad. then too many things floating around in my brain and in a split second, everything's gone and my mind is blank. and for some time, i couldnt rmb what i was thinking about a moment ago. hahahha. you knw. STM LAAAAAA.yep.and someone dont believe that i cant rmb a single thing.

HMM. ALRIGHT. i shall stop blogging. my mother, who made me so gan jiong and paraniod over my phone msges, is now SCREAMING at me to go eat some stupid watermelon. WTH. and she's asking me who am i talking to. YA. IM TALKING TO MY BLOG. -.- paraniod mum's scared that im talking to ahem. whatever.

wth. i just got a scare. i thought my mum wanted to read my msges when she told me i've got a msg.then i hurry up chiong in the rm. and realise the msg was from huimin. SCARE THE HELL OUT OF ME. i think ive got a phobia alr. piang,

alright. cant blog much. hahahaha. byebye. PAO BU-ING TMR!

haha. back to post eh. hmmm. bad bad suay suay day today. hai.felt so embarrassed to break down in front of them. thought i could hold back my tears. boo.
hmmm. had physics spa practical. it SUCKED BIG TIME. i totally couldnt concentrate and i think ive misread the question. oh WELL DONE CLARA. boo.

hmmm. recess-ed with a sulky face and no appetite. but i managed to finish a plate of beehoon. hmm. then chem and amath lessons. began to realise that if i sulk, i would be affecting the ppl around me. so i decided to put a smile on my face.though its a bit fake.

heh. changed after sch and slack a while before walking to geylang serai cc for trng. wasnt rly tough except the first part. wonder how many did we do in total. hahaha. then nice trng! hahaha. no suicides at all. yay. haha. hmmm. yep. that's it.

went to eat with jx and sam. hah.took bus home. and yep talked on the phone. hahaha. my mummy's driving me crazy.... BOOO.

i don knw. i thought i could hold back. but when you called me this morning, i cried. ON THE BUS. bleah. i went to sch. and thought i could hold back my tears too.. so i had to play ball to stop myself from thinking. but still, i started crying super badly when i sat down and you pals asked me what happened. i rly don knw what should i do.sinyi youre right, i must be strong.there's no more tears for me anymore. its time i pick myself up and try to face the prob. crying doesnt help. it will just affect the people around me. so i shld just put a smile on my face. it might be very fake. but who cares.as long as it doesnt affect the ppl around me, it doesnt matter.i just don wan to give up now. sigh. whtevr it is,my feelings for you would not change. wan.