Hi ppl.
Thanks guys/bros/sis for all the reminders for my meals ah. Hahaha. I had like lots of reminders to eat today. Hahaha.

so to start off my post, I shall give all of you a reward.
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NAH! taken by weichang.


Then this was almost a week ago, studying with wee, my ONE AND ONLY (:

Oh and this pic! haha, at Sing Post coffee bean (:

Today! At KLP's coffee bean. Omg. These chilren are so cute esp the girl (:


Oh no, what if ppl think I'm a pervertic stalker. Shit.
Hahaha and thanks ppl. I'm feeling a lot better cos I rmbed my medication. Haha.

Okay I really think I'm super cute when I was young. See evidence!

On my dno which birthdya :DDDD

This was also my birthday. Got date as evidence. But I dno how old I was. CUTE HOR.


This was during Wanning's birthday. I think we were so cute when we were in kindergarten. NOW ALSO :D


Oh! then I took the cable ski photos from Kahhui's facebook alr :D
Girls@ECP aft cable ski :D

My best doubles partner :D

We paid attention to the instructor okay!

Me, Ziying, Huisan, Shanmin :D BEFORE SKI!

Me, Huisan, Ruby and Shan!

Queueing up for our turn :DDDD see jocina, vyl, me, huisan, shanmin, etc.

San waited for me to fall from my double skis and we swam back tgt. hahahahahah.

Just got on the knee board!

Then Ziying joined me on it and we were partners for the doubles ride!

OMG, look at the colour diff between us! Faints.


This was the Eighteen Chefs pics :D

Ruby and I were writing on the fridge. Hahaha.

Admiring our art piece! HOHOHO.

Our long long receipt!

LOOK AT THE YUMMYLICIOUS FOODDDDDDDDD :DDDDDDD

our ART PIECE :)

On a closer look! HAhaha just our names. We wrote for others too :D


Ok last but not least ppl, I'm gna reward you guys agn..
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NAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. OKAY SORRY HOPE YOU ALL DON'T GET NIGHTMARE OKAY. IF YOU ALL EVER DO, GO SCOLD WONG JING YING COS IT'S HER CUTE PICTURE HOHOHOHOHOHO.

Sigh, I shld stop being reliant on medication.
I knw, I'll be fine.
Optimism for everything! :D

Okay currently broke like hell! nvm, I wasted one whole day today alr. Shall not waste more time. BYEBYE. OH YAAAAAAAAAAA. SIAWEIJIA SURPRISINGLY JOINED US TODAY FOR DINNER. HAHA.

BYEBYE.

I thought I've sorta recovered, so I went back to sch this morning.
Only to find myself feeling nauseous and having headaches agn.
What exactly is wrong with me?
Doctor said it was some virus attack, and also due to stress.
But I haven't been in sch for 2days alr. Shldn't I feel better?
I even missed OP presentation and I totally felt shitty abt it. Cos it's not as if i wanted to miss it, but I really cldn't make it. And it's not as if I didn't inform anyone, yet I got scolded by my grp member, saying that its very irresponsible of me to only inform the teacher, and not them. But I did inform them, didn't I? I'm sorry that it was quite a last min information, but I really cldn't crawl out of bed that particular morning and that was when I decided i cldnt make it to school.
Okay, I really dno la. Don't wna explain so much anymore. Believe it or not, up to him.

Today, didnt go for Double econs and GP consultation. I was feeling really uncomfortable during chem remedial so I went home aft that.
Okay I'm tired and feeling unwell, so I'm gg to slp now cos mugging still continues no matter what.

Gdnight and gdbye ):

Okay, wth. I fell ill. Consulted a doc this morning with my mum accompanying me. If not you wait LONG LONG LONG LONG I also won't go. Hahaha. So many ppl told me to take good care of myself and don't fall sick (cos I think I look very lethargic), and then I nv listen then ta-dahhhhhhh! hoho. GG alr la me. Sick at this kind of wrong time :/

Med is YUCKS but I still have to eat them. Life goes on. Pw, mug, slp. Soon soon I'll be free. I've got dates on alr okay! hehe. So looking forward can! Okay, I really sound very high. A new after effect for medication?
I think I'm mad. Hahaha, Addicted to 梁静茹's songs!
So nice and cute this song.

都可以随便的
你说的我都愿意去
小火车摆动的旋律
都可以是真的
你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你

细腻的喜欢
毛毯般的厚重感
晒过太阳熟悉的安全感
分享的汤
我们两支汤匙一个碗
左心房暖暖的好保暖

我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要

都可以随便的
你说的我都愿意去
回忆里满足的旋律
都可以是真的
你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你

细腻的喜欢
你手掌的厚实感
什么困难都觉得有希望
我哼着歌
你自然的就接下一段
我知道暖暖就在胸膛

我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要

我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
从来都很低调
自信心不高
爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要

我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要

我也希望变更好

I got 2days MC for goodness sake. Tmr got OP presentation leh, how? Okay, I shall see how. If not as bad as today alr I'll go to sch, OP impt. Okay WTS, my knee hurts as usual. Now my ankle is hurting for no good reason! I really think I old alr :/
I'm coughing and yet still not taking note of my diet. Cool huh. Okay whatever Clara, shut up. I'm still so happy abt it -.-

Bye world. Off to mug. Think meeting wee to mug.
Hmmm okay seeya.

Studied at pp with Wee today. NOT PRODUCTIVE. I only finished a bit ):
I feel so sad.

Hahaha I feel a bit bad cos I sort of ps Weichang today. Supposed to go klp to study but ended up gg to PP with Wee and so I left him alone in KLP. haha, wanted to trick that antisocial guy out to pp but decided to be nice. HAH.

Saw Shihua and Siewchi. Went off at 6plus for dinner with Mum and Uncle Roger and Lisze&family. Claypot rice. Yummmmmmy. Didnt eat much though Had cheesecake and peanut butter bread before that alr. So yep.

Aiya, die la. Must complete chem by tmr leh. Tues got MCQ test on everything. Faints.
And guess what, I'm still watching tv now OMG. KILL ME PLS.
Okay I shall listen to Papaya and switch off my comp, but not my phone pls. Hahaha.
Unfair, papaya saw a pair of super cute and hyper angmoh twins. Shit la, why didn't they appear in front of me instead. Nvm, I saw a super cute and fair li'l boy too. WITH BIG EYES. Awww cute uh!

Okay. wth! Im tempted to pon sch tmr ):
and OMG, I haven't done OP slides. Die. Hahaha.
Okay I shall do it before switching off the comp BYE.

夕阳快消失了
像一颗心沉入海底
投入灼热的光影
对话都结束了
胸口的悸动还没停
今天我更喜欢你
好想独占这距离
你的小心 我的呼吸
谁会先鼓起勇气

如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的你的孩子气
和笑眯眯 陪我未来的风雨
如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的我的好心情
心电感应 让所有的心愿不怕来不及

人群都散去了
你鼻尖微湿的汗滴
蒸发在我的体温
好想独占这距离
你的小心 我的呼吸
谁会先鼓起勇气

如果我们能在一起
你的天使会比以前爱美丽
会更美丽 就像函馆的夜景
如果我们能在一起
唱一首歌会比以前有感情
心有灵犀 就连太平洋也静静在聆听

如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的你的孩子气
和笑眯眯 陪我未来的风雨
如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的我的好心情
心电感应 让所有的心愿不怕来不及
如果我们能在一起
你的天使会比以前爱美丽
会更美丽 就像函馆的夜景
如果我们能在一起
唱一首歌会比以前有感情
心有灵犀 就连太平洋也静静在聆听

I'm happy somehow hehhhhhh (((((((:

Okay. I think my blog is getting more and more boring. Hmm, I think. More and more stressful instead HAHA.

Okay. So today went KLP to mug with Weichang. Productive I shld say? Haha, he left at 6 for trng and then in his msg, he said I look fierce just now.Omg.. I think I really looked very stressed.Okay I am very stressed la. I continued mugging till like 950 before Mummy and Uncle Roger came to fetch me home.

I am so dead. Left with a week and I'm still nowhere near finishing revision ):
Came home and I WATCHED TV ):
Kill me pls. What the hell am I doing.Sigh..

I am super stresseddddddddd ):
INTENSIVE MUGGING IS ON TMR.
Sigh, when everyone's having fun with Mid-Autumn festival, I must be mugging.
I want my lanterns ):
Nvm, perservere Clara! In abt 2weeks time, you're free to do whatever you want.
Gym, ikea, movie, shopping, sleeping, balling, SLACKING, etc.
So shall give it my all for this last week of mugging. Jiayou :D

Okay, shan't continue further.
I'm a prune! Hahaha, I wna find a better and cuter fruit ^^
And, I studied till I forgot to take my lunch and dinner today YET AGN. Hardcore mugger eh? LOL.
Alright, gdnight world. loves :D
Anyhow, thanks for encouragement (:

It's a good thing to find out, isn't it?

Anw, I feel guilty. Haven't been mugging ytd. Today only read half of alkanes. Gna finish up alkanes I guess. Tmr think camp somewhere to study ba. Dno where. Who wna join me, just phone me! Lol, I need my reminders for meals. I've either been forgetting my meals cos I forgot the time while studying, if not I just don't feel like eating. No good no good. Gastric acted up. Sigh!

Gosh. It's so tiring, played ball today. Last time before PROMOs. Aft promos, it's just playing time! (:
Ahhh. so much injuries. Ball hit my head (like I'm not stupid enough), fingers sprained (right hand somemore), and the worse of all, my knee has been hurting so much today esp aft playing w/o knee guard. Few times that it got stuck and I had to spend some time straightening it. Sigh USELESS KNEE. Aft promos, conditioning will be done. confirm chop chop. now concentrate promos first. Haha.

Aiyah, why am I so useless and always screw things up. Shit la.
Gdnight world.

I can't stand it but I have to. Mugging like mad. I wasn't even this serious when mugging for O's. Rather, I had quite some fun then.

What abt now?

I tell you, it sucked to feel so stress and having to worry abt getting retained. If I ever do, I'm gna keep to the pact that Wee and I made. GO POLY AND TAKE COURSE OF OUR OWN CHOICE.

Sigh, been out mugging these few days. From day light, till sun sets. always reach home either close to 10 or aft 10. How I wished I was this hardworking in sec sch. haha. KLP is one of my fav hangouts now. Coffeebean/Starbucks/Subway. How I wished I can go up to the arcade/kbox/cinema/KALLANG ICE WORLD. I feel so zzz now that I go klp to mug. Big Sighhhhhhhhhh.

Was at KLP agn just now. Wanted to mug alone, then xh came. Chased her away to another table. Then she joined me agn aft some intensive mugging. Then WeiChang came and joined us. Mugged and finally completed what I wanted. Then ended up talking while studying, with all the lame things. And we started staring at the baby who wore a tigger outfit. Super cute.WeiChang said he wanted a baby aft NS and then our discussions were on babies. hahaha I want babies too (:

Homed at abt 9plus i think. LOL. Tired but I knw there's more coming. I shall hang on. In abt 2 weeks time, I'll be free (: 23rd to 26th Sept. I end earlier cos no physics. Plus geog and chem same day. spell D-I-E.

I'm gg to slp soon. Surprisingly, my eyes are wide open. However, my brain is telling me,"I need some rest if not I'm not gna work for you tmr."

Wong just told me that she's gna die soon, so if she ever did, she wants me to know that she loves me (:
Jiayou, you can do it. Just a bit more to go (:

You know what? I just became a fruit today -.-
A prune. Lol.
Random. Gdnight world.

It's time to put the fullstop down.

KLP starbucks today with Wong. Funny day. I did her chinese, she did my AQ. haha. then to Chem mugging, somehow my chem mugging is proceeding very slowly. OMG. HOWWWWW.
AND..

GEOG IS DRIVING ME CRAZY. ESP THE ASSIGNMENTS. WTH.
Its like 2.17am now and Im not aslp?! why?! bcos of geog assignment which i completely forgot all abt it. like wth! Sigh. Dont care alr. Gg to sch to copy the 2nd assignment. I did the first one alr okay.

Sigh, I wna find my bestest friend back. I havent been getting enough of my bestest recently AGN. I'm sooo falling sick soon, which I totally cant afford it cos of Promos which is in 2weeks time OMG OMG. Im so unprepared can. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. BIG SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Stressed.

I think I shld stop getting so stressed up, cos I scared pimples will keep popping out. YUCK. WTH am I doing now when I have decided to stop work! I think I shld just go slp for the pathetic 3.5hours. Save me from the long day tmr pls. and I still need to mug and mug aft sch. shit. But the good thing is I'll see Wong and Wee tmr! Hahaha, stupid Wong, criticise my taste. I mean somehow, it's sooo diff today. I like cannot is it! Hahaha.

I feel so happy today, and I realised my cheeks are burning. WTH. okay good, it's burning fats, so I dont even need face lifting cream! Hahaha. Shit I'm getting nonsensical at this time of the day. Which actually means I'm really tired so I'm blabbering nonsense now. Okay, that's all. BYEEEEEEE ^^
I'm excited to meet my bestest soon. Though its only for 3.5hours -.-

I'M SUPER SUPER STRESSED.STRESSED. STRESSED.

I NEED TO DE-STRESS. BUT I SHALL PERSERVERE AND DESTRESS AFT PROMOS.
I need to hide in one quiet corner in Singapore and do my own revision. That corner must include food and gd ambience for productive revision. I have been mugging, but I seriously think not hardcore enough, not productive enough.

I'm feeling the pressure. Esp, with such a kind of midyr results, I must put in extra effort. That's when I feel the extra pressure. I guess, I really need to learn how to relax myself, esp when exams are nearing. Why can't I just be smarter? Sigh. I'm super tensed up. 我应该学会怎样放轻松， 特别在考试来临的时候, 否则我会死得很惨。我很想死掉算了。

So pressurised. Luckily pdp stopped trng now I got soooo much more time for revision.. PW is sooooo much work. But we're gna redo one good WR this sunday, 7am @ changi airport T3 all the way until we finish. Then revision! Sigh, okay okay, I'm gna at least complete most of my chem revision by this weekend, I don't care. Dont slp also must complete.

And I'm sooooo gna go kbox-ing, movie marathoning, gymming, balling, EVERYTHING-ING. I DONT CARE. AFT PROMOS. SOON. I END ON 26TH SEPT MORNING. HEHEHEHE.

Okay shall go back to study. Okay, maybe I shld slp. then wake up early for revision tmr. See how la. Byeee. !@#$%^&

changed a bag to bring out today.
from my total 90 nike team bag, to my black/red sling bag.
Only to find some items inside. Esp that bag of letters.

I thought that I shld be brave and read them all over agn.
I conquered them, with tears no doubt.
But then agn, I'm glad I did.
It proves that I'm able to face it bravely now,
able to start all over agn.

Reminiscence still stays,
but I'm no longer the old me.
Friendships are what matter most to me right now.
For life, my dears (:

Can we turn back time?
If I've known earlier abt the consequences that we'll be facing,
I wldn't have let it started at all,
Though I'm glad for the good times we shared.
Losing a friendship is too much to bear.
I want our friendship back.
You promised we'll revert back to being good friends even aft the inevitable right?

Friends, studies, bball.
Mugging like crazy now.
No time to ponder abt other things.
I'm stressed.
Too stressed in fact. I'm soooo gg crazy, gg berserk.
I'm gna faint and break down and cry.
PROMOS.

Overdue pics!

This were our shirts before the exchange. my 0848126!

Hahaha here's some unglam pics of Ruby Phong!

Okay these are the unglam pics of Wee and Wong when we had dinner at Xin Wang's HK Cafe at MS with my mum!

Fight for mango ice :D

LOVES.

CUTE RIGHT HAHAHAHA.

My YUAN YANG.

yummy!

Can they be more spastic than ever.

cute hor my tanweenana.

GAYESTEST.

Then here are some pics for Staff Day celebrations.

Michelle, Mavis, Ms Tng, Gf.

Our beloved chem tcher/ CT.

My cute GF, phoebe.

Michelle playing chubby bunny. 10marshmallows omg.

MY FLOWER.

AINT THIS CUTE! CARAMEL CORN..

THEN back to my all-time fav, TKGS! i only have this for now. More pics up soon alright (: when i get them.

These are some of my 2e6'05 classmates.

Ruby Phong and I AFT CABLE SKI. SO TANNED!

Sunday was Nike+Human Race. Omg we completed, hardly stopping! Knee was hurting quite badly during the run, as if it's gna give way anytime, But thanks to Shan and San for their encouragement, and waiting for me, I managed to perservere and complete the whole race! We completed it within 1hr 10min plus I THINK. not sure. Then xh was waiting for us at the finishing pt. Haha and I saw gf! her ankle was hurting ): oh and grace, aiyah. I saw a lot of ppl like EUNICE CHUAH HAHAHA.

Dinner at Xin Wang HK Cafe (yes agn!) Then Comex Fair then homed! Hahaha.

San and I aft Nike +Human Race.

Ruby looked eager while ordering food.

Dave, Lek, Cs, San, Shan and me!

Us agn, yes (:

Eunice and I :D

yes us agn, at NUM changin room!

That's abt all. Okay to end off my post,

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NAHHHHHHHHHHHH THE CUTEST THING ON EARTH :D

sorry this post just for updatin some pics of mine. Hahaha, more photos to come soon!

And really got a lot of silent readers and anonymous ppl. The blog hits are increasing day by day, but tags = 0

Hahaha, fine dont care. At least I knw Im not blogging for myself cos this is supposedly a public blog. Tsk.

Alright, I'm feeling quite tired. Aft today's unproductive mugging. SUCKS LA. IM TOTALLY NOT FOLLOWING MY TIMETABLE. sigh, why can't I just be more disciplined. kills myself.

Alright, that's all for now. Gdnight ta-ta!

Woke up so early today! Met San at Mrt station and went over to Bedok to meet Ruby, Ziying and Shan. Over to ECP for CABLE SKI! :D Yay, then met KahHui, ShiMin there. Oh Jocina, Vyl, Xiaoxuan, etc. So many ppl :D

Well shall not elaborate on it but it's really fun. 4hrs under the sun really made me SUPER BLACK. OMGGGGGGGG. I wanted to be tan, but not thisssssssssss tan. And I'm a lil sunburnt on my shoulders. hahah. I got the lifevest tan now leh! OMG. Nvm forget it. I'm gna turn fair cos 1mth no trng. Though it's hard for me to turn fair, but it's okay. hahaha. I like to be tan, but not too tan can alr. Hmmm. OH YA. Tmr still got Nike Human Race! I think it's sooooo cool. Diff ppl in the world are all running at the same time :D yayy, oh my previous serial no is 0848126, but then i changed my size from women's M size to men's S size, so my serial no also change to 0761041. Not bad not bad. start from 7! :D

Oh wells. then bath and ate lunch. then homed. Super tired. Then met Gays at SP to study for a while then went over to Wong's hse to BBQ! hahaha she was our maid of the day! :D okay, as usual, we chatted and updated sia so much that she didnt knw abt. HAHAHAH. and that SUPER CHIO PIC OF WONG JINGYING, I SHALL SHOW YOU ALL SOME OTHER DAY OKAY! (:

Went for Selegie beancurd at 11. Reach home at like 1145 or smth. Hahaha my mummy never scold ^^ OKAY I'M CRAVING FOR BEANCURD NOW. DOU HUAAAAAAAAAA ^^

aiyah fine, I'm starting to fall aslp. Omg, I keep falling aslp today. on the bus and while studying. Hahaha it's sooooo tiring la. okay whatever la. Off to watch my show. TA-TA! ^^

Okay! Great day today (:

Firstly, I woke up feeling quite energetic. lol YA RIGHT. i slept at 4am and woke up at 6am can. wth. Then to sch for celebrations. Mass dance for ACES day. Then off to civics class room for mini party! Hahaha pratically just ate and chatted and laughed :D
Michelle played chubby bunny AND STUFFED 10MARSHMALLOWS inside her mouth. omg. pics up next time when I get them.

Packed up and went audi for celebrations. There were 11marshmallows left so I decided I wna break michelle's record. Started off well. 5 was diffcult. I STOPPED AT 7 AND CANNOT CLOSE MY MOUTH. so i puked everything out HAHAHAH. Pics up next time. I think it's damn disgusting.Celebrations were alright. then ended at 10am. Went to collect practice papers. Then waited for Sherm and went back to tk with gf, kow and sherm. Chionged up to the hall cos they were super high up there! then did tk philosophy cheer! :D Saw so many ppl, i.e. Jx, Grace, Sam, 4e8 ppl. 2e6ppl, netballers, etc. So nice :D Oh we did TK anthem. I miss TK rap and TK rock too.

TK philosophy:
Hey everybody we're from TKG
and this is our philosophy
It ain't no matter who we fight
We don't shiver and we don't fear
With TK spirit we'll do no wrong
We'll show our courage and beat them all
so we dare to come and fight
cos TK will never lose our pride

YO TK LET"S DO IT!

We're gonna boom, shake shake shake the floor
We're gonna boom, shake shake shake the walls
We're gonna boom, shake shake shake this place
Come on everybody let's shake it up!
So let's get get get on down
We're gonna get get get on down, you bet
We're gonna get get get on down
We're gonna get get get on down, all right!
:D

Then played arnd, chatted arnd, took pics! :D I miss TK sooooooo much, Oh and we saw Ms Yeo our all-time fav! :D she rmbed us and took pic though she was in a rush. Haha. Then aft that went to Katong with Jy wee grace. Then siqi joined us soon. had lunch at the nelson tan's place. hahhaha. Oh well. sooo gossipy la we all. From jy, to grace to wee to me. AND FINALLY BFFBALDY. hahaha. Then met teng and homed. Slept from 3 to 6. and then went town to meet jy sia wee. Walked arnd and as usual la, fun! :D

Tmr morning there's cable ski and then bbq at jy's place at night. Yay, I seriously lack slp nowadays. How canI do this to my all-time bestest friend?! I miss you bestest, I swear I'll make it up to you during Sept hols (next week :D), I'll get enough of slp :D

okay, tired. bye for now!

AHHHH, CHEM SPA TMR. DOUBLE WEIGHTAGE!

OH YES. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAPHUISAN AKA XIEZHI-GE! :D

OKAY, SERIOUSLY, IDK WHAT'S WRONG WITH PPL IN MY FAMILY NOWADAYS.ESP MY BROTHER TODAY, HE'S TOTALLY BEING A FREAKING ASSHOLE. LET ME TELL YOU, MY BROTHER IS AN ASSHOLE. HE SUCKS. SUCH A PAIN IN THE ASS.

and wth la, Ms Ang said I injured my PCL ):
But to a small extent only I supposed. What is the world coming to. Sigh.
Bye.

so tired! Trng was okay la. Talked abt our future team hahaha. Ended arnd 8.40 then changed and went opp to have dinner with san ruby shan and guanjie. then aft that chiong home lo. reached abt 10plus. lethargic can!

sigh, volleyball caused me to have one blueblack near my finger, and one on my wrist. Don't ask me why the position so weird cos I also dno why I can hit those areas. LOL fine I'm lousy at it but who cares! Hahaha.

Oh ya! I was staring at Han Ziying's hair during chem and math lect. She nv tie and it's soooo long and soft. Omg sooooo nice.. my hair is not as long as hers la. But soon it will be, my hair is growing so fast now I think it won't take long before it reaches her length. It wld have been her length if I didn't cut that 2.5inches during june hols. Damn it. Nvm! HAN ZI YING I LIKE YOUR HAIR LA! HAHA and I went crazy and sang 'I don't wna miss a thing' with her. Oh man, DAVID COOK'S VERSION IS NICER THAN AEROSMITH'S :D

Okay, so tired. Time for me to go slp soon! Slp is my bestest friend for now. Been feeling lethargic these few days, okay, I mean weeks! And I feel so dead for my promos. Cant afford to retain sia. Sian, think I'm falling sick ): All the symptoms are showing one by one. Yucks ):

Alright I wna go meet my bestest now. Goodnight ppl. Sweet dreams of ME (:
TATA! ;D

Sia la, havent been updating but oh wells. It's okay. Nth much la. These few days were just like normal days except that we didnt train ytd. We went over to Cat High for some clinic thing. Sia la, we got cheated can. Shld have trained.. but nvm the no.10 is sooooo small and short and cute! ooooh, and the no14 of slingers. DAO QIANG BU RU ^^

hahah. Today was sch then tm with san ruby xh. lol, freaky stuff happened omg. And sian I talked to F. Tong today lor. Need to give letter and proof abt my hair soon. TMD so suay today. He wants proof and letter that my hair colour is bcos of bball under sun and swimming. he wants to see my sec sch pic as proof. this is shit. sigh, dont care la.

AHHH I haven't been studying for promos. How! omg I feel like crying can. less than 5 weeks left omg i feel so stressed and sad and scared!rahhhh. and and I wna kill xh alr! all my unglam photos in her phone sia! Always take unglam pics of me.. omg faints. i am gg to snatch her phone one day and delete all and send the nice ones to my phone (:

okay, im tired. Study soon. Who wna study can ask me! I need hardcore mugging. and yes I might be seeing gays this sat! lurbe lurbe euu aLl worxzczxczx!

hehe.gdnight! ta-ta!:D

You're not useless and it's not that you're not good enough.
It's not your problem, it's just me.
I've got so much things to think and worry abt, so much to take into consideration
I can't make rash decisions anymore, I need to take everything into account.
Cos I don't wna end up hurting you, and neither wld I wna end up hurting myself.
Time is all I ask for. But I promise I'll consider.