zzz. my post is gone. ZZZ. oh wells. hahaha. forget it im lazy to type alr. haha byebye.

haha. lastly, a pic i took with my cousin at the wedding dinner we attended last sat.



prettaye (:

i feel so dumb.
as in really DUMB. ok. MUTE.
didnt really talk much at sbc. and i dont knw why? hahhaa. maybe its gd. hahah can concentrate on watching the matches perhaps? hee.

headache in the afternoon but ok at night. lessons in sch is PURE BORING. but had to force myself to listen. so i was telling myself to look at the teacher and listen, but all i knw was that i was stoning and staring at the teacher the next minute. nth went in. esp physics. seemed like ALIEN LANGUAGE to me la. hee. i better buck up and mug hard. i'm ga show improvement this term! im determined (; (but whether i can do it or not is another matter. HEHE)

ok. just felt like blogging today. probably bcos i didnt talk much just nw? maybe avrg of 10-15 short sentences per hr? yep. hahaha.and i found out smth. talking makes ppl tired. BUT not talking makes ppl even MORE tired. cos you just sit there and stone. although i can rest my mouth. but guess my mouth rested too much until i was lazy to open and talk at the end of the day. HAHAHA. what weird logic. but HEY it applies to ME (:

alrights. havent complete my physics self test and my amaths TRY questions. i shall complete it now then! hee.

came home from sch to bath and change and chionged down to pp to meet jx. had to cab there. bought macs and went for tuition. had lunch while we had tuition. hahaha.mrs ng is funny. then went to pp after tuition to shop while we wait for wee,dumb, sh and ks. me and jx waited for 1hr+ before we met wee. damn bloody tired by then. then sh came and made us wish her happy birthday. zzz. jx and i didnt stay for long? yepp. went home after i bought dinner for my mummy.

i've made the biggest mistake ever ytd. luckily things are normal agn. or else i really dont knw what i'll do. i'll probably regret it my whole life.

blame it on me. i was too rash in making decisions. i actually let anger controlled me. and i actually did some foolish stuffs. but im seriously glad that everything's fine and back to normal. ((: really.

kept sneezing in class. but im ok now. hahaha. i used up so many pieces of tissues. and i think my nose was red like the reindeer's. hahaha. sneezed until i was super tired. and i really wanted to slp ok. and i seriously think ms johara is pms-ing for the past weeks. zzz. but threatening is no use to us la ok. oh wells.

i just realised i forgot to bring my maths txtbk home. zz. nvm shall complete my work first.hahhaha. oh wells. anw.
happy 18th birthday sohhwee!((:

ive yet to complete all my hols work.left heymath stuffs and physics and chem. so i think i'll try to finish everything by today if i can. then i can start revising w/o having to worry abt anything (:

hahaha. i feel so not guai.cos i havent been mugging )): only chiong-ing all my hmwk. i dont want to leave everything to the last minute la. hahaha. alrights. urgh. i feel super tired. slept at abt 1plus and woke up at 10. but i still tired. hahaha. i feel so pig :x

alrights. shall start to do my hmwk soon!
disappointed.
do you knw actually knw how i feel or what i want?
i dont think so.

one sec motivated. one sec disappointed. what's the pt.

)):

hahaha nw at my ahma's hse. im like ROTTING/DECOMPOSING/FU LAN-ING. blah blah. hahahhaha,. had dinner. and nw my little cousins are asking me to go play badminton with them. hahha. oh wells. lazy to. hahhaa.

damn sian. did amath and chinese compo this morning. hahaha BORED. and i realised that there's heats tmr.and i totally forgot abt it. boo. hmm. ok la. i shall stop blogging. haha. byebye.

hahaha. ok. im seriously rotting at home.
jx just told me she rot until she became emo.

hahaha. im like BORED BORED BORED.

oh wells. guess ive gt to complete my hwk before i can start revising my work. OH SHUCKS. i havent memorise my mo xie. DIE DIE DIE. ok forget it. i'll do that after ive completed my hwk. then i'll revise. hurhur. die la.

im like so craving for my SHILIN. haha.

hohohoho. im bored. hahaha. i shall update as according to sam who said my blog is died. ok. i knw i didnt update for a long time. oh wells. busy collecting angbaos during chinese new yr hols.

er fcuk. my mum is getting on my nerves. naggin me everyday. OLVL'S COMING. OLVL'S COMING. not that i dont knw. zzz. pls lor. mid yr's even nearer.pls la. she said she gave me ample time to look for a tutor and she's not giving pressure. but she nags at me everyday. HOW CONTRADICTING. dont understand her at all. i bet seh dont even knw what she's talking abt. wth.

boo la. ya she shouts at me like mad. like i always do smth wrong. though its her fault at times. ok. most of the time.but she talks to her bf like some gentle young lady. yucks.

cant stand it. zzz. bye.

ok i shall update my blog hahaha. so ytd was valentines day! hahah. fun with everyone. heee. oh wells. trng ytd. gave coach sunflower and we were off 1hr earlier. ahahah. wells. the last part was SAI. JUMP AND JUMP AND JUMP. now my muscles are aching like mad.

booo accompanied sam to cut her hair just nw. then me and jx and her went to eat and then sam came to my hse. hahahaha. went to buy bubble tea then walked to the bus stop. after she left, i went to the court to look for teng. that woman ah.always don wanna go home. zzz.

ok lah. i very lazy to blog alr. bye.

hahaha. back to blog. got my phone back for a few days alr la. and TODAY MY BLOODY PHONE CANT BE USED. i dont knw what's the problem but i cant receive calls or smses. neither can i send or call out. so what's the phone for? zzz.

oh wells. dont care la.i guess im like failing everything this term. hahahhaa. its always like that in term one. im gna get scolded real badly. hahaha. getting back chinese olvl results tmr. ok. i think i better prepare a box of tissue for myself. i better pray i'll get an A1 ok. hahaha.

friendster has been eating up my testimonials and i dont knw why! ok forget it. hmm. think i shall do some revision nw. ((:

BYE!

cabbed down to bdcc after physics remedial. hahah sac won dhs. hmm. then took bus to sch and sat inside the bubble tea shop. hahaha. talked with jx and sam. then cai miao came and the stupid gay made us laugh like mad with her lame jokes. hahahaha.

then came home. ok wth, cramp the whole day. and mdm lenny didnt come today so i cant get my phone back. nvm used to the no-phone-life. hahahahah. damn sian nw. think later i'll study for my physics self-test. zzz. ok feel like slping. zzz.

hahaha. changed blogskin. YAY! YELLOW (:

HAHA. feels so sian. read macbeth and i seriously don knw hw am i gna finish reading it. act three scene one is long and boring! oh no.

hmmm. went bugis to shop just nw. spent over hundred bucks on my clothes and my mum's. hahahahahha. yayyyyyyyy. more clothes. so happy. hahahhaha. the clothes my mum bought are revealing.. eeeee. hahahhaha.

came home and used comp. alrights, gtg. byebye! nights ppl (:

boring. woke up and stoned at the comp. then waited for WOMAN to come my hse. dressed up and went to tamp. which a series of unfortunate events took place. and i cant be bothered to explain. cause it has smth to do with ******. piang.

played like hide and seek in tamp. and erm. eventually me and woman went to bugis. met marianne and walked. waited for sy. walked and walked. zzz. ate at bugis cafe.then took mrt home and i felt like vomitting. my stomach was feeling uncomfortable. tried but to no avail?thre's nth to vomit out? hahahha. so woman accompanied me home and ya. she went home at abt 11?

dont try to preach me. because youre the cause of the things that happened.

just let me jump off the fucking building right now.

everything's gone haywire. nth is pleasant to me right now. no ones knws what im gg thru. im just like a balloon abt to burst anytime.

utterly disappointed.

failed amaths, chem formative and english compre. how lousy can i be.plus i cant solve a simple problem of mine. HOW USELESS.

sigh.wj sprained her ankle during the end part of trng. now like trotter like that. see alr my heart also ache ah. aiyoh.

stoning and slacking at home now. gg to my dinner now. ok. what the hell. the house is so empty. how i wish that at least someone would be here with me. making it more lively. zzz. but sadly. there's none. and my bloody phone's gone.

my heart really aches when i think of it. ive got no more tears left.

life is just sad. fcuking sad.

bye.

so suay today. phone kena confiscated. zzz. die la.

then trip to pulau semakau. FUN (: hahahhaa. amanda was dumb lah. trying to take a pic of herself with ppl behind her. trying to be PI also not like that mah. hahahahha. 45mins there and 45mins back. felt like vomitting. hahahha. slept thruout when we came back.and we cldnt play the egg game cause jy broke the stupid egg when we started. hahahah.

felt weird w/o my phone. i kept feeling vibrations from my pocket. but there's nth! zzz. maybe i miss my phone too much lah. hahahaha. okay lah don wan to blog alr. bye.

2nd post for the day. i don knw why but i just feel super depressed. it's like i dont knw what to say. ok. more like i dont knw how to say it out. ah. dont knw la. OVER.


i dont knw how to describe it. i felt so uncomfortable and insecure. i seriously need to find someone who can totally understand what i feel. TAN SIQI. i need you right nw. zzz. it feels as if im breaking down anytime. its just pure WEIRD. i shouldnt be having this kind of thinking. but i really cant help it. AH FCUK.

hahahhaa. back to blog. ok. my blog's so super dead. lol. seriously unless im bored. i find no point to blog. hahaha. probably lost interest in blogging for this short while la. hahahha.

boring day. physics getting boring-er and boring-er each day. feel like slping EVERY physics lesson. hmmmm. actually nth much today la. had emath remedial after sch. ok. more like supp for the others but remedial for some of us. ya. so we had to sit in front. maluating. but nvm. at least i can ask whenevr i don knw.

hmmm. down to trng. abit late lah. ok. i have stm. i cant rmb what happened alr.hahahahha. dont care. but i knw that the screens are hurting me! keep banging into me. zzz.

back home. yepp. nth to do. cause for this week. think no more CAs to study for alr. hahahah. ooooh. and jocina and i might go TP for mass comm. hahaha. ok la. gtg. BYE!

zzzz. boring day. lessons were boring. and i totally forgot there's a chinese compo test today. so i didnt bring my dictionary. zzz.hmmm,. i was falling aslp can. maybe i was too tired. hahahhaha. then miss johara said smth funny. "girls, you all dont fall aslp okay. although sometimes i would fall aslp when i hear my own voice" everyone laughed their heads off. how to hear her own voice and fall aslp? how to fall aslp when youre talking! zzzz.

then miss yeo said smth IMPT. and that is the sch leaders gg to come to our class tmr to talk to us. cause last yr they didnt. ok. it doesnt rlly seemed impt to me can. hahahaha. wanted to come hm str8 after sch today. then siqi asked me to join them for lunch. so i went. then in the end. i ended up in tamp with her. hahhai dragged her there lahh. cause i wanted to buy smth that ive craved for. hahaha. ;p then my phone got no batt! so i had to use siqi's phone for a while. hehehe. i knw she wont mind ;) cause she love me. hhahahahahah ;p

hmmm. came home and its raining heavily. and i forgot to bring my umbrella, so i had to walk in the rain for like 5-10mins?! and when i reached hm, i was drenched like mad. so i quickly took a bath. ok wth. think im running a fever nw. SHIT. ok i go rest alr. byebye!