hahaha. ok. im seriously rotting at home.
jx just told me she rot until she became emo.

hahaha. im like BORED BORED BORED.

oh wells. guess ive gt to complete my hwk before i can start revising my work. OH SHUCKS. i havent memorise my mo xie. DIE DIE DIE. ok forget it. i'll do that after ive completed my hwk. then i'll revise. hurhur. die la.

im like so craving for my SHILIN. haha.

hohohoho. im bored. hahaha. i shall update as according to sam who said my blog is died. ok. i knw i didnt update for a long time. oh wells. busy collecting angbaos during chinese new yr hols.

er fcuk. my mum is getting on my nerves. naggin me everyday. OLVL'S COMING. OLVL'S COMING. not that i dont knw. zzz. pls lor. mid yr's even nearer.pls la. she said she gave me ample time to look for a tutor and she's not giving pressure. but she nags at me everyday. HOW CONTRADICTING. dont understand her at all. i bet seh dont even knw what she's talking abt. wth.

boo la. ya she shouts at me like mad. like i always do smth wrong. though its her fault at times. ok. most of the time.but she talks to her bf like some gentle young lady. yucks.

cant stand it. zzz. bye.

ok i shall update my blog hahaha. so ytd was valentines day! hahah. fun with everyone. heee. oh wells. trng ytd. gave coach sunflower and we were off 1hr earlier. ahahah. wells. the last part was SAI. JUMP AND JUMP AND JUMP. now my muscles are aching like mad.

booo accompanied sam to cut her hair just nw. then me and jx and her went to eat and then sam came to my hse. hahahaha. went to buy bubble tea then walked to the bus stop. after she left, i went to the court to look for teng. that woman ah.always don wanna go home. zzz.

ok lah. i very lazy to blog alr. bye.

hahaha. back to blog. got my phone back for a few days alr la. and TODAY MY BLOODY PHONE CANT BE USED. i dont knw what's the problem but i cant receive calls or smses. neither can i send or call out. so what's the phone for? zzz.

oh wells. dont care la.i guess im like failing everything this term. hahahhaa. its always like that in term one. im gna get scolded real badly. hahaha. getting back chinese olvl results tmr. ok. i think i better prepare a box of tissue for myself. i better pray i'll get an A1 ok. hahaha.

friendster has been eating up my testimonials and i dont knw why! ok forget it. hmm. think i shall do some revision nw. ((:

BYE!

cabbed down to bdcc after physics remedial. hahah sac won dhs. hmm. then took bus to sch and sat inside the bubble tea shop. hahaha. talked with jx and sam. then cai miao came and the stupid gay made us laugh like mad with her lame jokes. hahahaha.

then came home. ok wth, cramp the whole day. and mdm lenny didnt come today so i cant get my phone back. nvm used to the no-phone-life. hahahahah. damn sian nw. think later i'll study for my physics self-test. zzz. ok feel like slping. zzz.

hahaha. changed blogskin. YAY! YELLOW (:

HAHA. feels so sian. read macbeth and i seriously don knw hw am i gna finish reading it. act three scene one is long and boring! oh no.

hmmm. went bugis to shop just nw. spent over hundred bucks on my clothes and my mum's. hahahahahha. yayyyyyyyy. more clothes. so happy. hahahhaha. the clothes my mum bought are revealing.. eeeee. hahahhaha.

came home and used comp. alrights, gtg. byebye! nights ppl (:

boring. woke up and stoned at the comp. then waited for WOMAN to come my hse. dressed up and went to tamp. which a series of unfortunate events took place. and i cant be bothered to explain. cause it has smth to do with ******. piang.

played like hide and seek in tamp. and erm. eventually me and woman went to bugis. met marianne and walked. waited for sy. walked and walked. zzz. ate at bugis cafe.then took mrt home and i felt like vomitting. my stomach was feeling uncomfortable. tried but to no avail?thre's nth to vomit out? hahahha. so woman accompanied me home and ya. she went home at abt 11?

dont try to preach me. because youre the cause of the things that happened.

just let me jump off the fucking building right now.

everything's gone haywire. nth is pleasant to me right now. no ones knws what im gg thru. im just like a balloon abt to burst anytime.

utterly disappointed.

failed amaths, chem formative and english compre. how lousy can i be.plus i cant solve a simple problem of mine. HOW USELESS.

sigh.wj sprained her ankle during the end part of trng. now like trotter like that. see alr my heart also ache ah. aiyoh.

stoning and slacking at home now. gg to my dinner now. ok. what the hell. the house is so empty. how i wish that at least someone would be here with me. making it more lively. zzz. but sadly. there's none. and my bloody phone's gone.

my heart really aches when i think of it. ive got no more tears left.

life is just sad. fcuking sad.

bye.

so suay today. phone kena confiscated. zzz. die la.

then trip to pulau semakau. FUN (: hahahhaa. amanda was dumb lah. trying to take a pic of herself with ppl behind her. trying to be PI also not like that mah. hahahahha. 45mins there and 45mins back. felt like vomitting. hahahha. slept thruout when we came back.and we cldnt play the egg game cause jy broke the stupid egg when we started. hahahah.

felt weird w/o my phone. i kept feeling vibrations from my pocket. but there's nth! zzz. maybe i miss my phone too much lah. hahahaha. okay lah don wan to blog alr. bye.

2nd post for the day. i don knw why but i just feel super depressed. it's like i dont knw what to say. ok. more like i dont knw how to say it out. ah. dont knw la. OVER.


i dont knw how to describe it. i felt so uncomfortable and insecure. i seriously need to find someone who can totally understand what i feel. TAN SIQI. i need you right nw. zzz. it feels as if im breaking down anytime. its just pure WEIRD. i shouldnt be having this kind of thinking. but i really cant help it. AH FCUK.

hahahhaa. back to blog. ok. my blog's so super dead. lol. seriously unless im bored. i find no point to blog. hahaha. probably lost interest in blogging for this short while la. hahahha.

boring day. physics getting boring-er and boring-er each day. feel like slping EVERY physics lesson. hmmmm. actually nth much today la. had emath remedial after sch. ok. more like supp for the others but remedial for some of us. ya. so we had to sit in front. maluating. but nvm. at least i can ask whenevr i don knw.

hmmm. down to trng. abit late lah. ok. i have stm. i cant rmb what happened alr.hahahahha. dont care. but i knw that the screens are hurting me! keep banging into me. zzz.

back home. yepp. nth to do. cause for this week. think no more CAs to study for alr. hahahah. ooooh. and jocina and i might go TP for mass comm. hahaha. ok la. gtg. BYE!

zzzz. boring day. lessons were boring. and i totally forgot there's a chinese compo test today. so i didnt bring my dictionary. zzz.hmmm,. i was falling aslp can. maybe i was too tired. hahahhaha. then miss johara said smth funny. "girls, you all dont fall aslp okay. although sometimes i would fall aslp when i hear my own voice" everyone laughed their heads off. how to hear her own voice and fall aslp? how to fall aslp when youre talking! zzzz.

then miss yeo said smth IMPT. and that is the sch leaders gg to come to our class tmr to talk to us. cause last yr they didnt. ok. it doesnt rlly seemed impt to me can. hahahaha. wanted to come hm str8 after sch today. then siqi asked me to join them for lunch. so i went. then in the end. i ended up in tamp with her. hahhai dragged her there lahh. cause i wanted to buy smth that ive craved for. hahaha. ;p then my phone got no batt! so i had to use siqi's phone for a while. hehehe. i knw she wont mind ;) cause she love me. hhahahahahah ;p

hmmm. came home and its raining heavily. and i forgot to bring my umbrella, so i had to walk in the rain for like 5-10mins?! and when i reached hm, i was drenched like mad. so i quickly took a bath. ok wth. think im running a fever nw. SHIT. ok i go rest alr. byebye!

da jia hao..wo shi tiancai sy..haha..2day tkg vs dunman high..actually can win de..but dunman tyco.. -.- suan le next match zai jiayou bahx..can win de..jiayou!! =]

i help kala blog cox her bro using then she cant use..so shun bian help her blog..wo ren hen hao..hehe..duno wad 2say lei..=x errm..eh..k la..stop here le..bye..

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boring. slept at 3 last night. AND my mummy woke me up at 10! walao. bathed and went to hougang. sold stuffs there agn. erm. for awhile only la. then went to my ahma's hse. i was so irritated by my lil' cousins. zzz. tried to study but nth went in lah. ss until regional ties only. DIE.

then came back at about 5? ate at hawker agn. couldnt eat much lah. so damn full. OOOOH. my mum was lying against the door. then my uncle suddenly open and she fell back la. but she was ok. so we came back to aljunied and it was then my mummy realised one of her slippers went missing. zzz. it was hilarious lah.

hahhahaha. so now im home. and and and im going to revise my work. i don wan to fail la. bye!

finally got a chance to blog. havent been online for some time lah. cause apparently my bro OOCUPIED THE COMP. until he goes to slp. which is like midnight! zzz. hahahhaha. havent been studying much la. just started a bit on ss. DIE.

had cca promotion today. quite fun lahh. the bowling team has this cute bowling alley in the canteen so me and sam went to play at the very end of the promo. hahaha. but as usual. not much sec ones are interested in joining. reasons? i don knw. maybe they think its a rough game. or maybe they think that the bball team hasnt been winning much stuffs lo. cant be bothered. just think some of the sec ones are so bimbotic. ok i would rather describe them as bit*hes la.

has alfredo at pastamania for lunch. and i only ate like half of it? tasted nice at first. then halfway through. it starts to get tooo creamy. and i stopped. walked ard with weena, grace and weijia.then pass sy's shoes to jx. then waited for teng. zzz. nth much la. went home soon after that. slacked at home for a while before i decided to go studying at macs since i cant concentrate. met teng at the court. and since i dont feel like studying. i went to tamp with her. shopped and crapped. ahhhhh. i missed those times with her. then told her lots of stuffs recently lah. one of my confidents.wells. then went to check out the court that we're gg to play at during east zone. checked and checked. there's only 840. zzz. so apparently we're going to play there.

hhaha . balled at 840 for a while. and i seriously hate the ah bengs over there. act seh. cannot tahan. zzz. cant be bothered. came home at about 10plus? hahahah. bathed and using comp. since there's totally no one at home. and so no one's gg to snatch the bloody comp from me lah. hhaha. alrights long enough. bye.

why am i always the topic of ppl's jokes? why am i always being aimed at? why me? i dont think i did anything wrong afterall. if it's a misunderstanding. i can accept it. but i seriously cant think of anything. sigh. thought i could start afresh but not gg to cch but tkg. but apparently, im getting the same treatment, just that the topic is different. ARGH FUCK. WHATEVER.

hehe..tiancai sy here!! =p
help kala blog cox i ask her 2help me blog..duno wad 2write lei..complain her hao le..

clara leong~
* everytime bully me!! ' most of the time is me la..=p '
* gt secrets aso nv tel me..!! ' =[[[[[[ '
* everytime dun wana eat!! ' qi si wo! '
* ask her qns then she wil ans - sui bian,eh..bu zhi dao ' hai wo bu zhi dao yao zhe me zuo.. '
* order food or watch moive wil decide very slow.. ' lao taipo!! '
* go out aso decide at least 3o mins.. ' abt tt long bahx..? waste time.. '
* ask me do hwk in the end she say she wana slp.. ' da lan zhu!! '
* tok on phone everytime ask me tok..!! ' cox mostly everytime i wil fall aslp..=p '
* everytime late late slp..!! ' tt's y i wil fall aslp..=p '

errm..say gd things bahx..wo ren hao..haha..
` everytime let me bully..=p
` gt tel me her some secrets bahx.. ' nw gt 1 nv tel me!! ' but nvm la..bu xiang shuo mei guan xi..wo bu xiang bi ni..=]
` sometimes ask her eat she wil eat..=]
` pei me n teach me do hwk..=]
` everytime stil tok on phone with me when she knw i wil fall aslp..haha..

k la..gd de too many le..lazy 2list out..+ u blog a bit 4me only..xao qi gui..dun wana post too long 4u..bye..

zzzz. i wake up early in the morning. and came online. waiting for the rest to come at 11am. to discuss about the proj.zzzz.

it's irritating doing research. cant really find any information lahh. what's the point. okay lahh. i don wan to blog alr.. maybe later at night i'll blog agn? hahahhaa.

bye! OHH. i changed my blogskin ;D

we've been quarrelling for the past few days on the phone. why? i dont knw.
when will this stop? dont ask me.

hahaha. went out early in the morning for proj at pp macs. then do until 2? went to buy stuffs. then amanda and i went mos. i so guai. i was doing physics while amanda did her chinese compo. so dramatic plot. ermm. then she left and i cont doing my physics wksht until jx came at 4plus? melody came to say hi too. hahahaha. then we went food court and eat. sy joined us . walked arnd and had scoopz. slacked at macs and went hm arnd 7plus? hhahaha.

omg. my heart's hurting for no reason. sucks. alrights. gg to rest alr! bye!