you knw what? i totally give up. no more questioning, no more getting upset over matters. i'll try to be as 'happy and nonchalent and unbothered and unconcerned and phlegmatic and indifferent as i can be' = BO CHAP or whatsoever.

freaking bored.

nth's gg right for me. esp studies. yea so what yes yes i failed chem, yea yea im so happy abt that huh. it really sucks. yea and bcos of my absence from geog paper2, i have to take other ppl's avg results, wtf. so mrs khoo said i cld have done so much better than that. and yea my fault that i fell sicka nd got a virus attack huh.so ya my prelims L1R5 are gna be way high.it SUCKS.

and my mum is a freaking idiot who nags at me, and dont allow me to argue back, YEA WTF, MY FAULT THAT MY HAIR DROPS SO MUCH,. FREAKING IDIOT, SUCKER, STUPID, WHTEVR.
LIKE WHOSE FREAKING HAIR DOESNT DROP. DOESNT MAKE SENSE YEA.

YA YA NO MATTER WHAT, IM ALWAYS AT FAULT, FOR EVERY SINGLE SITUATION, IM ALWAYS AT FAULT.
YEA SORRY FOR DROPPING HAIR AND ARGUING BACK COS YOU ACCUSED ME OF PLAYING WITH MY HAIR WHEN I DID NOT EVEN TOUCH IT A SINGLE BIT,
SORRY FOR BEING LAZY TO CLEAN UP MY OWN COMP TABLE,
SORRY FOR BEING YOUR PATHETIC DAUGHTER.
DAMN.
YEA SORRY TO MYSELF FOR HAVING SUCH A KIND OF UNREASONABLE MUM, WHOSE ONLY NICE TO ME WHEN SHE'S FEELING GOOD, AND FREAKINGLY ABUSE ME WHEN SHE'S TOTALLY FEELING DOWN OR QUARRELLED WITH HER FREAKING BOYFRIEND. HELL,
THANKS MUM.

alrights im done, believe me, things are gna change.

HEHEHE. im back to blog uh. prelims are over and im super glad abt that. so im gna slack this weekend then start next week. hahaha.. went town ytd. yes, shopped for some long long time before we found a place for a meal. and i really bow down to wong jing ying for being able to shop for so long (when all of us are dying) hahaha yes and JY'S PARAGON = PENTAGON. HAHAHAHA. alrights. some random photos. zany: ok so er.. OJX! :D LOVES. in class: friends are my love!

shopping! :

I LOVE TORTOISE MANSXZSXZSXZXS!

ESPRIT

ZARA!

RANDOM:

t-net @ geylang west

OH MY BELOVED!

HOTCAKES

MY BREAKFAST! :D

wells. quite relieved that those stressful days are over. problems and problems keep occurring continuously. stress from prelims, stress from every single thing arnd me. plus many many other problems which are all solved anw. hmmm. just hope life wld be better from now.
ALRIGHT, MY MUM WNA GO KBOX WITH ME TMR HAHAH!

bored. blogging in blogger seemed so boring. hahaha. my stomach feels weird. ):

it sucks to fall sick at this point of time. how i wish i can turn back time, and return to the past. like how it all used to be.

super tired today. i really dno why but ya. had racial harmony/national/carnival day today. it was fun. more like camwhoring day than national day celebration you see. hahaha. took lotsa pics and had lots of fun wearing ethnic. (: but the costumes really made us DRIP WATER. hahaha. the songs sang by the band were great. like seriously. and i find the lil' kallang wave we did super hilarious. then its more and more camwhoring. hahaha. oh yes. we did take care of the old folks ok! hahaha.

alrights. i shall put up some pics (:


haha i knw this has nth to do with today's celebration. but hey! it's my dream wedding cake ok! and i shall climb a ladder to the top of this 3m+ cake and cut it on my wedding day. ahhahaha!


nice? hehe was taken on my grandma's bday celebration. i love them all! cousins(:


ok i knw this is random. but it is really super cute can! (:


here comes the photo! hahah taken in the toilet with retarded wee(:


jocina and me (: loves!


see bonny siqi? haha. i love you ahqi! (:


omg. look at the BEAUTIFUL SHARM. hahaha she started the day by saying,"i really cant wear a skirt!" hahaha. retarded arent she?


it's tanweenana the tortoise/monkeyface/penguin and me agn! (: loves!


see pretty cherm? hahahah loves alrights! (dont think she'll get to see this anw!)

hehe went nike sales agn. cos jy wanted to go. i went there like 5times in total. ok to be exact, ive stepped in 6times! omg can. hahaha i think the person can recognise me la. hahaha and jy said ahjia want to go. hahah guess i brought lots of customers ok! (sounds wrong) wells, i can jolly well be their spokesperson (:


SEE? (: LOVELOVE!

hahahaha.OH AND JY NEEDS TO SURVIVE ON BREAD. COS SHE SPENT 100BUCKS THIS WEEK! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.

ok im like rotting at home now can. zzz. feels so LA nw. hahhaa. ok that's my secret to my piglet at home. hehehe. ok i think im gg crazy cos its realy super bored. OK. I THINK I WILL KNOCK OUT SUPER EARLY TODAY OMG. CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW TIRED I AM?ZZZ. OK NIGHTS PPL (: (its 2146 only.zzz)

hmm. ive decided not to blog abt the past days stuffs. talk abt today.
jasmine's bday. hahaha wanted to go makan after intensive but was called off. hmm.sad but oh wells, we'll have it another day i guess? hahah
chem intensive was sucky. wells, went court after that. bought mocha for coach and stoned there. haha shot balls and played with jnrs at the end. hahah.had a great time there. me and wee ended up shooting balls and doing pumpings. zzz. tiring.

wells.currently addicted to 'far away' by nickelback. hahaha.and im having two pieces of banana walnut bread for dinner. hahaha.

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
You know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
One last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know
You know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go.

boo. hahaha i shall blog abt what happened from fri till today, tmr. dont ask me why i dont wna blog nw,abt the long long events that took place. i dno! hahaha

guess im just tired and lazy to. many things happened k. so i'll just blog abt it tmr. hahaha. im a lazy girl.

well, to sum up everything with only...idontknwhowmanywords. hahaha.
it was really fun, great, happy, enjoyable, hot,etc. ok maybe except some parts of the days. but still overall. i really enjoyed and relaxed myself this whole weekend. haha. blog more abt it tmr then. nights ppl (:

BORING DAY. hahaha except for the part when yeeching actualyl slapped my arm twice. and it was so hard and painful my hand went numb. omg.

zzz serious scolding from my mum just now for being late for like SUPER LONG. hmmm. ok my fault. so ya im sorry! hahahaha. ok i cant believe that im still slacking online. omg. hahah

it's BOB tmr. hahahah and im still wondering if i shld wear sch uni. hahahaa. sheesh. alright. gtg bye!

yay! its the 100th post of this blog. hahaha.

netball-ed today at kallang netball centre with sy,wee,ks,sh. haahha. returned with RED faces. hehe. had kfc at kallang then headed over to tortoise's(HAHAHA) hse with sy and sh. practically rotted there lo. slept, playstationed, watch tv. hahahaha. then headed to sbc at abt 7 for the match and prize presentation at night.

zzz. that's abt all. hahah just felt like blogging out what happened today. ok i knw its random but ya.
sigh. havent really been studying this weekend. im feeling guilty.

twinkle twinkle little star~~~~~

hahaha was singing the indian version in class to lynnette. hahah. lessons were bored. and mrs cheong actually took ms johara's period cos ms johara had dengue. poor us. POOR MS JOHARA. hopes she recovers soon!

hahaha. oh wells. supposedly have geog intensive revision in comp lab4. but i think mrs khoo cldnt teach cos she lost her voice. so we all had to move to the AVT to have our IR with the other grp. hahaha. was fun eating pocky. stupid yeeching keep making me laugh like an idiot. omg. hahaha.

HEHEHEEH I BOUGHT MUNCHY DOUGHNUTS FOR MUMMY AND BRO AND HIS GF. AND MOST IMPTLY MYSELF (: HAHAHAHA. yay. im happy im happy im happy. hahaha think im seriously nuts k. all yeeching's fault. hahaha.

OH HARRY POTTER'S OUT YOU KNW!! HEHE. ok i feel dumb.
alrights. gtg. haha blog agn erm. maybe tmr? hahaha.
and tanweenana cheer up k! (:

beautifully destroyed afternoon.
ive got no comments abt that seriously.
sigh.

i wna turn back time.

STRESSED. PRELIMS SOON! SUCKY.

URGH MY POST IS GONE AND I DNO WHY. OMG STUPID BLOGGER. DAMN.

peisze just had to say that i said that she was cute. zzz. did i ever say that? OMG. HAHAHAH.
ok no mood to blog. neither do i have the mood for hw. DAMN. forget it.zzz. hv to try to finish those hw by the next two days!

look. IM SO BORED THAT IM DOING QUIZZES ONLINE. BOO.

hahaha was sort of addicted just now. zzz. wanted to do hw. but ended up doing those kind of rubbish surveys. lol. hahahhaha..

so bored now. teng's at my hse doing amath while im slacking. zzz. hur i feel guilty. but i just don feel like studying. no choice. hahahhaah.

alrights. shall stop blogging. byebye.

yay(:


pretty (: this pic says it all (:


deflated balloon. haha does it reminds you of a cat?

hahaha. tuition-ed today. practically did nth after that. hahaha. and and and sooooooo super suay. today my da yi ma came ): ): urghhh.

hello. hahhaha tuitioned today. met woman and went shopping.alighted from the train. and some girls approached us and asked if i was interested in what tv/magazine commercials or what. zzz boring day.lazy to describe. byebye.

haha. sort of lazy to blog these few days..

sian. no motivation to study.and i dno why. caught men in white instead today.hahaha that show's super dumb lor.makes no sense at all. hahaha laugh die me only.

hmmm. came home and watch tv. and my mummy come home and nag nag nag agn. SIAN SI LE. COME HOME SO EARLY FOR WHAT!

zzz. gtg. bye.

so tired. temp's up and down. from 39.3 to 37.6. havent take my temp yet. went to see a doc today. and yes, have to take those med that i hate soooo much now. so dumb.

and now ive gta miss sch agn. 2days mc. means for this whole extended studies. i only attended half of last friday, tues and took chem o lvl spa today. and most probably half of friday's lesson too. sigh. im gna miss so many lessons. i wonder how am i gna catch up.

and all i do today is eat and slp and rot. hahaha and stupid tanweewee gave me a new name -.-
ooooh. and my mum bought me dinner. guess what?its like shark's fin and crab fried rice. topped up with 3 abalones. and 3huge prawns. omg. i feel sooooo blessed.hahahaha.

alrights. gna stay at home and recuperate tmr. hahaha. gtg bye (:

uh. pretty boring today. hahaha. anw. i had cravings for fishball(i dno why) and i finally had ONE pathetic fishball today for breakfast. i wonder who eats fishball noodles and gets only one fishball -.- uh. i bet im the only one.

oh man. i miss PS. she's like in sarawak?! awwww. hope she's doing fine over there. hahaha. she's gna come back on tues(yay) hahaha. my cute little cousin. ok not VERY little though. haha.

oh wells. tmr's tough match. jiayou mates (: