Overdued pics!
Phoebe and me (:



Michelle, Amanda, Linda and Mavis (:

PB and Grace (:

Look at Linda the Laoda.

Bullying Michelle HAHA.

Clique in CG13/08 (:

Heyo! Back to blog hehe perhaps I'm just abit hyper though I'm alr tired.

Alright.let's start from friday night. I was slping alr and suddenly my phone vibrated so i picked up the call. AND GUESS WHAT SAM LOH CALLED ME IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND I REALLY THOUGHT ITS MORNING AND IVE GTA WAKE UP TO WORK, SO I LITERALLY TALKED TO HER FOR A WHILE. She gave up cos I was only semi-awake HAHA.I checked the time and realised it was only like 1plus and I really wanted to kill her pls. So woke up at 645 on Sat morning. Got prepared for work and went downstairs. Went to fetch May then we all went to pick up the stuffs necessary for the wedding. Reached Jurong Bird Park at abt 8plus? Started work. Tied Geberas to 90chairs and decorated tables and everything. Tiring work. Left like 4plus after setting up the wedding place for some Indian couple.

Didnt go for Tnet trng cos was really tired from trngs and season starts the following week so yep.Went home and bathed and got prepared. Met ShanMin and HuiSan at Marina Square at abt 6plus. Caught 'Definitely, Maybe', the story is just.. i dno la, normal la. Had Yoshi for dinner and camwhored. Then met May and Kimpapa came to fetch us at 9plus from Ms and we went back to Jurong Bird Park. Waited and waited for the indians to finish dancing then we packed up. Packed from like 11plus to like 1am?! Took out the Geberas and all the diff deco. Total earned abt 90bucks lor. Tiring work. Reached home and totally knocked out.

Out with Shanmin and Huisan!:

Camwhored with my cam!

Act shy la the both of them!

See! they camwhored and ignored me! TSK..

Huisan, me and Shanmin (:

Shanmin and I (:

Huisan and I (:

On the way back to BirdPark to pack things up:

(when we were still abit high)

Act cute queen!

She squashed my cute and small head! BigBully.

SEE I TOLD YOU! MY POOR LITTLE SMALL HEAD ):

the cupcakes that the indians had for the wedding!

On the way home after packing up:

(totally shagged)

See! totally dead ):

LOL. trying to be artistic.

we were really tired but insisted on taking these pics haha!

Falling aslp!

MY MUM WAS SO IRRITATING SHE WOKE ME UP AT 11PLUS AND IM FREAKING TIRED. walao. Just made my bro and I had brunch with her. Then went back and Teng came over to use the comp and I just fell aslp on my sofa. Went Plaza Sing at 4plus with mummy, and J, this is not no life, it's just FILIAL ok. Hmmm, wanted to change phone but lotsa things happened so ended up shopping, bought shoes and some food but not my clothes! and went Manhattan for dinner. Went home at abt 10plus.Reached home, slp. rest for big day the following day!

At Manhatten with Mummy (:

Mummy (:

ME (:

Yay, today. Attended Pw and maths lecture then left to prepare for game against Dunman High at 1.30pm at Clementi Sports Hall. Won 34-53.BUT, lousy game played today and everyone agrees. Smth just went wrong and we didnt play as per normal. No rotation, everything was just in a mess and everyone's so flustered. Dno why! But things were better in the 4th quarter so yep. Missed 2underbaskets shit! But had some assist so yep I think its gd (:
Temasek Teddies whoosh! *does the sign* HAHA.

Before gg for the match!:

Camwhoring with Shara (:

Teddy9 and Teddy11!

Teddy 12 and Teddy7.

Teddy 5 and Teddy 6 and Teddy 10!

TeamTJC Hot Qi Lai (:

Oh and guys had match against ACJC and won them 60plus to 20plus la! Good job guys! And thanks for cheering on the girls! We cheered on you guys too! (:

Trng tmr. Game against VJC on Wed 1pm at SBC. Then trng on Thurs. Fri TK team dinner? Sat Tnet trng. But I think I'll be damn shagged by then and my sch work's gna pile up and higher and higher into the sky. DIE ):

Oh shit, it's like 10.07pm now and I haven't finish copying my geog essay. Blame the geog teacher pls. I finished my essay like last week when it's supposed to hand in tmr. Yet i didnt do it on TJC foolscap and i told her, hoping she could exempt me for once. And guess what? She said," I appreciate you for doing your work so promptly, but if I let you do this for once, you will have a habit and will do it again. So pls go copy it on TJC writing pad since you have a week to do so" And guess what again?! My geog essay is like 3pages long on normal writing paper. So it's gna be like 4 pages long if it's on TJ foolscap. MY HANDS ARE DYING. SHITTY HELL GRRRRR.

Anw, I vented out everything as I spoke to Xuejun when I met her on the way to SBC and also when I was with Huisan at 108 after watching game at SBC. Feels good to say things out when I'm like filled with anger for like a week or weeks even. GRRRRR BASKET LA. ok this is a long post and yep I'm gna continue copying my essay ):

Flashing thru my mind whenever, wherever, anytime, anywhere. DAMN.

I'm physically and mentally tired, It's time for a break and I guess I'm just glad that it's a weekend. As I said, friendly with TPJC's cancelled on wed. So tues had trng for a while then rained then listen to teachers talk. Decided that trng shld be carried out on Wed, So had trng on Wed instead of friendly. Then trng on Thurs too, but trained for like a while then rained then train a bit in the rain and got chased in by Ms Ang! @#$!%&^ angry la! Then listened to teachers talk agn, and gave out jerseys! Haha, girls team is sad cos we got REDWHITE for dark colour, instead of BLACKGOLD. Damn it, the guys got it! )):
Light colour is the same for all, WHITERED. eeeeee! jealous :@

Seriously, I rather train for 2 hrs than listen to the teachers talk for 2hrs. Not dont like them lah, just felt like trng for 2 hrs might seem not so tiring la, instead of sitting there and listen. Decided to train the next day, so TADAH, we trained today, hahaha at first not very tiring la, then watched some heats and cheered Zihui and Junyi and others on. Played ball alone for some time while Ruby and HuiSan left, and the rest still at heats. Gave up ShotPut cos I'm worried for my own wrist so yep. Practically played ball for the whole day lor, Feels gd to keep sweating.

Didnt have time for lunch and dinner lah, but had a bowl of Red Ruby dessert! haha, OOOOH yes, TJ did well for PW. 87.9% DISTINCTIONS WOOHOO. And Sek made me a prettypretty paper rose from some choc wrapper. Though it might attract ants, but I'm so not gna throw it away cos it's pretty! (:

Hmmm, busy week yes. and I'm damn sad. My econs test is screwed DAMN )):
Been thinking abt things, cldn't concentrate until I finally sent a 17sms long message and then settled down to study.No replies still.
and all I wna say is that, this method is not working on me, it's not making me give up on you, instead, it's making me work harder to pull the gap. It doesn't makes me give up, it only makes me think that I am detestable.

I'm so tired these few days that I cldn't have proper meals at times.And I can't believed I cried and teared in school. Again and again. Reputation gonecase. Darn ):
It's random, but I missed my TK teammates, Gays, Foursome.RAHHHH.
But I definitely love TeamTJC now (:
Hot qi lai ! (:

The two most tiring days of the week are finally over. Sigh, season starts next week, meaning I'm gna miss out on alot of lessons = alot to catch up = die!

Trng cancelled ytd cos thought tmr there's friendly. In the end, tmr's friendly tpjc wna cancel so it wld mean trng tmr instead. trng cancelled today due to the rain and there's no place to do PT at all cos we ended up being so crazy with Crank Dat hahaha. I think ppl thinks we're crazy cos Zihui, Sek, HuiSan and I were dancing Crank That everywhere we go, EVEN IN THE TOILET HAHA. and we so decided to record a video of it when we learnt the steps! AND AND we can even dance it before every match starts and scare the opponents HAHA.

Walked to MRT station with HuiSan as usual and gossiped alot HEH. saw CheeSiang at the MRT station and the three of us trained to Aljunied. CheeSiang is way too tall that HuiSan can't even touch the top of his head even with her arms straightened HAHA POOR HUISAN. Reached Aljunied and parted with HuiSan and CheeSiang and I crapped all the way with his 'outofthebox' thinking abt measuring the amt of 30cents and 40cents soya milk with a measuring cylinder. Weird but funny lah hahaha, then parted and he left for his National trng while I walked home.

Bathed and came online. Supposed to do and try to complete my PI and then try study for econs essay test on Friday. Ended up listening to songs and thinking abt alot of things. It's so sucky how I cldn't concentrate for the past weeks, it's irritating how my mind just drifted somewhere else in the middle of lectures and tutorials, thinking abt wrong things at the wrong time. Torturous but what can I do? I can't help it but just continue feeling this way ):

Things are way beyond my control. Grrrrrr frustrated abt the avoidance I received. Frustrated abt the amt of workload I currently have at hand.Frustrated abt Adiv' tournaments next week. Sigh what's wrong with me. That thing is just sooo stuck in my head I cannot shake it off no matter what. Cries.

Today I received a msg.

From my dearest Aisyah mummy.

'Clara, be strong. I know that my senior is a very strong girl. Im only a text away if you need someone to talk to. I love you.'

Thanks for this encouraging msg my dear!
And rest assured, I'm fine don't worry abt me (:
and I love you too (:

Haven't been feeling very well these few days. and Heaven played a big joke on me quite recently so yes.

Hahaha shit I feel so apologetic for my april's fool joke.HAHAH. I'm sorry May (:
It's just kind of fun cos it's a belated one so no one will really doubt it. Was online trying to fool Jeremy but I guess it failed! Heh. Then I realised I didnt fool May at all so I was asking Jeremy to help me come up with a plan. And guess what, he told me to tell her that my mum is getting married with UncleRoger. OMGGG I WILL GET KILLED IF SHE FINDS OUT, so being smart, I rejected that stupid idea! Then he suggested telling her that we got tgt cos she'll definitely believe SO I smsed May and was laughing my ass off the whole time. May asked lots of questions and Jeremy came up with a STUPID YET FUNNY plot abt things happening in the cinema. oh wells, I felt so guilty I decided to come clean with it the very next day. Though we really wanted to try her only next week, but being a good cousin, I decided to tell her HAHA.

IM SO SORRY MAY (:

Getting severe headaches quite recently and has been surviving on Panadol Extra till it ran out ytd. And I supposed I shld stop surviving on it cos sooner or later I'll get immune to it. and by then, IM GNA BE SO DAMN DEAD cos nth will be able to curb it anymore. SO yes, i'm gna listen to others and give myself some time to rest. But sorry AuntieJeremy, I cannot stop gg for trng cos my season is just round the corner, so just let me be the 'superwoman' you called me until my season ends (which is JCT period shit.)

TJ trng in the morning today. Not tough BUT THE SUN IS MADNESS. the defence thing was screwed up lah, tiring, still kinda lack communication so I guess we'll have to work on it! but don't worry TeamTJC, we're having super good improvements (:
TJ HOT QI LAI! (:
AND thankyou zihui for that lil' msg you wrote for the team (:

Wells, tournament's coming, not exactly scared but nervous and anticipation. First game against DHS on 14april at 1.30 pm, 2nd game against VJC, 3rd game against NJC. first 2games held at clementi sports hall and last one in SBC. And I'm sure 3rd game won't be our last game cos iknwyouknwweknw that we can make it. Haha we get to skip lessons -grins-

Alright, I'm kinda slacking at home right now when Im actually supposed to do my work. T-net trng later. Luckily next monday trng cancelled if not we'll die. Tues and Thurs trng, Wed friendly against TPJC, Sat T-net trng. Imagine Mon also trng I'll just faint, and I havent studie for Econs essay test on Demand and Supply and Elasticity. Bball as priority now then studies. Yes, I'm trying to focus. I can do it (:

Alright, may all of you have a good day then. and hope later can meet up wity Gays (: -prays hard-

I miss her, my karaoke queen.

I miss her, my ahfat.

I miss them, my gay-est clique (:

and i miss you too.

Wells, happy belated april's fool ppl.

Suddenly thought of last yr's april's fool and realised, it was great. Unlike this year, cos I stupidly fell sick and giddy for the whole day. didnt complete my 4x400m interval runs and didnt go for trng. practically slept thruout all the lessons. came home and slept till plus. woke up, ate a lil' and used the comp. Slept at 11plus, feeling disheartened and perhaps, angry at someone's stubborness.

Didnt wanted to go to sch today, but with mum's nagging i did. My one and only lesson is like maths tutorial which is at 12pm. so i practically just revised math the whole time in sch. Didnt even grab a single bite cos I just felt like vomiting the whole day. So didnt eat anything for fear that I'lk puke them all out. Ponned contact time and now I'm at home, feeling restless and still wna vomit. I still have like 2more topics to cover for math lecture test tmr.

I feel guilty cos I havent been paying attention/listening for some lessons for the past onemonthplus due to some reasons. I think I suck la. JC life's too hectic for me. I knw I shld have been paying attention but my mind just cant help thinking abt other stuffs. It has been affecting my studies, wayyyyyy too much. But it's getting out of control. Plus Adiv season is just round the corner, I dont want myself to be affected by that particular thing but I knw I will be. and my grades will plunge, I'm sure for my June Common Test. And if I flunk my JCT, I'm gna be so damn bloody dead.

That thing just came at the very very wrong time. Pissed at myself, pissed at that thing. DAMN.

i shall blog maybe tmr? or monday aft trng or smth.with pics uploaded cos right now its 1.05am and i'm freaking tired. and my right shoulder hurts right now, tried not thinking abt the pain but HARD. guess its the abrasion and impact during trng's 4on4. plus aft that i gei kiang go play ball at 108 until 11 though im super tired. and i just played and beared with the pain and soon forgot abt it. but came back aft that. sucky!

I guess it'll be fine after some time, hoping it wont affect any of my trngs.WELL I GUESS ITS GNA BE FINE TMR... *giving the bitterest smile ever*

ok. i so dont dare to move my right shoulder too much now. i think it'll be fine tmr. and yes my right thigh hurts too.impact too i think. shit, perhaps it's all my clumsiness. I'M TOO CLUMSY LA, NO ONE ELSE TO BLAME IT ON.SO I GUESS I REALLY NEED TO PRACTISE MORE, AND STANDING MORE FIRMLY. SIGH SUCKYYYYYYYYYYY ):

anticipating a msg to show some care, but it nv came. guess you're just having fun out there, i dont blame you. i blame myself.

Sigh. Today's a damn tiring day for me.
Wells, trng was relatively ok. Fun actually.
Reached home at abt 9plus. Omg. I seriously think Jeremy is right. Kinda no life seh! Mon, Tues, Thurs and Sat trng. plus until so late everytime.Only can come back home, no energy to do work somemore. I'm glad for Wed, Fri and Sun, yet I have to do work. Suck la. JC life is just sooooo. URGHHH.

Today's sky is prettyyyyyyyyyyy ((:
oh yes, and we saw a rainbow, but cldnt take a picture of it when it was obvious bcos we were trng halfway. The rainbow was gone when we had our break. HEARTPAIN. and the rainbow so reminds me of you, wishing you were there to take that beautiful scene for me, wishing you were a beautiful rainbow that wld not disappear. Sigh.

hmmm prettaye sky today (: Orangey clouds by the sunset. Then it slowly turned purple. Too bad I cldnt take the pic and post it up ): Oh wells. I'm damn lazy to do anything now, cos my finger's still swollen and I still cldnt write )))))):
Shit la, I so don feel good now. ALL YOUR FAULT LAH. bleah.

I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE. PI IS JUST SO SHIT!!!!!!!!!!

AND I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE. YOU'RE JUST OUT TO MAKE ME JEALOUS OF PPL ARND YOU, MAKING ME WISH I WAS THE ONE. AHHHH FUCK.

TOTALLY STRESSED OUT AND GOING BONKERS.

screwed and tired totally. Ran during P.E, really wanted to slp in class. Trng till 8plus and went to 7eleven for MASHED POTATO haha so cool. oh wells. Homed and bathed and online. oh wells. talking to my dearest J now. though she shld feel sad, but i think i feel even worse than her. DA BIAN LA.

It has been exactly a month.

Haha, it's so not the right time to get emo. Oh wells, everyone arnd me's getting attached, or living sweetly and happily with their partners.Making me so ENVIOUS. so da bian can! J and me - the poor kids who wants our happiness, but there's nth we can do abt it, right J! Haha, nvm nvm. we'll meet up real soon dude! and you, tell me to cry when i see you, so you can lend me your shoulder. Aww, that's damn sweet of you and i really appreciate that too ok J! (:
Wo men yi qi JiaYou bah! (:

Ok, hello everyone! Heh. I woke up like super early today. Considered early for like a SUNDAY! haha woke up when my alarm rang at 9. then went back to slp and woke up at 930. and realised i only have like 30min to get ready and reach Bugis. Heh washed up and got changed. Jy said she'll give me 15min grace and if I am late I'll have to treat her to breakfast. I chionged out of the house and went over Bugis to meet Gays.

Met Qi at control station and went over to Toast Box. Jy and Wee arrived subsequently. TSK JIA IS STILL THE LATEST. The toast was relatively ok, but not the egg noodles. The noodles's like instand noodles, the soup is damn salty, the sausage too! The only thing that is ok abt that bowl is, egg white! Heh. So, we were so bored that we decided to go play pool. Hilarious, but fun! (:

Yep so Qi and I parted with them after that and Qi went to celebrate her mum's bday while I took bus to Sy's hse. Got my finger done and slacked arnd in her hse. Left abt 4plus I guess? Went to my grandparents' place and crapped with Ps. Sorry but PeiSze and I just can't help bullying PeiSin. Talked and had dinner then their dad fetched me from their hse back home and Ps tagged along so we sort of crapped on my way home too! Yay. Reach home at like 9plus. Bathed and online till now. I wna watch Sky of Love so badly cos everyone's telling me it's touching. And some idiot's being mean lor! TSK. BLEAHHHHHHHHHHH.WALAO idiottttttttttttttttttttttttt.

RAHHHH whatever I need to ice my swollen-like-a-pig's-trotter finger and also rest soon. I'm tired boo. Pics up soon! (aft Teng passed me my cable)
Nights ppl (:

Hmmm. alright. Met Zihui at noon time and slacked arnd in my hse, watching kungfu dunk dvd. Then proceeded to SBC to watch game. Then she left and I slacked arnd at home. T-net trng was cancelled bcos of the stupid rain and coach fell sick :/

Teng did a surprise visit at my hse and asked me to dinner with her and Ivan. So met them downstairs and bus-ed to SP. Waited for Ivan's fren, Joanne, then had Subway.Heh I had 3 super filling cookies! Sense the satisfaction? (:

Heh while waitin for his friend, we were totally crapping there and camwhored cos Ivan was saying that we havent taken any proper meals/photos though we have been friends for like 9yrs?! And I totally agree with that. So the 3 of us were gg crazy with all the super duper cold jokes that Ivan had. FAINTS! Really wanted to rightleftupdown him. Teng wanted to slap him in the middle too. Heh. And while having Subway, the cold jokes continued and the 3 of us really cant stand him la! oh yes. Smth really really funny happened while we were there. OMG. phone call! Hilarious, serious.

Walked back to Aljunied and Teng came over my hse and slacked arnd. Then till abt 11plus, MalanStone came up my hse and slacked. Haha they looked at the pics I posted for the previous post and almost fainted cos of all the unglamness and the roundfaces! Heh.And they so pray that no one reads my blog but I'm aware of silent readers! HOHO. They just left some time ago at abt 12plus? Think they're gg Mac to study overnight. So reminds me of O lvls. And reminded me that I've been slacking arnd cos I cldn't hold a pen and write with my 4th finger ): damn sad. wanted to do Maths ):

Alright it's 1.20am now. I shld go slp cos I'm meeting Gays in the morning for breakfast at like Bugis at 10am?! Imagine Wong said 9am at first. Wondered what made her said that. Omg heh. Aye! Nights ppl (: LOVES (:

And to J, I knw you don't read my blog. But I just wna say that don't feel sad ok? Please take good care of yourself and don't end up being like me. Don't ill-treat your own health! We'll catch up either this coming week or when you come back from your HK trip aye! Things will get better and the same line, Just let nature runs its course k? Jiayou (:

Hahaha, ok. so wanted to go see sinseh for my finger. ended up playing ball for a while downstairs with priscilla and teng? then wanted to go topone ktv in the evening, but priscilla cldnt make it suddenly then end up gg bugis with stones! haha yes. Marianne and Tengy! haha Bought 720 tix for StepUp2. and bought chilli crab fries and the doughnut-youtiao thingy to cinema.cldnt finish la. damn filling. AND STEPUP2 IS DAMN HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT (:

so coolio the way they dance. So makes me wna take up dance agn. Haha. WELLLLLLLLLLLS. HMMM,. shopped arnd and bought some stuffs lah. THE MOST HILARIOUS THING FOR TODAY ARE THE PHOTOS WE TOOK. Camwhored/laughed like mad women in Bugis and also on bus80. with everyone staring at us, paisehed indeed but who cares cos we're having lotsa fun (: yay i love them. haha. shitou men!

ok let the pics do the talking aye! (:

At Diva trying on all the blingblings!

So random!

Look at her unglamness pls. Trying to copy that ugly lion. tsk.

Hahaha yes we're trying to copy Mickey.

Trying to be a model! Heh.

Yay SHITOUs (:

Was trying to act fierce but burst out laughing! Heh.

The most glamourous shot she took for the whole night! the one below. hahaha.

Trying to act rocker. tsktsk.

Did you see any resemblance between the Advertisement and the both of them?!

In the bus! with all the funneh random shots (:

See! Teng was trying to take some artistic shots and ended up like these!

Don't ask me who it is. I don't even knw! HEH.

Yayyyyyy We had so much fun (: Hahaha Crazy bunch of ppl and I guess that's how we communicate. hahaha STONING!

A last picture to end off the day! Yay a nice and full Stone Family portrait!

Can you believe it? I actually stayed at home from morning till aftn to complete GP and maths. Haa, now left with part of chem to complete. And all of a sudden, I just have the urge to complete it! Hahaha.

Got prepared and left house at abt 5 to go to Dhoby Ghuat to meet Jy. Shopped arnd at The Cathay and I still failed to stop Jy from buying things, but at least I stopped her from buying TWO. Hahaha and I'm sure she'll regret aft buying them.tsktsk.
Wj and Wee were late! Had Pastamania and Mango Ice! So nice. Walked arnd for digestion then trained home. Hahaha. I seriously think I need to do smth to my hair. Help me think of smth. My mum don't let me chop it off though. I want my short hair! But my mum refused to and I don't want to hear her nagging 24/7. RAHHH.

Ok, now I'm watching the 9oclock channel 8 show. And it's damn freaking funny! But the Auntie Automatic is irritating me off. Stupid lah. Ok end alr. Means it's 10pm shit. I wna finish chem! Die. BYEBYE.

It's a great day out with cousins and mum!
photos next time i guess. i'll have a lot of photos to upload then! hehe.
I guess it can be kinda irritating at times when you just fell, yet others are being so lovey. I guess it's all part of being envy. Note it's envy, not jealous. Hahahah.

I quite like my life now, esp how much I'm able to catch up with the people I love, so, I guess taking a break like this is worthwhile afterall. But inevitably, I miss the life I used to have, the lovely times spent. Right now, I'm forced to have only one choice. How I wish things can start all over agn! And I swear, I'll have a mixture of both, promise to nv neglect any of it. But I guess I should just stop having these kind of foolish thoughts cos we cannot turn back time, so things cannot start all over agn. Things can only start afresh. A new start where things can just be perfect for me, where I can make sure I'll nv make the same foolish mistakes agn.

And the only one who can give me this start, is you (:
Say I'm dreaming, say I'm stupid for having this teeny weeny hope in me, I really don't care.It's my decision, my choice. It's always good to not let go totally, at least it allows me to spend some time thinking abt things. And you allowed me to build this little confidence in myself, knowing what I really want and all.
To choose to continue liking you, is more like having a lil' crush like a sweet innocent child trying to understand what is love (:

I'm supposed to be packing for trng camp yet im still trying to upload the photos. i guess i just cant wait to share with my dearests!

Hahaha, it's really a fun day with Gays. Carls' Junior and hair cut AGN at the same place. hahaha, well, i guess their hair just turned out fine! Some fo the pics are with me but i just cant seemed to upload them shit.Then walked arnd and got this anklet which really looked so tribal! and then to Chatsworth International for the friendly game. Which i think it really sucked alot. and somehow, it wasn't as tired as i expected it to be! perhaps i got used to this kind of games during trng. But seriously, the mo qi just isnt there yet, i guess we really need to work on that.

They had long john for dinner, wee and i just sat there and talked. Then me wee sy walked to Taka Basement to get wee's dinner then got like a bottle of free coke zero. Then parted with sy and the both of us trained home, and finally we got to talk like how we used to on our bus rides home from tk! It seriously felt like I miss Gays so much and havent been catching up with them. And yes I had a great time today. And i guess i should make a greater effort to try and meet them whenever i can cos they are the ones whom i really cherished and love. So yea Cheers to our Gay-ness.

And i guess things will be fine. How can it not be fine after I took such a long time to sort out things! Whtevr it is, still that sentence: Let nature runs its course and im sure things will be fine (:

It's good to have made up my mind and decided on what I really wna do.

Kept asking myself 'what's the point of this and that?' Maybe sometimes, having some time to think alone is good. Even if i have to cry and be unglam, it's gd to have sorted out all my thoughts, which, on the other hand, made me feel more relaxed and relieved. And I don't have to suffer so much anymore. It's ok to be emo at times, but not always. that's why i needed some time alone to think. it's ok to think abt it at times, cos we are humans and have our brains to think.so definitely we will think and emo abt it (if you don't then you really ain't human). But I guess this just makes me stronger, also reminds me not to rely too much and not to make the same mistakes ever agn. I guess it just serves as a good reminder huh (:

It really feels good to have sorted out everything. Cos I've alr taken out the first step by deciding on what to do. Whether to carry out or not, it will depend on individual, but for me Yes, I'm stubborn. so once I've decided, I'll carry it out even if others think its wrong and i think its right. It's my decision afterall!

I seriously think that I've really gained and learnt alot from this whole process. Grown-up? Hard to say but I knw I have matured alot from all this suffering and pain brought to me, and I guess it's all worthwhile (:

Meeting Gays tmr before Friendly against Chatsworth International. Havent been seeing them in a long time. and finally I can make it! Pics up tmr. Shit I need to pack up for Intensive Trng Camp alr! Sunday is the camp. and I havent packed. I have totally no idea on what to bring. SHIT SHIT SHIT.

ok whtevr i need to pack. BYEBYE PPL (:

Laughed and laughed like shit at ahem at BK just now.

Now im tired of laughing. and i need a break from everything.

Sch's boring. i only have like one math tutorial at 12pm then civics then lunch then contact time. wells. slack day. Accompanied ruby for acupuncture hmmm,. then back to school for the SportsXcel launch. Addressing all sports pdp ppl and we got our sportsxcel shirt. hahaha. refreshments provided. Yay for the video we made! Hahaha i think ours is one of the nicest? (: HAHAHA CREDITS TO ME AND SEK only (hehehe) cos i absolutely hate pokings.

Ok, then accompanied Zihui to the army market place near golden mile. Bought like 9 hammocks for the camp for those who didnt have one. IT'S FREAKING HEAVY. hahaha, OHOH. our lots are out. Both guys and girls and i have the groupings. hahaha.
For the girls, we're playing against Vjc, Dunman High and Njc.
For guys, we're playing against ACjc, Yjc, Pjc and Vjc.

I have other grpings but abit lazy to type out so just come ask me if you wna knw lor.
I feel rather stressed now cos I've got like one whole term of work to catch up can. My maths, chem, econs and perhaps geog? Maths and Chem ARE MUST. econs not that bad. Geog is ok since i took it in sec sch. so i have the basics for H1 geog. But I seriously cant find much time for myself, 24hrs is really not enough and I'm really suffering from lack of sleep.

Shit, Ms Ang accidentally elbowed me during the game ytd and hit the part between my eyebrows, er. specifically just above my nose bridge. I THINK IT'S LIKE BRUISE THERE. blueblack or smth like that cos i cant frown and i cant touch it. it hurts my head and my nose lah! bloody shitty painful. im damn sad.

I can't help it but feel sad thinking back abt the past. Abt my happy life, and abt my happy family.
Cos I'm no longer happy anymore.

YES FIRSTLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERMY! (: YOU TURNED 17 SO QUICKLY. BUT IT'S GNA BE MINE SOON (: HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAY OVER THERE OK (: GAYS LOVE YOU! DROP US AN EMAIL OR CHAT ON MSN! :D

RAHHHH school officially starts tmr with the new timetable. alright, my class is fine. 13/08 well it's kind of a cool class. hahaha and i supposed i'll get to love them soon.

Anw, went out to meet maysze at Marina Square. She helped me with my chemistry and we watched The Leap Years and it freaking hell made us cried.and then I wondered, how long has it been since I last cried in the cinema. Well, basically I think the show is HEARTBREAKING yet TOUCHING. Ok and I heard all the sniffs and saw all the ppl wiping their tears away. two girls beside may were crying just like us and the girl beside me was crying and hugging her bf while her bf comforted her. Hahahaha. RECOMMENDED! though my mum thinks it's an YI SHU PIAN. like what the! hahaha.

Wells, talked abt our lifes and ate jap ice cream. I knw you meant well Maysze, but I guess I need time to figure out what I really really want and need alright? I knw there are always consequences for my actions but I'm willing to accept them. Say I'm stubborn, say I'm stupid but I really need some time.

and well for the time being, I really need to concentrate on my chem! hahaha cos chem lecture test is coming up and I really suck at chem cos I missed out on one whole chunk of work since I didnt take it for the first intake. I've got like one of term of work to catch up seriously.
Lemme see.
Monday trng,
Tuesday P.E and trng,
Wed FREEEEEE,
Thurs P.E and trng,
Friday FREEEEE,
Sat friendly with Chatsworth International,. suck right? but it's not the end yet! Though it's march hols. but aft sat's frenly,
Sun- Tues I HAVE BBALL INTENSIVE TRNG CAMP. what the shit. Then I dno if there'll be trng but Fri friendly with UWC,
Sat T-net trng.

How much extra time can i have to study except during the intensive trng camp cos they set aside 3hrs every night aft trng to study which i don't really think i will. RAHHHHH. I guess these are all for me to loose all the flabs. Yay i'll be real skinny by then HAHAHA. plus my appetite not very gd. omgggggggggggggg. It's kind of scary to think of the trng camp aft what sek and Zh told me.

Well, I realised I really miss alot alot of ppl, esp the GAYS. Cherm and Ama are in Melbourne now and my lousy phone cannot video call. Jy, Wee, Siqi and Jia! Always organise on some days when I cant meet. Rahhhhh. Foursome too, though Jo is in the same sch HAHA. Siqi and Janice both in Mjc.
and and and my wonderful cousins/friends Ps! I wonder what's gg on in her life now, I mean bcos of my busy schedule I hardly get to see her too. It's like a miracle that I got to meet up with May today.Shucks Jc life is terrible. I feel so NO LIFE. Luckily I've got ppl in TJ to acc me. and my teammates too. HAHA so life isnt that terrible afterall cos my snrs quite dote on jnrs. haha.

Well I have a packed schedule but it's not as if i'm spending them with ppl i dont like, so i guess it's fine with me really.
Sigh, I dont wna rush things but neither wld i wna be an emo kid and emo whole day long. No, I'm not gna do that. I'm gna look on the bright side of life and hope for things to be better. Cos i knw it will. Say I'm stubborn but I strongly believe in my own stand.

Omg this sucks lah.

I have a chem lecture test next week ): but i havent studied for it. I dont even understand atomic structure lah. it's so confusing. tested on atomic structure and mole concept. RAH I DON WNA FAIL IT PLS. Didnt take chem for first intake, so i guess i really missed out on alot. now they are teaching chemical bonding. work just piles up seriously.

Quarrelled with my mum ytd cos i reached home late at abt 12. Think she pms la. She actually gave me a curfew of 9pm. HAHA do i look like i'll obey it? whatever la, guess as long as i inform her where i go and stuff it'll be alright though i really feel so restricted. like don't treat me like a pri sch kid anymore pls!

Rah, I'm finally gg out with may tmr AND looking forward! :D I've got so much to tell her. My left thumb is like zzz now. oh wells. ok blog next time bye.

It's bleeding like mad.

Hahaha.My mood's like on a roller coaster ride today. Suppressing everything, looking so sian and all. It sucks bcos everyone can see that i look stonish and lethargic and all. Hahahaha, and for the whole day, ppl just come up to me and say hi and ask me the same qn. " are you okay?" Tell me what am i supposed to ans. Hahaha obviously say im ok, just tired right? Ok it sounds so duhhhhh.

Went tpjc to look for tengyyyyyy. played ball, hoping things will be better, ended up feeling like a losery shit.Ruby twisted her ankle though. haha i almost twisted my ankle too! hahaha but teegong borbee i nv! hehehe. then after feeling like shit, talked to tengyyyyy aft such a long time and well just hope things will get better. went tm and met her fren. then they ate at long john silver's while i slept cos i was really tired and lethargic.Woke up and suddenly everything just feels fine.

Maybe this is a better way cos it gives us more breathing space. Who knws this might just be another chance for us to knw each other once agn, and this time, even better understanding of one another (:

Mass Dance at Suntec was really fun! Hahaha, all the dancing and cheering made me really tired. Woke up this morning with a headache and sore throat and my voice was really bad..

Oh wells, was lazing arnd at home doing nth! just watching tv and using comp. Had a real splitting headache.RAHHH. Oh wells, decided to take a nap. woke up when my phone rang.Went for trng soon with my headache. hmmm, played 3on3 with some guys there until they left then did some shootings. Nth much lah, just that I strained my back muscles. Haha so haha i need to thank coach, siokyi, ks and dumb for helping me massage. I dno why but I was very tired, guess its due to my headache la.

They had dinner at hawker while i drank fruit juice and shared ban mian with dumb. came home and rested.

Oh wells, I'm in CG13/08 and i dno why i'm right in front cos i'm like taking cross combi. oh wells. WHTEVR IT IS. rahhhhh.

Is it me or is it you?

Went to hand in documents at MJ then went back to TJ. Orientation - Amazing race, Captain's ball, Mass Dance (:

SLACKEST TRG EVER. hahaha. played a while then became damn sian for some reason. sort of gave up. wells,went out to buy durian and chips while the guys have their steamboat first. then came back, ate durians and chips then STEAMBOAT! then lao yu sheng lor. it was fun overall lah seriously. oh wells. reached home at 10plus.

update more agn. my mummy ask me to go slp! BYE!

Got posted to Mjc. Doesnt really attract me there. Boring talks just made me wna leave, so left the sch halfway with siqi. what's the point of listening to those boring talks.

Went Pasir Ris interchange then White Sands, then went home. Been rotting at home for like hours ):
Oh wells, I wonder, why is it that things changed so drastically.
Why is it so hard to accede to one's request?

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Received a call from TJC to say that my appeal is successful :D
Hahaha quite happy. rushed down. AND SAW RUBY AND CHARLENE! hahaha ruby's joining thru bball! yay. charlene said she's taking same combi hahaha.
Anw, Nicholas looked for me! hahaha, he thought i had interview but in the end dont have. BUT thanks anw! hahah. oh wells. need to report to both JCs tmr! nights!

SHUCKS. my cable is still with teng so unfortunately i'm still unable to post the photos.
and i realised i have lots and lots of photos to upload.

oh wells, today's a sunday. and sadly im at home. haha. wanted to go study to catch up with all the tutorials and stuff BUT I REALLY SADLY CANNOT FIND ANYONE. where has everyone gone to )):

stupid PS also ps me for her frens. dont wna go have dinner with us cos she's gna cycle till very late with her frens. WHAT KIND OF AHBUI COUSIN I HAVE HHAHAHAA.
oh wells, its ok. i'm gg to have teppanyaki dinner with my mum and her bf later at somewhere in/near JURONG BIRD PARK. hahahaha my muu said its nice so well since i've got nth to do i'll just tag along as she wanted me to.

rah i dont wna go sch tmr. MONDAY BLUES, though there isnt trng tmr. oh wells, PE at 4.40pm till 5.30pm on tues, then chiong to trng. then thurs got trng, fri got PE and trng, Sat got trng also. FAINTS. ok this is what i had for the past few weeks tentatively. I BETTER PRAY THAT MY TIME TABLE WILL CHANGE FOR THE BETTER,

wells, i still dno if i shld change my combination. but im definitely not taking chem cos i suck at it though i scored better for chem as compared to physics for O's. PMEL, with lit as H1. a cross combi class's timetable really suck. esp when my class has so many ppl with diff combinations. and stupid, the earliest time i end sch is like 3pm?

So now, i only have two choices. One is to change my subject combination and change to Arts stream. The other choice, is to remain unchanged. Seriously speaking, my current Cg is perfectly smth that i DREAD all along. small cliques everywhere, not bonded, not enthu abt things, and there is someone whom i/we really dread seeing everyday. Oh man, HOW I WISH I CAN JUST SMACK THE PERSON'S FACE AND ASK * TO STOP BRAGGING AND INFLUENCING OTHERS. AND LIKE AIYAH DNO LA. JUST WNA ASK * TO SHUDDUP AND GET LOST. and if i stay in the same combi, i'll definitely be in the same class with that person. omggggggggg.

rah, frankly speaking i find tj nice and fun! and i do love the current tj team. ADIV'08! :DD
haha, but i dread trng.i mean not bcos of all the running and stuffs. i just dno.. i mean i dont mind gg home late, but late yet tired and weary? i dno, my schedule is so packed that i realised i dont have much time to revise my work, dont even mention rest.
Shoots.
Things are just wearing me out.

sent cherm and ama off at T3 just now. ok, it wasn't as emo as we actually expected. thought we wld all cry like mad. i guess there's just too many ppl so the atmosphere's gone.

Well, we had a really really nice group hug! and our usual circle pose. Cherm started crying when she received our really really nice handmade calendar for the both of them. Ama WAS ALR CRYING. but even harder. sigh. it's kinda sad to see them leave. esp at the glass panes at the departure area.We didnt join in the crowd at the door, just stood at the glass panes watching them leave.

Haha, ok shit it feels so emo for the previous para.oh wells, didnt cry except Jy. But our eyes were red. shoots.

Ok enough of emo stuffs. Anw had dinner at POPEYES and went home aft that. I'm feeling tired so I'm gg to slp now alr. Oh right, I need to write my excuse letter for ponning sch today. HAHA.

HAPPY CNY EVERYBODY!!!!!! ((:

SUPER HIGH COS TMR CAN GET RED PKTS.
*KOPE ALL THE MONEY AND RUNS AWAY!*

HEHEHEHEHE.
OH YES, I WNA SAY I LOVE TAN WEE NA AND ONG JIA XIN AND I MISS THEM ALOT ALOT. SERIOUS.

Shoots.

I'm getting effing irritated, ok rather emotional.

Trng on thurs with a team talk at the end which got everyone emotional. But i believe it's all part of bonding the girls' team tgt (:
Sch was ok ytd. became really slppy towards the end of the tutorials. CNY CARNIVAL! hehe. I HEREBY DECLARE THAT I WONT PLAY 'THE SEE-WHO-CATCH-THE-MOST-ORANGE-FISH' GAME WITH SEK ANYMORE! tried catching them then all the fishes ran towards her side THUS I HELPED HER TO WIN. shoots. ok it was really fun. better than expected, played games and had fun watching ppl getting dunked into water. hahaha. so when Tong got dunked, the whole sch crowded arnd and was ELATED. HAHAH.

Went Zihui's hse aft that. Ok let me see, Sek, Zihui, Shanmin, Jiawei, Melissa and me! Ordered Canadian pizza and karaoked! HAHAHA Shake your bon-bon! Ok, it was fun with everyone being so tired at the end. Went home at abt 11plus? Took train home with Mel. Bathed and SLEPT. hah.

woke up at abt 11plus today. Blog hopped arnd and realised smth which kinda upsetted me. Shan't elaborate, maybe it's just me getting too sensitive over it but i just don't see the exact same excitement when it comes to me.

Wells, I don't knw. Getting a lil' emo now. Just kind of missed the past though i really enjoy it now in TJ. Guess I'm just missing ppl whom I havent really met for some time. Foursome, Gays, and all.
I don't really wna get emotional now but i guess its not long before we all drift since we're all in diff schs now.I'm not sure if you guys missed me(i hope you all did!haha) but i wna say i really really miss all of you. Please please meet up soon to catch up aye!

JOCINATAN(though i see you almost everyday), TANSIQI AND JANICE ANGANG! Let's all arrange our foursome date agn aye! Let others be jealous of our lasting friendships! Cos i know, even if we all don't speak to one another/contact each other/meet up for millions of years, we'll all still knw each other inside out, don't we?

RAHHHH I SHLD STOP HERE BEFORE I GET TOO EMO. HAHAHA. ok la.come back to blog agn bye.

HAHAHA omg omg.
I'm crazy man. shoots my mum is killing me for my EXPLODED SMSES THIS MONTH ):

ok i shall slowly sms next time. hehehe.
shoot i feel like ponning sch tmr. and im suffering from lack of slp ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL LIM!

rushed out to buy a bday cake for cheryl. hahaha celebrated for cheryl and joel (hehe) ok its funny la.Jojo is like forced to finish the rest of the cake haha.

Nth much happened today.

SHOOTS. BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH. tell me how can i not be worried abt my results!
Jx was telling me she's scared, then when i told her im scared too, she told be not to be scared. sit back and relax. HOW CONVINCING.
shoots. feeling jittery now. uneasiness filled me.shoots.

RESULTS ON THURS. SHUCKS. STRESSED.

THIS IS DAMN GAY BUT YES IM STILL GNA DO IT.

NICHOLAS LIM ASK ME TO BLOG ABT HIM AND OK I'VE JUST DONE IT.
sucker la he keeps bullying me. where is justice man!

hahahaha, shit la. next week getting results most prob. and i think i'll cry and faint before looking at my results hahahaah. i think i'll tremble when i open the result slip and i'll faint aft that. thenge t someone else to look at it for me. omg. i don wna end up with tears of regrets. put in alot of effort so obviously i'll hope for smth gd yea.

exhausted from all the school's timetable and trngs and all lah. feels so shitty now and i dno why. just gives me this feeling that im gna fall sick.ok shut up clara leong.

alrights, shall blog next time with all the outdated photos! bye ppl. nights.

LOVES TO ALL MY LOVES (:

Hello ppl! Ok, it feels like extremely weird to blog cos i'm supposed to be doing my math hw but seriously, who cares la.

Ok, was surprised to receive TANWEENA's msg this morning and i was like super duper touched. Can you imagine me smiling to my phone like some mad woman when i was at the mrt platform? Haha yea, kinda missed her though we met up for a short while on sunday with the gays. Haven't really got to have long chats with her like we used to previously. So, NANA if youre reading this, YOU KNW WHAT TO DO OK! :D we seriously gta meet up! and no worries, i'm really doing fine in sch and i dont have to like beat whatever assholes up! :D

ok, so as usual I went to sch with Asheem cos its either i see him or he sees me at the platform in the morning. Then, had boring lectures and and math tutorial. GP teacher is like whoa.. we think she's pms-ing. alright, so i've been doing well with my cg so far. ok perhaps the only few ppl. and guess what, I'm like assistant class rep. what the! and Joel(Jojo), our class rep, calls me his Ass. Rep. and WeePeng(Pengpeng) is like Treasurer, and I bet our money's gna fly!

Lunch with Lynnette, Ahmad(gaylove), Melanie(MehMeh) and Cheryl(Rylryl) and went back for Contact time and was damn hilarious and well, i kinda agree that shoes are inevitably part of our lives! Hmmm, finally a day w/o pdp and I came home early! YAYNESS. I realised i really missed alot of ppl. Teammates esp 2146, Classmates, FOURSOME. C'mon ppl though we're all busy with our lives but we really have to meet up la ok!

Alright, I'm being called Rara in class, damn, hahah,. ok i shall go do my math alr so yea. BYE and loves to all my loves (:

Hey, back to blog.

Tired. No lectures today yet I went sch. Am i dumb or dumb? Well, crashed chem and bio lectures today. Then stoned for some time. OH YES, i changed into sports sch uniform in sch! It was so big.hahaha, ok a lot of ppl say i do look like im from sports sch! HEHEHE. Shing Jiuan changed from her 'kfc' uni to tkg uni and then sports sch uni then back to tkg uni. She just looked typically TKGian. Hahaha, DanDan looked so sweet when she changed into my Tkg uni. I wna wear a Cedar Uni though! heheh.

Played netball for a while aft sch. Then Shing Jiuan came my hse and we bathed and headed to SP's open hse. Stupid Jeremy cheat my feelings! He told me he'll wait for me at the Mrt station and carry my bag for me yet he didnt. So we went to explore the sch. and finally found the bball court. sian I SWEAR I'LL NV PLAY WITH SP GUYS ANYMORE. i don't mean jeremy and his frens, but the others. They have got lots of things to say when they play and like have no sportsmanship? So violent and like bu ke qi lor. Hahaha, dno la not used to the diff playing styles. But there was this thing that made me quite pissed off and i was like 'EH DIAM LA!' omg. insult to the pros. Kobe my foot la! Jordan my foot la!

Almost twisted my ankle and have some scratches at the side. Guess it's gna hurt a lil when i put on my shoes. Sianxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx, why do they have to be so hiong when its just like a friendly game! So scary. And I realised I haven't been ice-ing my knee for some time, No wonder it has been hurting a lil cos the swell just wont reduce.

ok I suddenly thought of Zihui's qn on thurs. I said I saw a big patch of dark clouds and when I was hoping it's gna rain, the patch of dark clouds disappeared, so perhaps it flew away. Then Zihui was like, " Oh, so did it smile and say bye to you?"
Everyone was totally sianded. Brrrrrrrr.

Ok, I just realised I'm gna fall aslp any moment. so yea. I'll put up the pics some time later. My phone's usb cable is with Teng and my camera's usb cable is still not given to me. So its like even old pics cldnt be put up lor. Ok, I seriously gtg alr. Nights ppl.

Loves to all my loves (:

ok, lectures started today. had econs and maths. was falling aslp during econs. but awake during maths. yay.
ok im lazy to blog much cos im gg running soon. so yep here's a pic to end it.

Let's meet the JIE MEI BANG (BACK), OGLs, and Clan Master of ERYPION OG10! (:

HIGHLIGHTS FOR THE DAY:

1. MY KNEE IS FINE ALR! :D just that i'm still under observation for these few days in case smth goes wrong, or its out of place agn. haha. need to get the strength back though.

2. TJC ORIENTATION MASS DANCE@ SUNTEC FOUNTAIN OF WEALTH! hehe. it was super duper fun and high. and since my leg is ok. i danced and ran and cheered like i was on drugs or smth. haha. yay erypion rock. haha.

zenith night tmr. oh ya. og10 outing at MS tmr at 10am. hahah wonder how are we gna squeeze into the cinema/bowling centre. hahah.wonder if we're playing pool too since we have all the way till aftn to get back to sch to prepare for zenith night. yay. alrights, its so fast the end of orientation soon so sianxzxzxzxzx. hahahah. and i think i heard t-net trng is cancelled tmr cos too lil' ppl. zzz. hear alr also quite sian, like everytime cancel. hahah though i nv go cos of zenith night lah.

hmm ok brief enough. haha gtg. loves! :D

it has been 2days at tjc. orientation has been fun.from og bonding, games to AMAZING RACE, MASS DANCE!, cheering session and all. BTW, I'm from OG10 :D Sherm and Ruo Yu are in the same OG as me. Yea, and I'm from ERYPION! hahah I still think its one of the nicest clan ever. AND the cheers are super cute, nice, funky, esp the hokkien one! hahaha. erypion eh za bor jin jia chio ah! hehe.

hmmm, had to leave early today for trng session. ran abt 4rounds of track only. SLOW JOG SOMEMORE. cldnt run that much due to my knee. in the end, i didnt train at all cos miss ang didnt want me to train and wanted me to rest instead. Went home earlier than the others cos she wanted me to go home and rest and ice my leg first. tmr not sure if im gg to sch, or will be late for sch, or leaving sch early. need to go see doc i supposed.

Hmmm, alrights. been a long post. I'm tired from cheering and from running arnd in amazing race, and from brainstorming for ideas for zenith night audition. haha. ok update soon! AND YES! TJ ORIENTATION MASS DANCE @ SUNTEC TMR! WOOHOO.
though i'm not supposed to take part as miss ang said, but i'll just go along with the music. hehehehehe.byexzxzxzx.

I feel that I've got too many things kept in the bottom of my heart, things that I need to say.

I've said them alr. Feeling kind of down.

But wells, had T-net trng in the morning and alot of ppl turned up :D
Coach doesn't believe I've injured my knee =/

Went home and bathed and RUSHED down to Simei. Met Janice Ang Pei Ying and Tan Si Qi! Bought food and walked to Jocina Tan Siu Min's house and I knw she was kinda pissed off at first. Ok it was my fault. Shan't elaborate. And yes! Foursome finally met up. Though it was short as Sq left first for church, I believe it was enough for us all. Exchanged xmas gifts and played with Milky! (Jo's dog)

At first we thought Milky was barking at Janice, then we realised she wasn't. Milky was barking at something else, behind Janice but there was nth behind Janice, only air. So it got kind of eerie ewwwww. We soon forgot abt it and wells, Mahjonged and it was hilarious cos Jan didn't knw how to play. HAHA. Didn't manage to take a group photo but Jan, Jo and I camwhored a lil still. Left Jo's hse at abt 530 and went East Pt for cheese fries HAHA. Went home after that.

Glad to have them with me throughout these 4yrs in TK. Girls, I LOVE YOU ALL :D Though we would end up in different JCs, but I'm sure we'll keep in contact yea? And rmb, even if we don't talk for a million yrs, I knw we'll all still knw each other inside out yes? This is a rare friendship that I cherish and treasure alot (:

Alright. I'm gna watch my tv now. Buh-Bye (:
As usual, Loves to all my loves (:

PS. OMG I THINK I THREW MY REMOTE CONTROL DOWN THE STUPID BIN ALR. SHUCKS HOW!