hahaha can see you my monster?! its darn cute and i love it :D
yay each of the seven of us has one! call it a symbol of our undying friendship? (so cliche) haha. but still. i love mine! hahah it has a lot of good friends too! hahah i love the rest of the six gays too :D

so i overslept and missed physics. partly bcos i slept too late last night and was lazy to wake up this morning.haha.ok in other words, I PONNED.
hmm. nv really mug these few days. GUILTY. OH WELLS.


some things that was nv wished to be made known was. i dont knw what to do/say now. sigh. i feel like a bitch now.

look at her unglamness
us at TJ :D
hahah NTH MORE TO SAY :D
balloon from the teachers :D cute yea?



things aren't gg right. i need a break, seriously. had fun sweating after jogging.studied a lil chem. gna start studying real hard later. IM GNA DO AND DO AND DO WS AND TYS. yay. HA. self consolation. but yea who cares. im really mugging hard.

oh yes. i need to thank TAN WEE NA for being a listener today. i knw it's a torture listening to my complaints and probs and all, but guess that's what friends/mates/gays are for yea? and hahah I LOVE YOU LA TAN WEE NA :D

everything took a drastic change. cooling-off period.

yea great day. it's been long since i played ball.was balling at tjc. and i totally don have the stamina now. haha and i missed NUMEROUS underbaskets. feel so ashamed. hahaha. but wells, its forgivable i hope? hehe.

last day of sch. wells, not exactly lah cos we have to go sch some days anw. but had fun exchanging presents and taking turns to say smth :D and i sure love you guys a lot yea :D you all made my day :D but graduation ceremony was SAD. it was pretty meaningful and full of GRATITUDE AND MISSES AND RELUCTANCE TO LEAVE THE CLASS.powerpoint presentations and speeches from each class made us all cried badly, esp when its all so touching and sad. memories and recollection of times we spent tgt these two years made everyone feel depressed. AND I CERTAINLY THANK 4E8'07 FOR BRINGING ME SO MUCH MEMORIES. ESP THIS WHOLE SEC4 LIFE WHICH MADE MY SEC SCH LIFE MEANINGFUL.

mrs kong sang a song which made us cry even more. we sang the sch song with extremely loud voices, PROUDLY :D wanted encore but time was running out. so we cheered the sch's cheers and that officially ended our ceremony i guess? haha received balloon from teacher too. its so darn cute :D

went home to bath and headed to tj. balled and went home with my cousin. played with her dog. which almost bit me at the end of the day. naughty dog. wells, fruitful day i guess.

to siqi, amanda, weijia, weena, cherm and jy : im glad that we spoke to one another. you guys made my sec4 life meaningful definitely.and i just wna say thanks for these times spent tgt and im soooo gna miss you ppl (very very much x 100000000). i love you ppl! :D and we'll all keep in contact yea?

to siqi, janice and jocina: I'm glad that i met you pals from the start of sec1. though we don't really talk much now. but still, we'll knw each other inside out even if we dont talk for a million years yea? and i truly thank God for letting me knw you guys and become super close friends. though we all lead our own lives, but im sure we'll still keep in contact yea? i really really love you ppl. CHEERS TO FOURSOME :D

to the sec4s of tk bball team: I'm glad that im in the team. knwing you ppl was one of the best things in my life. though we often have disagreements, but we always overcome it in the end yea? and i'll always rmb the times we endured the tough trng sessions tgt, joked during these sessions with coach and fooled arnd, sometimes trying to cheer coach up (as well as ourselves). the moments we all shared will be cherished. esp the times we strived so hard to achieve our goal for all the games and competitions, and also how we improved so much from the past. you guys made an impact in my life :D thank you. and i love you ppl alot. much misses.

alrights that's abt all for today, pics another day? :D

intensed. stressed. DEAD.

I dont knw but I'm feeling real scared now. like OMG. olvl's in less than 20days I supposed? but it's really pressurising to countdown and not study you see. I dont see much progress in my mugging. cos I havent really been mugging HARD ENOUGH. I feel so dead, I feel so dead. I'm gna screw it up omg.

guess I'm really feeling too stressed up, that I'm actually blabbering nonsense on my blog now. HA. well, PPL( ref to MANY) usually get the impression that I'm usually relaxed and not stressed and ok, not even mugging for O's but HEY! I beg to differ you see. IT'S THE BIG O'S K. I'm not that nonchalent afterall.I have my aims too, SO to those who despise me, I'll show, or rather, PROVE to you that you're wrong. Trust me, I'm gna start mugging real hard.(though i said that a few days ago) but hey, I knw how to practise self-discipline okay! Trust me, I'VE SAID IT, I'LL DO IT YEA.

haha the big Os hasn't even started but yet I'm thinking of the Sec4 farewell and the activities after Os. haha ok I shall stop daydreaming and 'HELLO CLARA, BACK DOWN TO EARTH!'

YEA BACK TO REALITY (though I really disliked it very much) ok, I strive to achieve to the maximum I could. AND I WILL :D

UH. ok. wee,sh, ks and sy ( four trannys) and THE SMALL- HEADED ME(hehe) went to study at the airport. yea didnt really do much lah. only a few qns of maths before we were all chased out by the macs manager. weird uh. we cant study there. sucky.

hahaha so we went to MS with soooo much guilt within me and wee. hur but we shopped like nobody's business. haha yea so me and wee tried to sneak into zara w/o letting them find out but failed. and poor ks was forced not to shop inside zara by sh and sy <<>

HMM. SO i really wonder if i shld stay at home tmr to study instead of gg to sch yea. hahaha. aiyer see first lah. headache now also. as in literally headache and dizziness. hur the hot and humid weather's driving me crazy. yea help me before i faint. omg.

i shall go slp now. its late you see. nights,

you knw what? i totally give up. no more questioning, no more getting upset over matters. i'll try to be as 'happy and nonchalent and unbothered and unconcerned and phlegmatic and indifferent as i can be' = BO CHAP or whatsoever.

freaking bored.

nth's gg right for me. esp studies. yea so what yes yes i failed chem, yea yea im so happy abt that huh. it really sucks. yea and bcos of my absence from geog paper2, i have to take other ppl's avg results, wtf. so mrs khoo said i cld have done so much better than that. and yea my fault that i fell sicka nd got a virus attack huh.so ya my prelims L1R5 are gna be way high.it SUCKS.

and my mum is a freaking idiot who nags at me, and dont allow me to argue back, YEA WTF, MY FAULT THAT MY HAIR DROPS SO MUCH,. FREAKING IDIOT, SUCKER, STUPID, WHTEVR.
LIKE WHOSE FREAKING HAIR DOESNT DROP. DOESNT MAKE SENSE YEA.

YA YA NO MATTER WHAT, IM ALWAYS AT FAULT, FOR EVERY SINGLE SITUATION, IM ALWAYS AT FAULT.
YEA SORRY FOR DROPPING HAIR AND ARGUING BACK COS YOU ACCUSED ME OF PLAYING WITH MY HAIR WHEN I DID NOT EVEN TOUCH IT A SINGLE BIT,
SORRY FOR BEING LAZY TO CLEAN UP MY OWN COMP TABLE,
SORRY FOR BEING YOUR PATHETIC DAUGHTER.
DAMN.
YEA SORRY TO MYSELF FOR HAVING SUCH A KIND OF UNREASONABLE MUM, WHOSE ONLY NICE TO ME WHEN SHE'S FEELING GOOD, AND FREAKINGLY ABUSE ME WHEN SHE'S TOTALLY FEELING DOWN OR QUARRELLED WITH HER FREAKING BOYFRIEND. HELL,
THANKS MUM.

alrights im done, believe me, things are gna change.

HEHEHE. im back to blog uh. prelims are over and im super glad abt that. so im gna slack this weekend then start next week. hahaha.. went town ytd. yes, shopped for some long long time before we found a place for a meal. and i really bow down to wong jing ying for being able to shop for so long (when all of us are dying) hahaha yes and JY'S PARAGON = PENTAGON. HAHAHAHA. alrights. some random photos. zany: ok so er.. OJX! :D LOVES. in class: friends are my love!

shopping! :

I LOVE TORTOISE MANSXZSXZSXZXS!

ESPRIT

ZARA!

RANDOM:

t-net @ geylang west

OH MY BELOVED!

HOTCAKES

MY BREAKFAST! :D

wells. quite relieved that those stressful days are over. problems and problems keep occurring continuously. stress from prelims, stress from every single thing arnd me. plus many many other problems which are all solved anw. hmmm. just hope life wld be better from now.
ALRIGHT, MY MUM WNA GO KBOX WITH ME TMR HAHAH!

bored. blogging in blogger seemed so boring. hahaha. my stomach feels weird. ):

it sucks to fall sick at this point of time. how i wish i can turn back time, and return to the past. like how it all used to be.

super tired today. i really dno why but ya. had racial harmony/national/carnival day today. it was fun. more like camwhoring day than national day celebration you see. hahaha. took lotsa pics and had lots of fun wearing ethnic. (: but the costumes really made us DRIP WATER. hahaha. the songs sang by the band were great. like seriously. and i find the lil' kallang wave we did super hilarious. then its more and more camwhoring. hahaha. oh yes. we did take care of the old folks ok! hahaha.

alrights. i shall put up some pics (:


haha i knw this has nth to do with today's celebration. but hey! it's my dream wedding cake ok! and i shall climb a ladder to the top of this 3m+ cake and cut it on my wedding day. ahhahaha!


nice? hehe was taken on my grandma's bday celebration. i love them all! cousins(:


ok i knw this is random. but it is really super cute can! (:


here comes the photo! hahah taken in the toilet with retarded wee(:


jocina and me (: loves!


see bonny siqi? haha. i love you ahqi! (:


omg. look at the BEAUTIFUL SHARM. hahaha she started the day by saying,"i really cant wear a skirt!" hahaha. retarded arent she?


it's tanweenana the tortoise/monkeyface/penguin and me agn! (: loves!


see pretty cherm? hahahah loves alrights! (dont think she'll get to see this anw!)

hehe went nike sales agn. cos jy wanted to go. i went there like 5times in total. ok to be exact, ive stepped in 6times! omg can. hahaha i think the person can recognise me la. hahaha and jy said ahjia want to go. hahah guess i brought lots of customers ok! (sounds wrong) wells, i can jolly well be their spokesperson (:


SEE? (: LOVELOVE!

hahahaha.OH AND JY NEEDS TO SURVIVE ON BREAD. COS SHE SPENT 100BUCKS THIS WEEK! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.

ok im like rotting at home now can. zzz. feels so LA nw. hahhaa. ok that's my secret to my piglet at home. hehehe. ok i think im gg crazy cos its realy super bored. OK. I THINK I WILL KNOCK OUT SUPER EARLY TODAY OMG. CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW TIRED I AM?ZZZ. OK NIGHTS PPL (: (its 2146 only.zzz)

hmm. ive decided not to blog abt the past days stuffs. talk abt today.
jasmine's bday. hahaha wanted to go makan after intensive but was called off. hmm.sad but oh wells, we'll have it another day i guess? hahah
chem intensive was sucky. wells, went court after that. bought mocha for coach and stoned there. haha shot balls and played with jnrs at the end. hahah.had a great time there. me and wee ended up shooting balls and doing pumpings. zzz. tiring.

wells.currently addicted to 'far away' by nickelback. hahaha.and im having two pieces of banana walnut bread for dinner. hahaha.

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
You know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
One last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know
You know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go.

boo. hahaha i shall blog abt what happened from fri till today, tmr. dont ask me why i dont wna blog nw,abt the long long events that took place. i dno! hahaha

guess im just tired and lazy to. many things happened k. so i'll just blog abt it tmr. hahaha. im a lazy girl.

well, to sum up everything with only...idontknwhowmanywords. hahaha.
it was really fun, great, happy, enjoyable, hot,etc. ok maybe except some parts of the days. but still overall. i really enjoyed and relaxed myself this whole weekend. haha. blog more abt it tmr then. nights ppl (:

BORING DAY. hahaha except for the part when yeeching actualyl slapped my arm twice. and it was so hard and painful my hand went numb. omg.

zzz serious scolding from my mum just now for being late for like SUPER LONG. hmmm. ok my fault. so ya im sorry! hahahaha. ok i cant believe that im still slacking online. omg. hahah

it's BOB tmr. hahahah and im still wondering if i shld wear sch uni. hahahaa. sheesh. alright. gtg bye!

yay! its the 100th post of this blog. hahaha.

netball-ed today at kallang netball centre with sy,wee,ks,sh. haahha. returned with RED faces. hehe. had kfc at kallang then headed over to tortoise's(HAHAHA) hse with sy and sh. practically rotted there lo. slept, playstationed, watch tv. hahahaha. then headed to sbc at abt 7 for the match and prize presentation at night.

zzz. that's abt all. hahah just felt like blogging out what happened today. ok i knw its random but ya.
sigh. havent really been studying this weekend. im feeling guilty.

twinkle twinkle little star~~~~~

hahaha was singing the indian version in class to lynnette. hahah. lessons were bored. and mrs cheong actually took ms johara's period cos ms johara had dengue. poor us. POOR MS JOHARA. hopes she recovers soon!

hahaha. oh wells. supposedly have geog intensive revision in comp lab4. but i think mrs khoo cldnt teach cos she lost her voice. so we all had to move to the AVT to have our IR with the other grp. hahaha. was fun eating pocky. stupid yeeching keep making me laugh like an idiot. omg. hahaha.

HEHEHEEH I BOUGHT MUNCHY DOUGHNUTS FOR MUMMY AND BRO AND HIS GF. AND MOST IMPTLY MYSELF (: HAHAHAHA. yay. im happy im happy im happy. hahaha think im seriously nuts k. all yeeching's fault. hahaha.

OH HARRY POTTER'S OUT YOU KNW!! HEHE. ok i feel dumb.
alrights. gtg. haha blog agn erm. maybe tmr? hahaha.
and tanweenana cheer up k! (:

beautifully destroyed afternoon.
ive got no comments abt that seriously.
sigh.

i wna turn back time.

STRESSED. PRELIMS SOON! SUCKY.

URGH MY POST IS GONE AND I DNO WHY. OMG STUPID BLOGGER. DAMN.

peisze just had to say that i said that she was cute. zzz. did i ever say that? OMG. HAHAHAH.
ok no mood to blog. neither do i have the mood for hw. DAMN. forget it.zzz. hv to try to finish those hw by the next two days!

look. IM SO BORED THAT IM DOING QUIZZES ONLINE. BOO.

hahaha was sort of addicted just now. zzz. wanted to do hw. but ended up doing those kind of rubbish surveys. lol. hahahhaha..

so bored now. teng's at my hse doing amath while im slacking. zzz. hur i feel guilty. but i just don feel like studying. no choice. hahahhaah.

alrights. shall stop blogging. byebye.

yay(:


pretty (: this pic says it all (:


deflated balloon. haha does it reminds you of a cat?

hahaha. tuition-ed today. practically did nth after that. hahaha. and and and sooooooo super suay. today my da yi ma came ): ): urghhh.

hello. hahhaha tuitioned today. met woman and went shopping.alighted from the train. and some girls approached us and asked if i was interested in what tv/magazine commercials or what. zzz boring day.lazy to describe. byebye.

haha. sort of lazy to blog these few days..

sian. no motivation to study.and i dno why. caught men in white instead today.hahaha that show's super dumb lor.makes no sense at all. hahaha laugh die me only.

hmmm. came home and watch tv. and my mummy come home and nag nag nag agn. SIAN SI LE. COME HOME SO EARLY FOR WHAT!

zzz. gtg. bye.

so tired. temp's up and down. from 39.3 to 37.6. havent take my temp yet. went to see a doc today. and yes, have to take those med that i hate soooo much now. so dumb.

and now ive gta miss sch agn. 2days mc. means for this whole extended studies. i only attended half of last friday, tues and took chem o lvl spa today. and most probably half of friday's lesson too. sigh. im gna miss so many lessons. i wonder how am i gna catch up.

and all i do today is eat and slp and rot. hahaha and stupid tanweewee gave me a new name -.-
ooooh. and my mum bought me dinner. guess what?its like shark's fin and crab fried rice. topped up with 3 abalones. and 3huge prawns. omg. i feel sooooo blessed.hahahaha.

alrights. gna stay at home and recuperate tmr. hahaha. gtg bye (:

uh. pretty boring today. hahaha. anw. i had cravings for fishball(i dno why) and i finally had ONE pathetic fishball today for breakfast. i wonder who eats fishball noodles and gets only one fishball -.- uh. i bet im the only one.

oh man. i miss PS. she's like in sarawak?! awwww. hope she's doing fine over there. hahaha. she's gna come back on tues(yay) hahaha. my cute little cousin. ok not VERY little though. haha.

oh wells. tmr's tough match. jiayou mates (:

LIKE FINALLY WENT OUT WITH THEM (:
jocina, janice, siqi (: buddies (:

hahah. though it was pretty short, but it was awesome. cant wait for further dates with them. hahaha.
bought shoes for jx and myself. hahaha.

uh. it's gna be a pretty boring day tmr. SIGH.
alrights. gtg. BYEBYE (:

caught pirates (:

yay. the monkey was cute and funny. hehehe.
alrights. i actually zibi-ed for one whole hour at the playgrnd today. but it felt really great to be alone at times.a whole hour to think abt recent things(:

guess it's good to be alone at times. hahah. :D

hehehe some photos to upload for fun (:


look like me right? hehehe that's peisze.


the escargots we ate (:


the huge hotelroom key used for payment at the restaurant.


part of my presents (:


my birthday 'cake' (:


the bottle/present that broke ):


daddy(:


he's trying not to look at the cam. haha.


the wine we drank (:


yay i love her! (:


my birthday muffin from aisyah (:


spiderman sweets from aisyah too! loves (:


pretty brick for birthday present. haha.

hahaha. just felt like uploading since im like so bored. hehe. oh wells. guess im gg out to my ahma's hse soon (: zzz. im like wearing skirt. hehe shall bring shorts to change la. hahaha. a bit uncomfortable to wear skirt there. hahaha.june holidays soon. mug and mug and mug. boo.

alrights. bye! (:

trng over at ccab. STAMINA = ZERO.

hahah. went to eat after that. haha. just felt like vomiting. dno why. zz. packed food home for mummy. haha and she complained and complained that she's very very hungry. zzzz.

hahaha.k la. lazy to post alr. BYEBYE (:(:

hmmm. sch was.. rather ok. haha netball for pe was fun lah. then ss was boring and i fell aslp hahah. but she only noticed those behind. not in front so its ok. HEHE.

hmmm went to hougang sports hall with jasmine to watch A div netball matches.hahaha.then she left to rush home. haha went to hougang mall and had long johns for lunch. super full. zzz.

zzz. tired tired. gna take med later. haha eating my fav agar agar now (:(:

hmm. BORING DAY!

alrights got back HCL, SS AND CHEM.

wells. scored 72/110 for HCL paper2. but damn badly for paper1. 36/70 and 12/20. LOUSY EH. scored 16/25 for SS SEQ and 21/25 for SS SBQ. so overall was quite ok but i knw my lit's gna pull me down down down. boo. failed chem la. hahah 43.5/100.ALRIGHTS I KNW ITS LOUSY.

gna get back GEOG, LITELEC and AMATH tmr. gosh. SO NERVOUS :/
hahahhaha guess it wont be a happy day tmr. OH OH there's tuition tmr after sch =/

hmmm. came home and ate lunch and took med. the med that the doc prescribed doesnt seemed to work that much leh :/ im still coughing like shit. just that its on/off everytime. sometimes i cough until i feel so faint. sometimes i just dont make a sound at all. zzzz.

contacted janice at abt 4plus and decided to go tm. shopped and i bought fbt to satisfy my moody day. bought friendship band, each one (: hmmm. and then janice suggested customizing a shirt just for the four of us. since she wanted to design her own oversized shirt. haahha. STICKMAN! :D

BORING BORING BORING. im just gna die tmr. how i wish i can stop coughing. sigh.

hmm. so many things happened all of a sudden. i knw you're trying very hard to return to how it was like in the past. maybe its possible, maybe its impossible, no one knws the outcome. i just wna say thanks for everything(: no matter what happens or what's the outcome, just accept it (:

haha got my havaianas from ps (: thanks girl.

hmmm. shopped in orchard for the whole day (: hahaha nice day lah!

yay no sch tmr.

HEHE happy sweet sixteen to me (:

hahahha. had many presents today. and had a fruitful day. though the present lynn and sharm gave me broke. IM SORRY SHARM AND LYNN. i knw you all prepared my present since gd friday. sigh. sorry yea?

hmmm. FRUITFUL DAY (: caught spiderman3 hahaha was quite ok.
oh wells. thanks ppl! (:

hahaha

its sweet sixteen tmr! (:
hehe. im starting to look forward. ahha weird uh?
hehe. ps is gna pay for my havianas (:
HEHEHE.

oh man. hahaha checking of scripts tmr.

ANW! THANKS MAY AND LISZE FOR THE WALLET AS PRESENT! ((:
LOVES :D:D
HAHAH and ive really gotta thank my mum and roger for the presents and angbao! :D

REGRETTED.

maybe you think its nonsensical. or maybe you think im faking it. it's up to your imagination. but what ive said ytd on my blog was just everything deep down in my heart. believe it or not, up to you.

I DONT CARE ANYMORE.

OH CRAP.bitch

time flies.
MIDYRS are over. felt relaxed.but i was sad cos i screwed up my math paper2.
things weren't gd this morning. and i dont knw what went wrong.felt weird and out of place.
was it bcos we all didnt really have a gd talk for a long time? or is it bcos i was asked there for some humility? i dont knw. i seriously hope it isnt the latter. but im not surprised if i was there as the joke of the day or whatsoever (since it had been like that for quite some time in the past and im probably used to it)

hahaha it wasnt anger. i admit that i was rather pissed off to be asked there and felt out of place. i mean its partially my fault, cos i didnt make the effort to start a conversation or so(plus i didnt knw what to say).
it was SADNESS rather.recalled the past and felt that we were much happier then. bits and pieces. i really missed those times. how i wish we can be bonded all once agn, just like in the past. can we? though i doubt so, since its hard to forget everything that happened, but how i wish everyone wld try. try to bring the team back tgt.

i dno how everyone feels. its probably wishful thinking on my part. but recalling the tough trngs we endured thru tgt, the games we fought hardly for, no matter lost or won, we still stood as one.comparing the past and present, the broken bonds and friendships amongst us are undeniably obvious.

to sinyi: i probably missed the times when we strived so hard to get into the team. RMB beat SAC no6?ha i dont knw whether you'll rmb, or whether you even get to read this. but still i wna say thanks for being such gd fren and the so-called counsellor in the past (: i really appreciated those times when we encouraged and helped one another. those letters and bball times ((:

to grace: same. i dno if you get to read this but still. you were the one who sort of helped me and sinyi get into the team. classmates since sec1 and you were really great. fooling arnd, joking arnd. the silent laughter of yours.though things aren't the same anymore, but still thanks for being such a great fren ((:

to weijia: haha same thing. i dno if you get to read this. but i do rmb the times when we went out tgt and started talking abt others. call that bitching? i dont think so. haha. and the breko meal at bugis for your bday present. and you and your stupid actions everytime, haha but it was really funny. now we're classmates but we probably dont talk as much as we did in the past. but still you were great ((:

to samantha: the crazy samantha. hahaa. but still, we really had great times in the past, talking abt others and so. hhaha.the self-claimed QUEEN SAM. and i used to call you SAI SAM instead. hahaha. we're not talking much recently. and hey, sorry for rejecting your invitation to sit with you all this morning yea? ahahaha. ((:

to jiaxin: awww i sorta missed the times when we chat on the phone and gossiped/bitched. there was a period of time when we often do that. and the times when we always go out tgt esp during cny to buy your new year clothes. hahah all the trips to topshop and esprit and stuffs. it was great. haha but realised we dont talk that much anymore though we do sometimes.wells, anw, thanks for being such a great friend and thankyou for trusting me and confiding in me then.((:

to weena: hello woman! hahaha sorta felt better when i told you everything then at bugis. hope you do too yea? haha and thanks for sort of trusting me too! hahaha.you knw how i feel abt things now and thanks for the long talks when we are out or when we're on the bus (: it was a great feeling that i could hardly find anymore. i just cldnt really find anyone to tell. woman! rmb our ikea date ok! faster plan. hahaha. and let's go buy things tgt alrights! loves mate (:

i dno hwo everyone feels abt it. probably bcos of MIDYRS, then everyone start mugging so we all hardly talk anymore? or probably bcos trng alr stopped, so we dont really come tgt,not even in the morning/recess anymore? or is there any other misunderstandings or whatsoever? i dno.but there are definitely many reasons and factors that contributed to the drift between all of us. so scattered and broken up.

one of my wishes this yr for my bday is that tk bball team will come tgt as one agn one day. don say trng, even just for chats and i believe everyone will be happy enough ((:

MANY MISSES TO THE TK BBALL TEAM )):

tsk tsk. lit elec's over. physics tmr, emath adn chinese paper2 next monday. then MIDYRS ARE FINALLY OVER. HAHAHA.

hmmm. 1week more before i turn 16. supposedly looking forward. but im not and i dno why.

wells. it's a once-a-yr thing. so yep. i better cherish it!

ehhehe

bored. came home after sch.slacked la. nth got into my brain for chem. so yep. bought things. and hahaha cooked dumplings with my mum for dinner. hehehe! ooh and i saw a super cute cake! hha


hehe. my rewards for gg to shop at shop&save with my mum.


the super cute cake!


the dumplings i made :D

haha feel so accomplished!
ok not so. cos i didnt really mug :/

hehe. just felt like blogging.

oh wells. cip today. super tiring. asking donations arnd. went with wee. haha. and there are these few nan hua guys i think. "snatched business" hahaha and and and i was totally freaked out by a man. ok probably lunatic.he gave donations then kept pushing a piece of paper to me --containing his number and kept asking me to call him -.- then he walk one round and came back and ask me to rmb to call him!? crazy, totaly freaked out and threw away the piece of paper.SCARY.

hahah.finally 12oclock and yep. went og and bought may part of her bday present (hehe though its still far).

mugging in starbucks with tanweena. tiring to memorise all the facts. ok im dying. and its like only half the whole chapter? gosh. hahaha. but its a nice day though. NICE LONG TALKS. which i really didnt had in a long long time (since there's not alot of ppl whom i can bare my heart to hehe.)

came home with mummy. and yep. im interrogating someone now!

sort of feeling weird now. why the hell am i still online at this time?

i shld be slping.oh wells.

maybe i shldn't have waited afterall.

haha. its such a crazy day ok!

had sch today. wells. nth much to talk abt la. ahahaha. stayed in class to mug as usual. erm. then ya. oh 4/8 lost the debate. which was darn sad. but therese was the best speaker so far! haha she's like really gd la.

hmmm i skipped the talk with the poet thing cos apparently i was too tired to go la. hahah. so yep went home and bath and went macs to study. i answered a call with my handset and some guys looked at me like what! hahah apparently, they thought i was talking to myself and ya stared at me like i was some lunatic. zzz so i stared back at them. hahaha.

SMELLY came and we ate lunch. then yep. SLACKED hahha i feel so guilty. but who cares. hmmm.went home at abt 7. hahahha i was laughing and laughing then i hopped. but all i knw next was that there was a bicycle behind me. i didnt knw ok! then it banged into me. and i was still laughing. the uncle also laugh at me, SMELLY also laugh. then i laugh laugh laugh all the way. i think i ki siao alr.

hahaha. nw back at home. so bored. gtg eat then study again! (:

hello! im like back to update? hahaha.

just updatd the tkbball blog. since no one updates, i shall be a nice person to do so. eew, ok tht sounds so egoistic. BUT nvm, hahhaa.

i feel soooo. i dno what to say. haha. its like i havent really started my revision for midyrs. and i feel so dead. ok im probably like too stressed nw. and nth goes into my brain so who cares la. hahhaha.

speech day was BORING. and i wonder who kept tapping me on my shoulder and shaking my chair. either xinxuan, jingying or wee. ok maybe sharm. haha and i caught xx in the act once. zzz. seriously. other than that and the performances. i can just fall aslp for the rest of the programmes. PURE BORING. plus i had a serious headache and so speech day programmes make me feel worse. boo.

went to lunch with sharm. stupid tansiqi dnt wna lunch with us. she went home. haha but she promised to lunch with us another time. so it doesnt really matter la. hahaha. hmmm. sharm was just crazy. ok maybe i was too. and we are the only two greenish woman in the whole crowd at tamp la. zzz.

serious headaches and cramps. boo. bye.

OMG. i cant believe it. i was tricked thrice this yr!

firstly, some dumbass tricked me abt her mum wanting to call me!
secondly, jx bluffed me and said that she was in the hospital bcos of the finger that she hurt the previous day.
thirdly, lynnette tricked me and told me that she wants to pierce her nose!

WHAT THE. i mean i totally forgot its april fools' day until like when jx told me that she was just joking. NOW I FEEL SOOOO DUMB -.-

booo!

sports day was FUN! haha glad that i went though i've got an mc. and i took part in 4x100m. we got THIRD (: so happy..

pictures (:

look at sam! hahah.


lynnette and me! (:


omg! i love her, my fellow 4x100m runner (:

hahahaha. ok i shan't blog any further (:
gna go bath and go out soon!

zzz. my post is gone. ZZZ. oh wells. hahaha. forget it im lazy to type alr. haha byebye.

haha. lastly, a pic i took with my cousin at the wedding dinner we attended last sat.



prettaye (:

i feel so dumb.
as in really DUMB. ok. MUTE.
didnt really talk much at sbc. and i dont knw why? hahhaa. maybe its gd. hahah can concentrate on watching the matches perhaps? hee.

headache in the afternoon but ok at night. lessons in sch is PURE BORING. but had to force myself to listen. so i was telling myself to look at the teacher and listen, but all i knw was that i was stoning and staring at the teacher the next minute. nth went in. esp physics. seemed like ALIEN LANGUAGE to me la. hee. i better buck up and mug hard. i'm ga show improvement this term! im determined (; (but whether i can do it or not is another matter. HEHE)

ok. just felt like blogging today. probably bcos i didnt talk much just nw? maybe avrg of 10-15 short sentences per hr? yep. hahaha.and i found out smth. talking makes ppl tired. BUT not talking makes ppl even MORE tired. cos you just sit there and stone. although i can rest my mouth. but guess my mouth rested too much until i was lazy to open and talk at the end of the day. HAHAHA. what weird logic. but HEY it applies to ME (:

alrights. havent complete my physics self test and my amaths TRY questions. i shall complete it now then! hee.

came home from sch to bath and change and chionged down to pp to meet jx. had to cab there. bought macs and went for tuition. had lunch while we had tuition. hahaha.mrs ng is funny. then went to pp after tuition to shop while we wait for wee,dumb, sh and ks. me and jx waited for 1hr+ before we met wee. damn bloody tired by then. then sh came and made us wish her happy birthday. zzz. jx and i didnt stay for long? yepp. went home after i bought dinner for my mummy.

i've made the biggest mistake ever ytd. luckily things are normal agn. or else i really dont knw what i'll do. i'll probably regret it my whole life.

blame it on me. i was too rash in making decisions. i actually let anger controlled me. and i actually did some foolish stuffs. but im seriously glad that everything's fine and back to normal. ((: really.

kept sneezing in class. but im ok now. hahaha. i used up so many pieces of tissues. and i think my nose was red like the reindeer's. hahaha. sneezed until i was super tired. and i really wanted to slp ok. and i seriously think ms johara is pms-ing for the past weeks. zzz. but threatening is no use to us la ok. oh wells.

i just realised i forgot to bring my maths txtbk home. zz. nvm shall complete my work first.hahhaha. oh wells. anw.
happy 18th birthday sohhwee!((:

ive yet to complete all my hols work.left heymath stuffs and physics and chem. so i think i'll try to finish everything by today if i can. then i can start revising w/o having to worry abt anything (:

hahaha. i feel so not guai.cos i havent been mugging )): only chiong-ing all my hmwk. i dont want to leave everything to the last minute la. hahaha. alrights. urgh. i feel super tired. slept at abt 1plus and woke up at 10. but i still tired. hahaha. i feel so pig :x

alrights. shall start to do my hmwk soon!
disappointed.
do you knw actually knw how i feel or what i want?
i dont think so.

one sec motivated. one sec disappointed. what's the pt.

)):

hahaha nw at my ahma's hse. im like ROTTING/DECOMPOSING/FU LAN-ING. blah blah. hahahhaha,. had dinner. and nw my little cousins are asking me to go play badminton with them. hahha. oh wells. lazy to. hahhaa.

damn sian. did amath and chinese compo this morning. hahaha BORED. and i realised that there's heats tmr.and i totally forgot abt it. boo. hmm. ok la. i shall stop blogging. haha. byebye.

hahaha. ok. im seriously rotting at home.
jx just told me she rot until she became emo.

hahaha. im like BORED BORED BORED.

oh wells. guess ive gt to complete my hwk before i can start revising my work. OH SHUCKS. i havent memorise my mo xie. DIE DIE DIE. ok forget it. i'll do that after ive completed my hwk. then i'll revise. hurhur. die la.

im like so craving for my SHILIN. haha.

hohohoho. im bored. hahaha. i shall update as according to sam who said my blog is died. ok. i knw i didnt update for a long time. oh wells. busy collecting angbaos during chinese new yr hols.

er fcuk. my mum is getting on my nerves. naggin me everyday. OLVL'S COMING. OLVL'S COMING. not that i dont knw. zzz. pls lor. mid yr's even nearer.pls la. she said she gave me ample time to look for a tutor and she's not giving pressure. but she nags at me everyday. HOW CONTRADICTING. dont understand her at all. i bet seh dont even knw what she's talking abt. wth.

boo la. ya she shouts at me like mad. like i always do smth wrong. though its her fault at times. ok. most of the time.but she talks to her bf like some gentle young lady. yucks.

cant stand it. zzz. bye.

ok i shall update my blog hahaha. so ytd was valentines day! hahah. fun with everyone. heee. oh wells. trng ytd. gave coach sunflower and we were off 1hr earlier. ahahah. wells. the last part was SAI. JUMP AND JUMP AND JUMP. now my muscles are aching like mad.

booo accompanied sam to cut her hair just nw. then me and jx and her went to eat and then sam came to my hse. hahahaha. went to buy bubble tea then walked to the bus stop. after she left, i went to the court to look for teng. that woman ah.always don wanna go home. zzz.

ok lah. i very lazy to blog alr. bye.

hahaha. back to blog. got my phone back for a few days alr la. and TODAY MY BLOODY PHONE CANT BE USED. i dont knw what's the problem but i cant receive calls or smses. neither can i send or call out. so what's the phone for? zzz.

oh wells. dont care la.i guess im like failing everything this term. hahahhaa. its always like that in term one. im gna get scolded real badly. hahaha. getting back chinese olvl results tmr. ok. i think i better prepare a box of tissue for myself. i better pray i'll get an A1 ok. hahaha.

friendster has been eating up my testimonials and i dont knw why! ok forget it. hmm. think i shall do some revision nw. ((:

BYE!