hahaha can see you my monster?! its darn cute and i love it :D
yay each of the seven of us has one! call it a symbol of our undying friendship? (so cliche) haha. but still. i love mine! hahah it has a lot of good friends too! hahah i love the rest of the six gays too :D

so i overslept and missed physics. partly bcos i slept too late last night and was lazy to wake up this morning.haha.ok in other words, I PONNED.
hmm. nv really mug these few days. GUILTY. OH WELLS.


some things that was nv wished to be made known was. i dont knw what to do/say now. sigh. i feel like a bitch now.

look at her unglamness
us at TJ :D
hahah NTH MORE TO SAY :D
balloon from the teachers :D cute yea?



things aren't gg right. i need a break, seriously. had fun sweating after jogging.studied a lil chem. gna start studying real hard later. IM GNA DO AND DO AND DO WS AND TYS. yay. HA. self consolation. but yea who cares. im really mugging hard.

oh yes. i need to thank TAN WEE NA for being a listener today. i knw it's a torture listening to my complaints and probs and all, but guess that's what friends/mates/gays are for yea? and hahah I LOVE YOU LA TAN WEE NA :D

everything took a drastic change. cooling-off period.

yea great day. it's been long since i played ball.was balling at tjc. and i totally don have the stamina now. haha and i missed NUMEROUS underbaskets. feel so ashamed. hahaha. but wells, its forgivable i hope? hehe.

last day of sch. wells, not exactly lah cos we have to go sch some days anw. but had fun exchanging presents and taking turns to say smth :D and i sure love you guys a lot yea :D you all made my day :D but graduation ceremony was SAD. it was pretty meaningful and full of GRATITUDE AND MISSES AND RELUCTANCE TO LEAVE THE CLASS.powerpoint presentations and speeches from each class made us all cried badly, esp when its all so touching and sad. memories and recollection of times we spent tgt these two years made everyone feel depressed. AND I CERTAINLY THANK 4E8'07 FOR BRINGING ME SO MUCH MEMORIES. ESP THIS WHOLE SEC4 LIFE WHICH MADE MY SEC SCH LIFE MEANINGFUL.

mrs kong sang a song which made us cry even more. we sang the sch song with extremely loud voices, PROUDLY :D wanted encore but time was running out. so we cheered the sch's cheers and that officially ended our ceremony i guess? haha received balloon from teacher too. its so darn cute :D

went home to bath and headed to tj. balled and went home with my cousin. played with her dog. which almost bit me at the end of the day. naughty dog. wells, fruitful day i guess.

to siqi, amanda, weijia, weena, cherm and jy : im glad that we spoke to one another. you guys made my sec4 life meaningful definitely.and i just wna say thanks for these times spent tgt and im soooo gna miss you ppl (very very much x 100000000). i love you ppl! :D and we'll all keep in contact yea?

to siqi, janice and jocina: I'm glad that i met you pals from the start of sec1. though we don't really talk much now. but still, we'll knw each other inside out even if we dont talk for a million years yea? and i truly thank God for letting me knw you guys and become super close friends. though we all lead our own lives, but im sure we'll still keep in contact yea? i really really love you ppl. CHEERS TO FOURSOME :D

to the sec4s of tk bball team: I'm glad that im in the team. knwing you ppl was one of the best things in my life. though we often have disagreements, but we always overcome it in the end yea? and i'll always rmb the times we endured the tough trng sessions tgt, joked during these sessions with coach and fooled arnd, sometimes trying to cheer coach up (as well as ourselves). the moments we all shared will be cherished. esp the times we strived so hard to achieve our goal for all the games and competitions, and also how we improved so much from the past. you guys made an impact in my life :D thank you. and i love you ppl alot. much misses.

alrights that's abt all for today, pics another day? :D

intensed. stressed. DEAD.

I dont knw but I'm feeling real scared now. like OMG. olvl's in less than 20days I supposed? but it's really pressurising to countdown and not study you see. I dont see much progress in my mugging. cos I havent really been mugging HARD ENOUGH. I feel so dead, I feel so dead. I'm gna screw it up omg.

guess I'm really feeling too stressed up, that I'm actually blabbering nonsense on my blog now. HA. well, PPL( ref to MANY) usually get the impression that I'm usually relaxed and not stressed and ok, not even mugging for O's but HEY! I beg to differ you see. IT'S THE BIG O'S K. I'm not that nonchalent afterall.I have my aims too, SO to those who despise me, I'll show, or rather, PROVE to you that you're wrong. Trust me, I'm gna start mugging real hard.(though i said that a few days ago) but hey, I knw how to practise self-discipline okay! Trust me, I'VE SAID IT, I'LL DO IT YEA.

haha the big Os hasn't even started but yet I'm thinking of the Sec4 farewell and the activities after Os. haha ok I shall stop daydreaming and 'HELLO CLARA, BACK DOWN TO EARTH!'

YEA BACK TO REALITY (though I really disliked it very much) ok, I strive to achieve to the maximum I could. AND I WILL :D

UH. ok. wee,sh, ks and sy ( four trannys) and THE SMALL- HEADED ME(hehe) went to study at the airport. yea didnt really do much lah. only a few qns of maths before we were all chased out by the macs manager. weird uh. we cant study there. sucky.

hahaha so we went to MS with soooo much guilt within me and wee. hur but we shopped like nobody's business. haha yea so me and wee tried to sneak into zara w/o letting them find out but failed. and poor ks was forced not to shop inside zara by sh and sy <<>

HMM. SO i really wonder if i shld stay at home tmr to study instead of gg to sch yea. hahaha. aiyer see first lah. headache now also. as in literally headache and dizziness. hur the hot and humid weather's driving me crazy. yea help me before i faint. omg.

i shall go slp now. its late you see. nights,

you knw what? i totally give up. no more questioning, no more getting upset over matters. i'll try to be as 'happy and nonchalent and unbothered and unconcerned and phlegmatic and indifferent as i can be' = BO CHAP or whatsoever.

freaking bored.

nth's gg right for me. esp studies. yea so what yes yes i failed chem, yea yea im so happy abt that huh. it really sucks. yea and bcos of my absence from geog paper2, i have to take other ppl's avg results, wtf. so mrs khoo said i cld have done so much better than that. and yea my fault that i fell sicka nd got a virus attack huh.so ya my prelims L1R5 are gna be way high.it SUCKS.

and my mum is a freaking idiot who nags at me, and dont allow me to argue back, YEA WTF, MY FAULT THAT MY HAIR DROPS SO MUCH,. FREAKING IDIOT, SUCKER, STUPID, WHTEVR.
LIKE WHOSE FREAKING HAIR DOESNT DROP. DOESNT MAKE SENSE YEA.

YA YA NO MATTER WHAT, IM ALWAYS AT FAULT, FOR EVERY SINGLE SITUATION, IM ALWAYS AT FAULT.
YEA SORRY FOR DROPPING HAIR AND ARGUING BACK COS YOU ACCUSED ME OF PLAYING WITH MY HAIR WHEN I DID NOT EVEN TOUCH IT A SINGLE BIT,
SORRY FOR BEING LAZY TO CLEAN UP MY OWN COMP TABLE,
SORRY FOR BEING YOUR PATHETIC DAUGHTER.
DAMN.
YEA SORRY TO MYSELF FOR HAVING SUCH A KIND OF UNREASONABLE MUM, WHOSE ONLY NICE TO ME WHEN SHE'S FEELING GOOD, AND FREAKINGLY ABUSE ME WHEN SHE'S TOTALLY FEELING DOWN OR QUARRELLED WITH HER FREAKING BOYFRIEND. HELL,
THANKS MUM.

alrights im done, believe me, things are gna change.

HEHEHE. im back to blog uh. prelims are over and im super glad abt that. so im gna slack this weekend then start next week. hahaha.. went town ytd. yes, shopped for some long long time before we found a place for a meal. and i really bow down to wong jing ying for being able to shop for so long (when all of us are dying) hahaha yes and JY'S PARAGON = PENTAGON. HAHAHAHA. alrights. some random photos. zany: ok so er.. OJX! :D LOVES. in class: friends are my love!

shopping! :

I LOVE TORTOISE MANSXZSXZSXZXS!

ESPRIT

ZARA!

RANDOM:

t-net @ geylang west

OH MY BELOVED!

HOTCAKES

MY BREAKFAST! :D

wells. quite relieved that those stressful days are over. problems and problems keep occurring continuously. stress from prelims, stress from every single thing arnd me. plus many many other problems which are all solved anw. hmmm. just hope life wld be better from now.
ALRIGHT, MY MUM WNA GO KBOX WITH ME TMR HAHAH!

bored. blogging in blogger seemed so boring. hahaha. my stomach feels weird. ):

it sucks to fall sick at this point of time. how i wish i can turn back time, and return to the past. like how it all used to be.

super tired today. i really dno why but ya. had racial harmony/national/carnival day today. it was fun. more like camwhoring day than national day celebration you see. hahaha. took lotsa pics and had lots of fun wearing ethnic. (: but the costumes really made us DRIP WATER. hahaha. the songs sang by the band were great. like seriously. and i find the lil' kallang wave we did super hilarious. then its more and more camwhoring. hahaha. oh yes. we did take care of the old folks ok! hahaha.

alrights. i shall put up some pics (:


haha i knw this has nth to do with today's celebration. but hey! it's my dream wedding cake ok! and i shall climb a ladder to the top of this 3m+ cake and cut it on my wedding day. ahhahaha!


nice? hehe was taken on my grandma's bday celebration. i love them all! cousins(:


ok i knw this is random. but it is really super cute can! (:


here comes the photo! hahah taken in the toilet with retarded wee(:


jocina and me (: loves!


see bonny siqi? haha. i love you ahqi! (:


omg. look at the BEAUTIFUL SHARM. hahaha she started the day by saying,"i really cant wear a skirt!" hahaha. retarded arent she?


it's tanweenana the tortoise/monkeyface/penguin and me agn! (: loves!


see pretty cherm? hahahah loves alrights! (dont think she'll get to see this anw!)

hehe went nike sales agn. cos jy wanted to go. i went there like 5times in total. ok to be exact, ive stepped in 6times! omg can. hahaha i think the person can recognise me la. hahaha and jy said ahjia want to go. hahah guess i brought lots of customers ok! (sounds wrong) wells, i can jolly well be their spokesperson (:


SEE? (: LOVELOVE!

hahahaha.OH AND JY NEEDS TO SURVIVE ON BREAD. COS SHE SPENT 100BUCKS THIS WEEK! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.

ok im like rotting at home now can. zzz. feels so LA nw. hahhaa. ok that's my secret to my piglet at home. hehehe. ok i think im gg crazy cos its realy super bored. OK. I THINK I WILL KNOCK OUT SUPER EARLY TODAY OMG. CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW TIRED I AM?ZZZ. OK NIGHTS PPL (: (its 2146 only.zzz)

hmm. ive decided not to blog abt the past days stuffs. talk abt today.
jasmine's bday. hahaha wanted to go makan after intensive but was called off. hmm.sad but oh wells, we'll have it another day i guess? hahah
chem intensive was sucky. wells, went court after that. bought mocha for coach and stoned there. haha shot balls and played with jnrs at the end. hahah.had a great time there. me and wee ended up shooting balls and doing pumpings. zzz. tiring.

wells.currently addicted to 'far away' by nickelback. hahaha.and im having two pieces of banana walnut bread for dinner. hahaha.

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
You know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
One last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know
You know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go.

boo. hahaha i shall blog abt what happened from fri till today, tmr. dont ask me why i dont wna blog nw,abt the long long events that took place. i dno! hahaha

guess im just tired and lazy to. many things happened k. so i'll just blog abt it tmr. hahaha. im a lazy girl.

well, to sum up everything with only...idontknwhowmanywords. hahaha.
it was really fun, great, happy, enjoyable, hot,etc. ok maybe except some parts of the days. but still overall. i really enjoyed and relaxed myself this whole weekend. haha. blog more abt it tmr then. nights ppl (:

BORING DAY. hahaha except for the part when yeeching actualyl slapped my arm twice. and it was so hard and painful my hand went numb. omg.

zzz serious scolding from my mum just now for being late for like SUPER LONG. hmmm. ok my fault. so ya im sorry! hahahaha. ok i cant believe that im still slacking online. omg. hahah

it's BOB tmr. hahahah and im still wondering if i shld wear sch uni. hahahaa. sheesh. alright. gtg bye!

yay! its the 100th post of this blog. hahaha.

netball-ed today at kallang netball centre with sy,wee,ks,sh. haahha. returned with RED faces. hehe. had kfc at kallang then headed over to tortoise's(HAHAHA) hse with sy and sh. practically rotted there lo. slept, playstationed, watch tv. hahahaha. then headed to sbc at abt 7 for the match and prize presentation at night.

zzz. that's abt all. hahah just felt like blogging out what happened today. ok i knw its random but ya.
sigh. havent really been studying this weekend. im feeling guilty.

twinkle twinkle little star~~~~~

hahaha was singing the indian version in class to lynnette. hahah. lessons were bored. and mrs cheong actually took ms johara's period cos ms johara had dengue. poor us. POOR MS JOHARA. hopes she recovers soon!

hahaha. oh wells. supposedly have geog intensive revision in comp lab4. but i think mrs khoo cldnt teach cos she lost her voice. so we all had to move to the AVT to have our IR with the other grp. hahaha. was fun eating pocky. stupid yeeching keep making me laugh like an idiot. omg. hahaha.

HEHEHEEH I BOUGHT MUNCHY DOUGHNUTS FOR MUMMY AND BRO AND HIS GF. AND MOST IMPTLY MYSELF (: HAHAHAHA. yay. im happy im happy im happy. hahaha think im seriously nuts k. all yeeching's fault. hahaha.

OH HARRY POTTER'S OUT YOU KNW!! HEHE. ok i feel dumb.
alrights. gtg. haha blog agn erm. maybe tmr? hahaha.
and tanweenana cheer up k! (:

beautifully destroyed afternoon.
ive got no comments abt that seriously.
sigh.

i wna turn back time.

STRESSED. PRELIMS SOON! SUCKY.

URGH MY POST IS GONE AND I DNO WHY. OMG STUPID BLOGGER. DAMN.

peisze just had to say that i said that she was cute. zzz. did i ever say that? OMG. HAHAHAH.
ok no mood to blog. neither do i have the mood for hw. DAMN. forget it.zzz. hv to try to finish those hw by the next two days!

look. IM SO BORED THAT IM DOING QUIZZES ONLINE. BOO.

hahaha was sort of addicted just now. zzz. wanted to do hw. but ended up doing those kind of rubbish surveys. lol. hahahhaha..

so bored now. teng's at my hse doing amath while im slacking. zzz. hur i feel guilty. but i just don feel like studying. no choice. hahahhaah.

alrights. shall stop blogging. byebye.

yay(:


pretty (: this pic says it all (:


deflated balloon. haha does it reminds you of a cat?

hahaha. tuition-ed today. practically did nth after that. hahaha. and and and sooooooo super suay. today my da yi ma came ): ): urghhh.

hello. hahhaha tuitioned today. met woman and went shopping.alighted from the train. and some girls approached us and asked if i was interested in what tv/magazine commercials or what. zzz boring day.lazy to describe. byebye.

haha. sort of lazy to blog these few days..

sian. no motivation to study.and i dno why. caught men in white instead today.hahaha that show's super dumb lor.makes no sense at all. hahaha laugh die me only.

hmmm. came home and watch tv. and my mummy come home and nag nag nag agn. SIAN SI LE. COME HOME SO EARLY FOR WHAT!

zzz. gtg. bye.

so tired. temp's up and down. from 39.3 to 37.6. havent take my temp yet. went to see a doc today. and yes, have to take those med that i hate soooo much now. so dumb.

and now ive gta miss sch agn. 2days mc. means for this whole extended studies. i only attended half of last friday, tues and took chem o lvl spa today. and most probably half of friday's lesson too. sigh. im gna miss so many lessons. i wonder how am i gna catch up.

and all i do today is eat and slp and rot. hahaha and stupid tanweewee gave me a new name -.-
ooooh. and my mum bought me dinner. guess what?its like shark's fin and crab fried rice. topped up with 3 abalones. and 3huge prawns. omg. i feel sooooo blessed.hahahaha.

alrights. gna stay at home and recuperate tmr. hahaha. gtg bye (:

uh. pretty boring today. hahaha. anw. i had cravings for fishball(i dno why) and i finally had ONE pathetic fishball today for breakfast. i wonder who eats fishball noodles and gets only one fishball -.- uh. i bet im the only one.

oh man. i miss PS. she's like in sarawak?! awwww. hope she's doing fine over there. hahaha. she's gna come back on tues(yay) hahaha. my cute little cousin. ok not VERY little though. haha.

oh wells. tmr's tough match. jiayou mates (:

LIKE FINALLY WENT OUT WITH THEM (:
jocina, janice, siqi (: buddies (:

hahah. though it was pretty short, but it was awesome. cant wait for further dates with them. hahaha.
bought shoes for jx and myself. hahaha.

uh. it's gna be a pretty boring day tmr. SIGH.
alrights. gtg. BYEBYE (:

caught pirates (:

yay. the monkey was cute and funny. hehehe.
alrights. i actually zibi-ed for one whole hour at the playgrnd today. but it felt really great to be alone at times.a whole hour to think abt recent things(:

guess it's good to be alone at times. hahah. :D

hehehe some photos to upload for fun (:


look like me right? hehehe that's peisze.


the escargots we ate (:


the huge hotelroom key used for payment at the restaurant.


part of my presents (:


my birthday 'cake' (:


the bottle/present that broke ):


daddy(:


he's trying not to look at the cam. haha.


the wine we drank (:


yay i love her! (:


my birthday muffin from aisyah (:


spiderman sweets from aisyah too! loves (:


pretty brick for birthday present. haha.

hahaha. just felt like uploading since im like so bored. hehe. oh wells. guess im gg out to my ahma's hse soon (: zzz. im like wearing skirt. hehe shall bring shorts to change la. hahaha. a bit uncomfortable to wear skirt there. hahaha.june holidays soon. mug and mug and mug. boo.

alrights. bye! (:

trng over at ccab. STAMINA = ZERO.

hahah. went to eat after that. haha. just felt like vomiting. dno why. zz. packed food home for mummy. haha and she complained and complained that she's very very hungry. zzzz.

hahaha.k la. lazy to post alr. BYEBYE (:(:

hmmm. sch was.. rather ok. haha netball for pe was fun lah. then ss was boring and i fell aslp hahah. but she only noticed those behind. not in front so its ok. HEHE.

hmmm went to hougang sports hall with jasmine to watch A div netball matches.hahaha.then she left to rush home. haha went to hougang mall and had long johns for lunch. super full. zzz.

zzz. tired tired. gna take med later. haha eating my fav agar agar now (:(:

hmm. BORING DAY!

alrights got back HCL, SS AND CHEM.

wells. scored 72/110 for HCL paper2. but damn badly for paper1. 36/70 and 12/20. LOUSY EH. scored 16/25 for SS SEQ and 21/25 for SS SBQ. so overall was quite ok but i knw my lit's gna pull me down down down. boo. failed chem la. hahah 43.5/100.ALRIGHTS I KNW ITS LOUSY.

gna get back GEOG, LITELEC and AMATH tmr. gosh. SO NERVOUS :/
hahahhaha guess it wont be a happy day tmr. OH OH there's tuition tmr after sch =/

hmmm. came home and ate lunch and took med. the med that the doc prescribed doesnt seemed to work that much leh :/ im still coughing like shit. just that its on/off everytime. sometimes i cough until i feel so faint. sometimes i just dont make a sound at all. zzzz.

contacted janice at abt 4plus and decided to go tm. shopped and i bought fbt to satisfy my moody day. bought friendship band, each one (: hmmm. and then janice suggested customizing a shirt just for the four of us. since she wanted to design her own oversized shirt. haahha. STICKMAN! :D

BORING BORING BORING. im just gna die tmr. how i wish i can stop coughing. sigh.

hmm. so many things happened all of a sudden. i knw you're trying very hard to return to how it was like in the past. maybe its possible, maybe its impossible, no one knws the outcome. i just wna say thanks for everything(: no matter what happens or what's the outcome, just accept it (:

haha got my havaianas from ps (: thanks girl.

hmmm. shopped in orchard for the whole day (: hahaha nice day lah!

yay no sch tmr.

HEHE happy sweet sixteen to me (:

hahahha. had many presents today. and had a fruitful day. though the present lynn and sharm gave me broke. IM SORRY SHARM AND LYNN. i knw you all prepared my present since gd friday. sigh. sorry yea?

hmmm. FRUITFUL DAY (: caught spiderman3 hahaha was quite ok.
oh wells. thanks ppl! (:

hahaha

its sweet sixteen tmr! (:
hehe. im starting to look forward. ahha weird uh?
hehe. ps is gna pay for my havianas (:
HEHEHE.

oh man. hahaha checking of scripts tmr.

ANW! THANKS MAY AND LISZE FOR THE WALLET AS PRESENT! ((:
LOVES :D:D
HAHAH and ive really gotta thank my mum and roger for the presents and angbao! :D

REGRETTED.

maybe you think its nonsensical. or maybe you think im faking it. it's up to your imagination. but what ive said ytd on my blog was just everything deep down in my heart. believe it or not, up to you.

I DONT CARE ANYMORE.

OH CRAP.bitch

time flies.
MIDYRS are over. felt relaxed.but i was sad cos i screwed up my math paper2.
things weren't gd this morning. and i dont knw what went wrong.felt weird and out of place.
was it bcos we all didnt really have a gd talk for a long time? or is it bcos i was asked there for some humility? i dont knw. i seriously hope it isnt the latter. but im not surprised if i was there as the joke of the day or whatsoever (since it had been like that for quite some time in the past and im probably used to it)

hahaha it wasnt anger. i admit that i was rather pissed off to be asked there and felt out of place. i mean its partially my fault, cos i didnt make the effort to start a conversation or so(plus i didnt knw what to say).
it was SADNESS rather.recalled the past and felt that we were much happier then. bits and pieces. i really missed those times. how i wish we can be bonded all once agn, just like in the past. can we? though i doubt so, since its hard to forget everything that happened, but how i wish everyone wld try. try to bring the team back tgt.

i dno how everyone feels. its probably wishful thinking on my part. but recalling the tough trngs we endured thru tgt, the games we fought hardly for, no matter lost or won, we still stood as one.comparing the past and present, the broken bonds and friendships amongst us are undeniably obvious.

to sinyi: i probably missed the times when we strived so hard to get into the team. RMB beat SAC no6?ha i dont knw whether you'll rmb, or whether you even get to read this. but still i wna say thanks for being such gd fren and the so-called counsellor in the past (: i really appreciated those times when we encouraged and helped one another. those letters and bball times ((:

to grace: same. i dno if you get to read this but still. you were the one who sort of helped me and sinyi get into the team. classmates since sec1 and you were really great. fooling arnd, joking arnd. the silent laughter of yours.though things aren't the same anymore, but still thanks for being such a great fren ((:

to weijia: haha same thing. i dno if you get to read this. but i do rmb the times when we went out tgt and started talking abt others. call that bitching? i dont think so. haha. and the breko meal at bugis for your bday present. and you and your stupid actions everytime, haha but it was really funny. now we're classmates but we probably dont talk as much as we did in the past. but still you were great ((:

to samantha: the crazy samantha. hahaa. but still, we really had great times in the past, talking abt others and so. hhaha.the self-claimed QUEEN SAM. and i used to call you SAI SAM instead. hahaha. we're not talking much recently. and hey, sorry for rejecting your invitation to sit with you all this morning yea? ahahaha. ((:

to jiaxin: awww i sorta missed the times when we chat on the phone and gossiped/bitched. there was a period of time when we often do that. and the times when we always go out tgt esp during cny to buy your new year clothes. hahah all the trips to topshop and esprit and stuffs. it was great. haha but realised we dont talk that much anymore though we do sometimes.wells, anw, thanks for being such a great friend and thankyou for trusting me and confiding in me then.((:

to weena: hello woman! hahaha sorta felt better when i told you everything then at bugis. hope you do too yea? haha and thanks for sort of trusting me too! hahaha.you knw how i feel abt things now and thanks for the long talks when we are out or when we're on the bus (: it was a great feeling that i could hardly find anymore. i just cldnt really find anyone to tell. woman! rmb our ikea date ok! faster plan. hahaha. and let's go buy things tgt alrights! loves mate (:

i dno hwo everyone feels abt it. probably bcos of MIDYRS, then everyone start mugging so we all hardly talk anymore? or probably bcos trng alr stopped, so we dont really come tgt,not even in the morning/recess anymore? or is there any other misunderstandings or whatsoever? i dno.but there are definitely many reasons and factors that contributed to the drift between all of us. so scattered and broken up.

one of my wishes this yr for my bday is that tk bball team will come tgt as one agn one day. don say trng, even just for chats and i believe everyone will be happy enough ((:

MANY MISSES TO THE TK BBALL TEAM )):

tsk tsk. lit elec's over. physics tmr, emath adn chinese paper2 next monday. then MIDYRS ARE FINALLY OVER. HAHAHA.

hmmm. 1week more before i turn 16. supposedly looking forward. but im not and i dno why.

wells. it's a once-a-yr thing. so yep. i better cherish it!

ehhehe

bored. came home after sch.slacked la. nth got into my brain for chem. so yep. bought things. and hahaha cooked dumplings with my mum for dinner. hehehe! ooh and i saw a super cute cake! hha


hehe. my rewards for gg to shop at shop&save with my mum.


the super cute cake!


the dumplings i made :D

haha feel so accomplished!
ok not so. cos i didnt really mug :/

hehe. just felt like blogging.

oh wells. cip today. super tiring. asking donations arnd. went with wee. haha. and there are these few nan hua guys i think. "snatched business" hahaha and and and i was totally freaked out by a man. ok probably lunatic.he gave donations then kept pushing a piece of paper to me --containing his number and kept asking me to call him -.- then he walk one round and came back and ask me to rmb to call him!? crazy, totaly freaked out and threw away the piece of paper.SCARY.

hahah.finally 12oclock and yep. went og and bought may part of her bday present (hehe though its still far).

mugging in starbucks with tanweena. tiring to memorise all the facts. ok im dying. and its like only half the whole chapter? gosh. hahaha. but its a nice day though. NICE LONG TALKS. which i really didnt had in a long long time (since there's not alot of ppl whom i can bare my heart to hehe.)

came home with mummy. and yep. im interrogating someone now!

sort of feeling weird now. why the hell am i still online at this time?

i shld be slping.oh wells.

maybe i shldn't have waited afterall.

haha. its such a crazy day ok!

had sch today. wells. nth much to talk abt la. ahahaha. stayed in class to mug as usual. erm. then ya. oh 4/8 lost the debate. which was darn sad. but therese was the best speaker so far! haha she's like really gd la.

hmmm i skipped the talk with the poet thing cos apparently i was too tired to go la. hahah. so yep went home and bath and went macs to study. i answered a call with my handset and some guys looked at me like what! hahah apparently, they thought i was talking to myself and ya stared at me like i was some lunatic. zzz so i stared back at them. hahaha.

SMELLY came and we ate lunch. then yep. SLACKED hahha i feel so guilty. but who cares. hmmm.went home at abt 7. hahahha i was laughing and laughing then i hopped. but all i knw next was that there was a bicycle behind me. i didnt knw ok! then it banged into me. and i was still laughing. the uncle also laugh at me, SMELLY also laugh. then i laugh laugh laugh all the way. i think i ki siao alr.

hahaha. nw back at home. so bored. gtg eat then study again! (:

hello! im like back to update? hahaha.

just updatd the tkbball blog. since no one updates, i shall be a nice person to do so. eew, ok tht sounds so egoistic. BUT nvm, hahhaa.

i feel soooo. i dno what to say. haha. its like i havent really started my revision for midyrs. and i feel so dead. ok im probably like too stressed nw. and nth goes into my brain so who cares la. hahhaha.

speech day was BORING. and i wonder who kept tapping me on my shoulder and shaking my chair. either xinxuan, jingying or wee. ok maybe sharm. haha and i caught xx in the act once. zzz. seriously. other than that and the performances. i can just fall aslp for the rest of the programmes. PURE BORING. plus i had a serious headache and so speech day programmes make me feel worse. boo.

went to lunch with sharm. stupid tansiqi dnt wna lunch with us. she went home. haha but she promised to lunch with us another time. so it doesnt really matter la. hahaha. hmmm. sharm was just crazy. ok maybe i was too. and we are the only two greenish woman in the whole crowd at tamp la. zzz.

serious headaches and cramps. boo. bye.

OMG. i cant believe it. i was tricked thrice this yr!

firstly, some dumbass tricked me abt her mum wanting to call me!
secondly, jx bluffed me and said that she was in the hospital bcos of the finger that she hurt the previous day.
thirdly, lynnette tricked me and told me that she wants to pierce her nose!

WHAT THE. i mean i totally forgot its april fools' day until like when jx told me that she was just joking. NOW I FEEL SOOOO DUMB -.-

booo!

sports day was FUN! haha glad that i went though i've got an mc. and i took part in 4x100m. we got THIRD (: so happy..

pictures (:

look at sam! hahah.


lynnette and me! (:


omg! i love her, my fellow 4x100m runner (:

hahahaha. ok i shan't blog any further (:
gna go bath and go out soon!

zzz. my post is gone. ZZZ. oh wells. hahaha. forget it im lazy to type alr. haha byebye.

haha. lastly, a pic i took with my cousin at the wedding dinner we attended last sat.



prettaye (:

i feel so dumb.
as in really DUMB. ok. MUTE.
didnt really talk much at sbc. and i dont knw why? hahhaa. maybe its gd. hahah can concentrate on watching the matches perhaps? hee.

headache in the afternoon but ok at night. lessons in sch is PURE BORING. but had to force myself to listen. so i was telling myself to look at the teacher and listen, but all i knw was that i was stoning and staring at the teacher the next minute. nth went in. esp physics. seemed like ALIEN LANGUAGE to me la. hee. i better buck up and mug hard. i'm ga show improvement this term! im determined (; (but whether i can do it or not is another matter. HEHE)

ok. just felt like blogging today. probably bcos i didnt talk much just nw? maybe avrg of 10-15 short sentences per hr? yep. hahaha.and i found out smth. talking makes ppl tired. BUT not talking makes ppl even MORE tired. cos you just sit there and stone. although i can rest my mouth. but guess my mouth rested too much until i was lazy to open and talk at the end of the day. HAHAHA. what weird logic. but HEY it applies to ME (:

alrights. havent complete my physics self test and my amaths TRY questions. i shall complete it now then! hee.

came home from sch to bath and change and chionged down to pp to meet jx. had to cab there. bought macs and went for tuition. had lunch while we had tuition. hahaha.mrs ng is funny. then went to pp after tuition to shop while we wait for wee,dumb, sh and ks. me and jx waited for 1hr+ before we met wee. damn bloody tired by then. then sh came and made us wish her happy birthday. zzz. jx and i didnt stay for long? yepp. went home after i bought dinner for my mummy.

i've made the biggest mistake ever ytd. luckily things are normal agn. or else i really dont knw what i'll do. i'll probably regret it my whole life.

blame it on me. i was too rash in making decisions. i actually let anger controlled me. and i actually did some foolish stuffs. but im seriously glad that everything's fine and back to normal. ((: really.

kept sneezing in class. but im ok now. hahaha. i used up so many pieces of tissues. and i think my nose was red like the reindeer's. hahaha. sneezed until i was super tired. and i really wanted to slp ok. and i seriously think ms johara is pms-ing for the past weeks. zzz. but threatening is no use to us la ok. oh wells.

i just realised i forgot to bring my maths txtbk home. zz. nvm shall complete my work first.hahhaha. oh wells. anw.
happy 18th birthday sohhwee!((:

ive yet to complete all my hols work.left heymath stuffs and physics and chem. so i think i'll try to finish everything by today if i can. then i can start revising w/o having to worry abt anything (:

hahaha. i feel so not guai.cos i havent been mugging )): only chiong-ing all my hmwk. i dont want to leave everything to the last minute la. hahaha. alrights. urgh. i feel super tired. slept at abt 1plus and woke up at 10. but i still tired. hahaha. i feel so pig :x

alrights. shall start to do my hmwk soon!
disappointed.
do you knw actually knw how i feel or what i want?
i dont think so.

one sec motivated. one sec disappointed. what's the pt.

)):

hahaha nw at my ahma's hse. im like ROTTING/DECOMPOSING/FU LAN-ING. blah blah. hahahhaha,. had dinner. and nw my little cousins are asking me to go play badminton with them. hahha. oh wells. lazy to. hahhaa.

damn sian. did amath and chinese compo this morning. hahaha BORED. and i realised that there's heats tmr.and i totally forgot abt it. boo. hmm. ok la. i shall stop blogging. haha. byebye.

hahaha. ok. im seriously rotting at home.
jx just told me she rot until she became emo.

hahaha. im like BORED BORED BORED.

oh wells. guess ive gt to complete my hwk before i can start revising my work. OH SHUCKS. i havent memorise my mo xie. DIE DIE DIE. ok forget it. i'll do that after ive completed my hwk. then i'll revise. hurhur. die la.

im like so craving for my SHILIN. haha.

hohohoho. im bored. hahaha. i shall update as according to sam who said my blog is died. ok. i knw i didnt update for a long time. oh wells. busy collecting angbaos during chinese new yr hols.

er fcuk. my mum is getting on my nerves. naggin me everyday. OLVL'S COMING. OLVL'S COMING. not that i dont knw. zzz. pls lor. mid yr's even nearer.pls la. she said she gave me ample time to look for a tutor and she's not giving pressure. but she nags at me everyday. HOW CONTRADICTING. dont understand her at all. i bet seh dont even knw what she's talking abt. wth.

boo la. ya she shouts at me like mad. like i always do smth wrong. though its her fault at times. ok. most of the time.but she talks to her bf like some gentle young lady. yucks.

cant stand it. zzz. bye.

ok i shall update my blog hahaha. so ytd was valentines day! hahah. fun with everyone. heee. oh wells. trng ytd. gave coach sunflower and we were off 1hr earlier. ahahah. wells. the last part was SAI. JUMP AND JUMP AND JUMP. now my muscles are aching like mad.

booo accompanied sam to cut her hair just nw. then me and jx and her went to eat and then sam came to my hse. hahahaha. went to buy bubble tea then walked to the bus stop. after she left, i went to the court to look for teng. that woman ah.always don wanna go home. zzz.

ok lah. i very lazy to blog alr. bye.

hahaha. back to blog. got my phone back for a few days alr la. and TODAY MY BLOODY PHONE CANT BE USED. i dont knw what's the problem but i cant receive calls or smses. neither can i send or call out. so what's the phone for? zzz.

oh wells. dont care la.i guess im like failing everything this term. hahahhaa. its always like that in term one. im gna get scolded real badly. hahaha. getting back chinese olvl results tmr. ok. i think i better prepare a box of tissue for myself. i better pray i'll get an A1 ok. hahaha.

friendster has been eating up my testimonials and i dont knw why! ok forget it. hmm. think i shall do some revision nw. ((:

BYE!

cabbed down to bdcc after physics remedial. hahah sac won dhs. hmm. then took bus to sch and sat inside the bubble tea shop. hahaha. talked with jx and sam. then cai miao came and the stupid gay made us laugh like mad with her lame jokes. hahahaha.

then came home. ok wth, cramp the whole day. and mdm lenny didnt come today so i cant get my phone back. nvm used to the no-phone-life. hahahahah. damn sian nw. think later i'll study for my physics self-test. zzz. ok feel like slping. zzz.

hahaha. changed blogskin. YAY! YELLOW (:

HAHA. feels so sian. read macbeth and i seriously don knw hw am i gna finish reading it. act three scene one is long and boring! oh no.

hmmm. went bugis to shop just nw. spent over hundred bucks on my clothes and my mum's. hahahahahha. yayyyyyyyy. more clothes. so happy. hahahhaha. the clothes my mum bought are revealing.. eeeee. hahahhaha.

came home and used comp. alrights, gtg. byebye! nights ppl (:

boring. woke up and stoned at the comp. then waited for WOMAN to come my hse. dressed up and went to tamp. which a series of unfortunate events took place. and i cant be bothered to explain. cause it has smth to do with ******. piang.

played like hide and seek in tamp. and erm. eventually me and woman went to bugis. met marianne and walked. waited for sy. walked and walked. zzz. ate at bugis cafe.then took mrt home and i felt like vomitting. my stomach was feeling uncomfortable. tried but to no avail?thre's nth to vomit out? hahahha. so woman accompanied me home and ya. she went home at abt 11?

dont try to preach me. because youre the cause of the things that happened.

just let me jump off the fucking building right now.

everything's gone haywire. nth is pleasant to me right now. no ones knws what im gg thru. im just like a balloon abt to burst anytime.

utterly disappointed.

failed amaths, chem formative and english compre. how lousy can i be.plus i cant solve a simple problem of mine. HOW USELESS.

sigh.wj sprained her ankle during the end part of trng. now like trotter like that. see alr my heart also ache ah. aiyoh.

stoning and slacking at home now. gg to my dinner now. ok. what the hell. the house is so empty. how i wish that at least someone would be here with me. making it more lively. zzz. but sadly. there's none. and my bloody phone's gone.

my heart really aches when i think of it. ive got no more tears left.

life is just sad. fcuking sad.

bye.

so suay today. phone kena confiscated. zzz. die la.

then trip to pulau semakau. FUN (: hahahhaa. amanda was dumb lah. trying to take a pic of herself with ppl behind her. trying to be PI also not like that mah. hahahahha. 45mins there and 45mins back. felt like vomitting. hahahha. slept thruout when we came back.and we cldnt play the egg game cause jy broke the stupid egg when we started. hahahah.

felt weird w/o my phone. i kept feeling vibrations from my pocket. but there's nth! zzz. maybe i miss my phone too much lah. hahahaha. okay lah don wan to blog alr. bye.

2nd post for the day. i don knw why but i just feel super depressed. it's like i dont knw what to say. ok. more like i dont knw how to say it out. ah. dont knw la. OVER.


i dont knw how to describe it. i felt so uncomfortable and insecure. i seriously need to find someone who can totally understand what i feel. TAN SIQI. i need you right nw. zzz. it feels as if im breaking down anytime. its just pure WEIRD. i shouldnt be having this kind of thinking. but i really cant help it. AH FCUK.

hahahhaa. back to blog. ok. my blog's so super dead. lol. seriously unless im bored. i find no point to blog. hahaha. probably lost interest in blogging for this short while la. hahahha.

boring day. physics getting boring-er and boring-er each day. feel like slping EVERY physics lesson. hmmmm. actually nth much today la. had emath remedial after sch. ok. more like supp for the others but remedial for some of us. ya. so we had to sit in front. maluating. but nvm. at least i can ask whenevr i don knw.

hmmm. down to trng. abit late lah. ok. i have stm. i cant rmb what happened alr.hahahahha. dont care. but i knw that the screens are hurting me! keep banging into me. zzz.

back home. yepp. nth to do. cause for this week. think no more CAs to study for alr. hahahah. ooooh. and jocina and i might go TP for mass comm. hahaha. ok la. gtg. BYE!

zzzz. boring day. lessons were boring. and i totally forgot there's a chinese compo test today. so i didnt bring my dictionary. zzz.hmmm,. i was falling aslp can. maybe i was too tired. hahahhaha. then miss johara said smth funny. "girls, you all dont fall aslp okay. although sometimes i would fall aslp when i hear my own voice" everyone laughed their heads off. how to hear her own voice and fall aslp? how to fall aslp when youre talking! zzzz.

then miss yeo said smth IMPT. and that is the sch leaders gg to come to our class tmr to talk to us. cause last yr they didnt. ok. it doesnt rlly seemed impt to me can. hahahaha. wanted to come hm str8 after sch today. then siqi asked me to join them for lunch. so i went. then in the end. i ended up in tamp with her. hahhai dragged her there lahh. cause i wanted to buy smth that ive craved for. hahaha. ;p then my phone got no batt! so i had to use siqi's phone for a while. hehehe. i knw she wont mind ;) cause she love me. hhahahahahah ;p

hmmm. came home and its raining heavily. and i forgot to bring my umbrella, so i had to walk in the rain for like 5-10mins?! and when i reached hm, i was drenched like mad. so i quickly took a bath. ok wth. think im running a fever nw. SHIT. ok i go rest alr. byebye!

da jia hao..wo shi tiancai sy..haha..2day tkg vs dunman high..actually can win de..but dunman tyco.. -.- suan le next match zai jiayou bahx..can win de..jiayou!! =]

i help kala blog cox her bro using then she cant use..so shun bian help her blog..wo ren hen hao..hehe..duno wad 2say lei..=x errm..eh..k la..stop here le..bye..

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boring. slept at 3 last night. AND my mummy woke me up at 10! walao. bathed and went to hougang. sold stuffs there agn. erm. for awhile only la. then went to my ahma's hse. i was so irritated by my lil' cousins. zzz. tried to study but nth went in lah. ss until regional ties only. DIE.

then came back at about 5? ate at hawker agn. couldnt eat much lah. so damn full. OOOOH. my mum was lying against the door. then my uncle suddenly open and she fell back la. but she was ok. so we came back to aljunied and it was then my mummy realised one of her slippers went missing. zzz. it was hilarious lah.

hahhahaha. so now im home. and and and im going to revise my work. i don wan to fail la. bye!

finally got a chance to blog. havent been online for some time lah. cause apparently my bro OOCUPIED THE COMP. until he goes to slp. which is like midnight! zzz. hahahhaha. havent been studying much la. just started a bit on ss. DIE.

had cca promotion today. quite fun lahh. the bowling team has this cute bowling alley in the canteen so me and sam went to play at the very end of the promo. hahaha. but as usual. not much sec ones are interested in joining. reasons? i don knw. maybe they think its a rough game. or maybe they think that the bball team hasnt been winning much stuffs lo. cant be bothered. just think some of the sec ones are so bimbotic. ok i would rather describe them as bit*hes la.

has alfredo at pastamania for lunch. and i only ate like half of it? tasted nice at first. then halfway through. it starts to get tooo creamy. and i stopped. walked ard with weena, grace and weijia.then pass sy's shoes to jx. then waited for teng. zzz. nth much la. went home soon after that. slacked at home for a while before i decided to go studying at macs since i cant concentrate. met teng at the court. and since i dont feel like studying. i went to tamp with her. shopped and crapped. ahhhhh. i missed those times with her. then told her lots of stuffs recently lah. one of my confidents.wells. then went to check out the court that we're gg to play at during east zone. checked and checked. there's only 840. zzz. so apparently we're going to play there.

hhaha . balled at 840 for a while. and i seriously hate the ah bengs over there. act seh. cannot tahan. zzz. cant be bothered. came home at about 10plus? hahahah. bathed and using comp. since there's totally no one at home. and so no one's gg to snatch the bloody comp from me lah. hhaha. alrights long enough. bye.

why am i always the topic of ppl's jokes? why am i always being aimed at? why me? i dont think i did anything wrong afterall. if it's a misunderstanding. i can accept it. but i seriously cant think of anything. sigh. thought i could start afresh but not gg to cch but tkg. but apparently, im getting the same treatment, just that the topic is different. ARGH FUCK. WHATEVER.

hehe..tiancai sy here!! =p
help kala blog cox i ask her 2help me blog..duno wad 2write lei..complain her hao le..

clara leong~
* everytime bully me!! ' most of the time is me la..=p '
* gt secrets aso nv tel me..!! ' =[[[[[[ '
* everytime dun wana eat!! ' qi si wo! '
* ask her qns then she wil ans - sui bian,eh..bu zhi dao ' hai wo bu zhi dao yao zhe me zuo.. '
* order food or watch moive wil decide very slow.. ' lao taipo!! '
* go out aso decide at least 3o mins.. ' abt tt long bahx..? waste time.. '
* ask me do hwk in the end she say she wana slp.. ' da lan zhu!! '
* tok on phone everytime ask me tok..!! ' cox mostly everytime i wil fall aslp..=p '
* everytime late late slp..!! ' tt's y i wil fall aslp..=p '

errm..say gd things bahx..wo ren hao..haha..
` everytime let me bully..=p
` gt tel me her some secrets bahx.. ' nw gt 1 nv tel me!! ' but nvm la..bu xiang shuo mei guan xi..wo bu xiang bi ni..=]
` sometimes ask her eat she wil eat..=]
` pei me n teach me do hwk..=]
` everytime stil tok on phone with me when she knw i wil fall aslp..haha..

k la..gd de too many le..lazy 2list out..+ u blog a bit 4me only..xao qi gui..dun wana post too long 4u..bye..

zzzz. i wake up early in the morning. and came online. waiting for the rest to come at 11am. to discuss about the proj.zzzz.

it's irritating doing research. cant really find any information lahh. what's the point. okay lahh. i don wan to blog alr.. maybe later at night i'll blog agn? hahahhaa.

bye! OHH. i changed my blogskin ;D

we've been quarrelling for the past few days on the phone. why? i dont knw.
when will this stop? dont ask me.

hahaha. went out early in the morning for proj at pp macs. then do until 2? went to buy stuffs. then amanda and i went mos. i so guai. i was doing physics while amanda did her chinese compo. so dramatic plot. ermm. then she left and i cont doing my physics wksht until jx came at 4plus? melody came to say hi too. hahahaha. then we went food court and eat. sy joined us . walked arnd and had scoopz. slacked at macs and went hm arnd 7plus? hhahaha.

omg. my heart's hurting for no reason. sucks. alrights. gg to rest alr! bye!

hahahahahhah. trng today was abit SAI. ran arnd the fiel for five rounds. SUPER TIRING LAAA. then zic zac defence. then eh. hahaha. i forgot alr la. OH. stupid 3on3 full court. TIRING CAN. aiyoh. hahahha. coach said we owe her four suicides. but we didnt run any ;p

conclusion for today's trng: SUPER TIRING.

hahahahhaha, shoot balls for awhile after trng. then kena chased by jx. ask me go home. cause she also wan to go home. zzz.hahaha. came home and mummy cooked! RARE.. hahah.ate a lot so full now. haha. ok. i wan to go watch tv alr. bye!

bad day.

i slept for like less than an hour.. chiong-ing my hwk all the way.. hmmm. woke up and called my brother. and then he told me a bad bad news. my mum was hospitalised. -.- wells. she was discharged la. cause she didnt wanted to stay in the hospital. don knw what's wrong.. oh wells.

kind of spoilt my day. wanted to slp thru the day. but had to go here go there. in the end. i didnt rush down to the hospital. i went back to my grandma's hse to wait for them to come back. then after that. my aunt sent us home la.. so yepp. im home. hahahaha.

hmmmm. alrights. i cant be bothered to blog ay further. IT'S SUPER BORING NOW.. and there's sch tmr. YUCK.

oh wells. cya ppl in sch tmr then. hahaha.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL! ;D

hahahaha.went bugis just nw. walked arnd and caught a 930 movie. death note2 :D:D:D heee. came home at bout 12+ la.

and im stilll trying to figure out how to finish my work on time -.- boooo.

hahaha. caught night at the museum ytd at suntec. then we came out and bought tix for curse of the golden flower. hahah. two continuous movies. lol. super cold. hahaha. then went to meet my mummy in the evening. hmmm.

its raining lightly now. haha. it was so heavy just nw. ok. i better go get changed and go out soon. hahahaha. byebye!

hahaha. happy birthday to sia weijia. or should i say happy christmas eve? lol.

hmmm. boring day. rotteda t home the whole day. and finally figured out the ans for the heymath qn. hahahahha. im like so super dead. cause before i went to thailand. i was slacking ad only did like 6 qns of heymath. then now i have like dozens and dozens of qns left to do. FAINT. luckily i did two chem wkshts before that alr. hahhaha.

hmmm. alrights. shan't blog any further. im lazy hahaha. byebye!

hahaha. back from lime flea market. it was tiring la. but fun. hahahah. it rained and stoppped and rained and stopped. irritating. then i was drenched. then it finally stopped raining. and business continued. wells. business was.. errrr... considered good la. yepp. and jeremy came. we didnt expect that. we were joking when we told him in bangkok to come be our model. ok not model. i mean just stand there and attract the female customers. hahaha. but he was kind of useless there la. only entertained us by talking to us. hahahah. ooh. and when he came. may actually ran away -.- wth.ok. he came down because he was free and he wanted to wait for his friend to end work -.-

lol. ended at about 7 la. then went to food court. had dinner. hahaha. lisze = siao ga nana. maysze = hyiao ga nana. me = ou ga nana. (it stands for black in teochew). we were trying to think one for peisze. then i say tall. but lisze said that is jeremy. then we kept thinking and suddenly both of us said, "shoulders broad ga nana!" hahaha. then we started laughing hard. how could we actually say this kind of ridiculous things at the same time. lol. then we played the flip-flop wishing thing.(cause we said the same thing) hahhaa. made a wish but we both said FLOP. boo. means the wish wont come true. cause it's supposed to be one flip and one flop. think its just CHEMISTRY. ahahhahahaha.

hmmm. my uncle came and fetched us home. lisze went crazy in the car. and she kept singing the christmas carol. lol. im resting at home while lisze,may and their parents are going on cruise tmr. omg. aren't they tired! thailand, flea market then cruise -.- madness. oh wells. i shoul just take a rest. ahhahaha. ok. enough. byebye!

just came back from bangkok.hahhaa.

day1-
hahaha. its one hour earlier than singapore. so we reached there about 11 plus THAI time la. so by the time we reach bangkok twin tower hotel. we were so tired we just slept.

day2-
woke up at 6+ thai time la. super tired. went pattaya. long coach ride. played cards with may, lisze and jeremy. -.- uncle kitti was soo funny. hahahhaa. nothing much la. just some praying at the temples and sight-seeing. and a lil' shopping. nth much. hmmm. ooh. we stayed at all seasons hotel. the hotels in thailand are nice (:

day3-
still at pattaya. took a speedboat and went para-sailing. hahahha. it feels great to be on a parachute while the speedboat drives me round. yay. then we took the speedboat and went coral island. hahah. feels great to sit in the front of the boat. bumpy! haha. my mummy was screaming like mad. and it was then we realised there was a sign saying those above 40, or with heart attack, or pregnant.etc. cant sit in front. hahahhahah!. my mum thought it was scary but fun. reached coral island. took a banana boat ride. my cousin wore her bikini and i wore my sports bra. ( cause we knew we would be wet) the person asked if we wanted sharp turns. and we said no. cause we didnt wanted to get wet. ya. so off we went. and when we were turning back. he dropped us all into the sea -.- so rubbish. then we strolled at the beach and took pics. hahah. then went back and yepp. that's about it.

day4-
back in bangkok. its daidee and bridge for me, may, lisze and jeremy (sometimes my mummy) whenever we were on the bus. hahaha. uncle kitti would whack us. lol. went dreamworld. hahaha. took the cable car and then we had lunch at the restaurant. then off we go. hahaha. we thought that the hanging coaster and the indoor one would be scary. but it was disappointing laaaa. wells. the interesting one was a ride the goes round and up and down. hahahaha. we slide on the seats. took lots of pics. some were. errrr.. spastic. hahaha. praying at temples after that. yepp.

day5-
free and easy!!!!! we went Pathum Wan for shopping. went siam paragon. my mummy bought clothes for my bro. then we went mango. hahahhaa. as usual. we spent lots of time choosing the clothes. and i bought a brown top. hahaha. then we went siam centre. hahaha. billabong wasnt on sales ): so we went roxy. and ta-daaa! 30% off many many clothes. but i bought only two tops and a wallet. hahah. wanted a jacket but wells. my cousin took it. yepp. i spent about 1000++ bahts there.my two cousins. spent a total of 15000+ bahts there -.- i think la. hahaha then we went shopping. saw the classic adidas shop. boo. the jacket i liked wasnt there. wells. had pizza hut for lunch. and we went shopping at siam square.lisze and i were tired. but our parents and may were energetic. cause there were cheap HEELS. its a NO-NO for me. we went MBK centre and ate FUJI jap food for dinner. super nice :D:D:D:D:D hahah. then shopped again. hahaha.

day6-
woke up a lil' later today. but still went back to siam centre to shop. yepp. and some arguments about me buying a jacket. boo. i wanted the roxy one but my mummy said she knew that i would rather want the adidas jacket. so she said i don wan the roxy one. then we went back to look at the jackets in roxy, nike, classic adidas, ripcurl, billabong, etc. hahhaa. and i chose a nike jacket. oooh. and i bought a new sports bra too. hahahha. then bought some ice cream. hmm. and i realised we had ice cream almost EVERYDAY. oops. hahah. then off to the airport. we were playing cards again. lol. then we checked in and had lunch. then off and back to singapore.

hahaha. i couldnt rmb which day we went to the tiger zoo. hahaha. we carried a baby tiger cub. heeeee. oh wells. it was a nice trip although i was kind of reluctant to go at first . hahaha.

HAHAHAH. im going off to bangkok. miss me ppl! byebye. heh.

it aint a good day for me i swear.

woke up at 8plus. and went back to slp. supposed to wake up early to go wake peisze up then go to sy's hse. but but but. i woke up at 10plus. so i chionged to sy's hse first. hahaha.took cab to budget terminal. ate hans with sy, peisze and xiaomei. then sy departed and we went off. took 53 at terminal 1? went ahma's hse then went heartland mall to meet jx. then went to my aunt's hse. went bugis then suntec with maysze, lisze, steph and peisze. so we shared like a bowl of ramen and dumplings and cheese fries. yep. that's it.

walked to mrt alone. took train and came back aljunied. didnt wan to come home so early. so sat at 108. watched teng they all played ball. told her my stuffs and yep. came home at bout 10plus? hahahha. bathed and rotted. alrights. i shouldnt be posting too much. oh wells.

anw. bball chalet was fun fun fun (:(:(:(:(:

thanks for the necklace. i really love it. it's saddening to see you leave but i knw you had to. i finish reading the book alr. and i felt so stupid to cry on the bus while reading it. and somemore in front of peisze -.-
and i think you'll knw that youre so missed by me.
imu ):):): wan (:
happy 6th month. ;D

ytd!
went cineleisure to hand in the registration fee for the lime flea market on the 23rd. hahahhaa. seems like im publicising. lol. hmmmm. mrt-ed to tamp..gym-ed with peisze ytd. hahahahha. feels great to sweat. :D:D:D:D

hmmmm. then ate lunch and mrt-ed to paya lebar. went to watch match at blk 5. left at bout 7plus. took bus back to aljunied and went macs to buy food. ooh. and bubble tea. hahahah. so yepp. peisze and i were laughing like mad over the stupid tv program. hahahahha.

today.
hmmm. nth much. hahahah. was watching star awards. and i realised jacelyn tay wasnt in for the top ten. oh my. i thought she was one of the hot favourties. oh wells. hahahahhaa.

its kind of a boring day. spent half the day playing neopets. lol.hahahahaha. im still trying to figure out how to get a high score for zurro ball -.-

alrights. i shall stop blogging. heh. bye!

p.s. im looking forward to the chalet! heeeeee :D:D:D:D:D

hahahhaha. blog. im lazy to blog nowadays. i don knw why. dont ask me. hmmm.

hahhaha. a boring day. okay. not really boring. erm. i don knw how to explain. i mean im bored because i was rotting at home the whole day. but on the other hand, it wasn't really boring cause it was just full of ups and downs though there was only chit-chatting on the phone. hahahahha. alrights. shan't elaborate.

hmmm. alright. got my pay for the two-day work i did. hahahha. wasnt much but wells. im satisfied. hahahha. okay la. enough alr. lazy to blog. blog another day then. hahaha.

blog. feels weird to blog since i havent been touching my comp for like a few days? hahahha. boo.

friendly agnst queensway. won 61-55. hahaha. so tyco i knw. wells. nice match though. hmmm. after that. went to eat with grace sam weijia at pp mos. weijia went home and me grace sam went downtown to book chalet. wells. we took such a long bus ride. that we talked so much and we fell aslp. and in the end. we cant book the chalet. cause sam's not above 18.and neither are we haha. so me and grace decided not to waste the trip and we took bus to tamp. went cs to watch HAPPY FEET :D:D:D:D so cute :D hahah. sam joined us to watch the movie la. hahaha. PENGUINS :D

hmmmm. we smuggled lots of food in. and also bubble tea. so we ended up eating the food before the show starts. and when the show just started for a while. all the food's gone. SAM'S A BIG GLUTTON TODAY. hahahahhaha. no more jx. its sam's turn to be a glutton. heh. the show ended and we all chiong to the toilet. hahahahha. it was really super cold. esp. after walking in the heavy heavy rain when we were at downtown walking to the bus stop. brrrrrr.

so yepp. took mrt home and i didnt bath immediately when i came home. i knw it smells. but who cares. hmmm. then took a bath and watched tv. chatted on the phone with jx and sam at night till 12? yepp. now i realised im not the only one who thinks that way. hahaha. i always thought that i was the only one who have those thoughts in my brain. but it turns out that sometimes they were having the exact same thoughts as me. hahahah. alrights. i guess this is a long long post. im so lazy to blog. and im super tired after today's friendly. boo. im going to slp. byebye! nights everyone. hahahha.

oooooh. and i have like injuries on both knee caps after trying to fight for the ball today. and jx thinks it blue-black -.-

met up at sp's macs early in the morning. didnt have much appetite. so i ate half a sausage mcmuffin with egg. hmmm.wasnt really feeling well when we were on the way to mss for friendly. i vomited the half burger out just before the second quater.haaa. nice feeling.3quaters of game with us leading 39-25. wanted to play longer. but we had indoors fitness. it was tough at first(esp the stairs!). but was fun in the end la. hahaha. TRUST TRUST TRUST :D:D heh.

hahaa. went sp to eat. but me and grace were too addicted to cards and we started playing all sorts of games. heh. im still pro-er than her! hahaha. =P hmm. went expo for adidas warehouse sales. i was aching all the while. had a few rests. hmmm. didnt bother to really shop for stuffs. but we were there for a long long time.. hahaha. headed home then. and wells. i still have not grab a bite ever since that half burger which i puked out. hahaa. came home and went to court to shoot and play 2on2 with teng, her brother and ivan. went home and bath. so shiok. cooked noodles to eat. heh. and and and i had carrot cake. i feel like a glutton. i was so bloated la. hahahhaa. slacking at home currently.

boo. i realised ive got lots and lots of things that i want to buy. hahaha. and and and and and! i have not started revision. OH NO OH NO OH NO. =/

hahah. btw.. class chalet was fun and dramatic! hahahah :D:D

heh. wan :D

heh. back to post. today's full of ups and downs.but everything's back to normal again. and IM SO GLAD :D:D:D
heeee. now im so addicted to A1's 'heaven by your side'. i knw the song is kind of old. but its NICE :D:D:D

"Heaven By Your Side" - A1
you and i, cannot hide
the love we feel inside
the words we need to say.
i feel that i
have always walked alone.
but now that you're here with me
there'll always be a place that i can go.
suddenly our destiny has started to unfold.
when you're next to me, i can see
the greatest story love has ever told.
now my life is blessed with the love of an angel.
how can it be true.
somebody to keep the dream alive,
the dream i found in you.
i always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me.
but when we touch,
i realise,
that i found a place in heaven by your side.

i could fly,
when you smile.
i'd walk a thousand miles,
to hear you call my name.
now that i have finally found the one
who will be there for me, eternally,
my everlasting sun.
suddenly our destiny has started to unfold.
when you're next to me, i can see
the greatest story love has ever told.
now my life is blessed with the love of angel.
how can it be true.
somebody to keep the dream alive,
the dream i found in you.
i always thought love would be the strangest thing to me.
but when we touch,
i realise,
that i found a place in heaven by your side.

heaven by your side.
heaven by your side.
heaven by your side.
when you're next to me, i can see
the greatest story love has ever told.
now my life is blessed with the love of an angel.
how can it be true.
somebody to keep the dream alive,
the dream i found in you.
i always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me.
but when we touch,
i realise,
that i found my place in heaven by your side.
now my life is blessed with the love of an angel,
heaven by your side.
somebody to keep the dream alive,
the dream i found in you.
i always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me.
but when we touch,
i realise,
that i found a place in heaven by your side.

hahaha. im seriously addicted. heh.
i cried so much today.but i bet you aren't feeling any better than me. i understand how tired you are, so i wont blame you for losing your temper. both of us were at fault. so we cant blame each other.jx is right. its all about giving and taking. whtevr it is, we need to sort out things tgt. we'll overcome any obstacle that stands in our way. hand in hand :D:D:D wan. mwahs :D

hehheh. back to post. kind of lazy to blog la. didnt even check my tagbaord. haha. just came online for like less than an hour then went offline. hee. just seemed like there's nothing much on the net la. haa.

hmmm. i am like super tired. and i seriously don knw why. not like today's training's very tough. quite slack la.hhahaa. maybe i have the mentality that its last day of extended studies. 3weeks passed so quickly. hahahhaa. its been tiring. but fun bridging in class. heh.and i have the thinking that its time for a break. hahahha. i don knw why la. though mrs lim said that shouldnt be the case. but WHO CARES. make me come back for 3weeks and still don let me rest a while during the hols? hello im like human la. human needs REST. even machines need to rest la. BOOO. i was so super agitated when mrs lim made that speech early in the morning. SPOIL MY DAY. idiot.

hahahhaa. training was slack slack slack. jus that i need to practise more on that move. hahah. JIAYOU TK :D:D:D

hmmmm. phone died on me la! LOW BATT LOW BATT LOW BATT.. then after training. LOW BATT LOW BATT LOW BATT..NO BATT. hurrrrr. wth. i hate that. boo. came home and charged my phone. finally. hahahhaha. bought food and watched tv. slack at home. feel like slping hahahaha. so damn bloody tired. ooh. my aunt called me and ask if i wan to work for my uncle. for ehhhh. 3days. in december.hahahahahha. i said im not sure. wells. easy but not easy job. sometimes just sit in the car while he delivers the things. sometimes i deliver it. to some high high office buildings. HURRRR. I DON LIKE. hahahha. tried it many times before. but still scared. hahahaha .=/

alrights. going to rest alr. hahaha. bye!

hahaha. alrights back to blogging. heh. i was just wondering if i have gone mad. i actually accidentally hit my head against something for more than 10+ times. am i mad or am i mad? hurhur. then ehhh. ohhhhh. hahah. my phone. or rather my brother's phone. rolled down half the staircase. hahahah.told you i am insane. ahhahaha/

alright. more to say im careless. and i don knw how to take care of my belongings and that i am clumsy to actually have my head bumped against something for 10++ times. heh. so today's lesson was BORING. its cards cards cards all day long. bridge bridge bridge. daidee daidee daidee. hahahaha. more than half of 3e8 are now officially professional CARD PLAYERS.but wait. is PROFESSIONAL CARD PLAYERS. not HABITUAL GAMBLERS. see the difference? yepp. so people, stop saying as if we are HABITUAL GAMBLERS. we just PLAY CARDS. we don GAMBLE. yayy. hahahhaaa. so stop saying our class opened a gambling den. its just a place to play cards while we wait for lesson times to pass at a faster rate. LOL.

hahahhaha. so played cards after schh. then was chased out of our classroom and me and jx went to lunch at the coffee shop opp. our sch. BUT we were so irritated by the BEES. yuck! went day and night and then i took a bus home. yay home sweet home. alright.

hmmm. i smell. cause i have not bath. hahahhaha. probably going vivo later. not sure if teng's going. hahahahaha. if not i shall stay at home and rot rot rot. HEEEE.

i seriously think i am insane. HAAA.

ilu :D:D
how i wish i can stop the time whenever i please.
then everyday will just be like yesterday :D
happy moments together :D:D

hahahaha. i so wonder what am i thinking right now. countless thoughts in my brain. so disorganised. and i seriously don knw what im thinking about. everything just comes in and out of my brain.hahhaa. now my mind is blank. maybe it has gone haywire? hahaha

i don knw how to describe. like suddenly i think of this, then the next second i think of that. and before i knw it, there's another thing in my brain. i almost went mad. then too many things floating around in my brain and in a split second, everything's gone and my mind is blank. and for some time, i couldnt rmb what i was thinking about a moment ago. hahahha. you knw. STM LAAAAAA.yep.and someone dont believe that i cant rmb a single thing.

HMM. ALRIGHT. i shall stop blogging. my mother, who made me so gan jiong and paraniod over my phone msges, is now SCREAMING at me to go eat some stupid watermelon. WTH. and she's asking me who am i talking to. YA. IM TALKING TO MY BLOG. -.- paraniod mum's scared that im talking to ahem. whatever.

wth. i just got a scare. i thought my mum wanted to read my msges when she told me i've got a msg.then i hurry up chiong in the rm. and realise the msg was from huimin. SCARE THE HELL OUT OF ME. i think ive got a phobia alr. piang,

alright. cant blog much. hahahaha. byebye. PAO BU-ING TMR!

haha. back to post eh. hmmm. bad bad suay suay day today. hai.felt so embarrassed to break down in front of them. thought i could hold back my tears. boo.
hmmm. had physics spa practical. it SUCKED BIG TIME. i totally couldnt concentrate and i think ive misread the question. oh WELL DONE CLARA. boo.

hmmm. recess-ed with a sulky face and no appetite. but i managed to finish a plate of beehoon. hmm. then chem and amath lessons. began to realise that if i sulk, i would be affecting the ppl around me. so i decided to put a smile on my face.though its a bit fake.

heh. changed after sch and slack a while before walking to geylang serai cc for trng. wasnt rly tough except the first part. wonder how many did we do in total. hahaha. then nice trng! hahaha. no suicides at all. yay. haha. hmmm. yep. that's it.

went to eat with jx and sam. hah.took bus home. and yep talked on the phone. hahaha. my mummy's driving me crazy.... BOOO.

i don knw. i thought i could hold back. but when you called me this morning, i cried. ON THE BUS. bleah. i went to sch. and thought i could hold back my tears too.. so i had to play ball to stop myself from thinking. but still, i started crying super badly when i sat down and you pals asked me what happened. i rly don knw what should i do.sinyi youre right, i must be strong.there's no more tears for me anymore. its time i pick myself up and try to face the prob. crying doesnt help. it will just affect the people around me. so i shld just put a smile on my face. it might be very fake. but who cares.as long as it doesnt affect the ppl around me, it doesnt matter.i just don wan to give up now. sigh. whtevr it is,my feelings for you would not change. wan.